Living With the Dream
Passage. 2

Finally, Amanda arrived home tired, she did not know if her mother waited patiently in her room. After seeing the mother who was in his room, without waiting for the aba he put his head in the lap of his loved ones. The mother just smiled at the behavior of her daughter. Gently the mother stroked her head.

"Why not go home with them ?"

Amanda didn't answer her parents' questions, she just kept quiet.

"Did you fight with them ?"

"No" he replied slowly

"Then ?"

"I just want to go home alone bun"

Hearing his daughter's answer, the mother knew that at this time her daughter was not okay.

"Don't sleep too much at night, it's not good for your health"

Hearing this, Samanda was shocked and rose from her mother's lap.

"How do you know ?"

The mother smiled gently "how did the mother not know, before falling asleep you never turned off the lights. Yes, you obviously know"

Amanda just smiled.

"Yes yes you won't sleep at night again"

"Judah change your clothes and rest"

Her mother left her alone in her room.

After the mother's departure, Samanda just stared out the window with a heart that never calmed down. How could he possibly rest, if he himself was so restless. He was really confused for now. Will he continue to pursue his ideals or stop doing it ?

"How can I possibly calm down, I want to do what I want right now. To meet her, someone I would never have reached if I had stopped chasing her. Someone who really shines too much if I'm next to him, and someone who every woman dreams of" his inner self

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He is now going to school as usual, by himself. It was his habit to go to school on his own. He would feel calm for a moment if he did that. But today is not surfing the day usually, for today he was crying for something that he did not deserve to cry. And it makes the tightly closed wound open again freely.

Hours of rest were the most pleasant for the other students, but not for Amanda. At this time he really feels abandoned, not considered, and exiled by people who he considers really his best friend. Behind the school mosque, he could only shut up and cry of course.

"Didn't I try to let it go, but it still hurts to see it.

Without realising it, some of his friends noticed amanda's movements which he thought were a little strange. The only thing I never did was to be alone and cry. Finally they approached the amnda and sat down next to him. Because it was too jarring with his own mind he did not realize if there were friends around him.

" what's up ? Is there a problem ?" ask a friend gently

Feeling someone ask him, Samanda looked at the person with tears still faithfully wet her cheeks. He slowly wiped his tears and shook his head slowly.

"Why are you crying ? Where's your friend ?"

"Friends ?"

"Yes, your two friends "

"I don't know" he said, turning his face away from everyone who looked at him confused.

Hearing amanda's reply her friend seemed to realize amanda's predicament. Slowly they got up and took amanda's hand to rise with them.

"Come"

"Where ?" he said confused

"Rather than being alone it's better to be with us" he said with a gentle smile

"No, I want to be alone"

Hearing that, the friend who had originally grasped his hand crouched down and looked at the soft eyes of the amanda.

"Himself in this situation ? That's not good. It's better to be with us, even though we realize we've only known you for a few months but we believe you're a good person. People like you don't deserve to be like this, hurt and alone" she said, wiping away her tears.

After hearing her friend's words, Amanda finally joined them. Although in him he wanted to reject their invitation but felt unable to finally follow the wishes of his friends. Amanda can smile happily with her new friend, although there is a bit of pain when she accidentally sees the two people who have hurt her heart.

"What do you see ?" asked a friend when he saw Amanda staring far away

"There's no "answer lies with a smile.

From then onward, Amanda was always with her new friends. He rarely went to school with his two friends. Moreover, he was not preoccupied with facing the end of school exams and busy at home in achieving his dream. Everything has changed the attitude of amanda, who was originally quiet and shy but now a cheerful figure. But actually behind the attitude of divorce, he hid a lot of hurt and suffering, but he pendam all that in until one day he can tell it to someone who really loves him with iklhas