Living With the Dream
Part 1

Living life as an ordinary student of an ordinary school is common. But behind it all, a very big desire shackles the heart of a girl. An ordinary girl and born from an ordinary family. The desire to change his future and his life is now. Without knowing the time, he always tried to be the best in everything, certainly without the knowledge of his family. He did it all in silence. His parents only thought that his son was a fool and had no desire.

As time went on, the girl became a different girl. Every time he has time, he will do what he thinks will lead him to his dream. It has become his activity every day if you have to leave school very early because the distance from school and his house is quite far and on foot.

"Would you leave ?" ask the mother

"Yes bun, bad luck"

"Don't wait for your friend's friend first ?"

"Gak bun, they've long come mending themselves"

"Aren't you afraid to go on your own ?"

"Fearful ? Scared why ?"

"Well, go alone"

"Gak bun's. Manda left first yes"

It became his daily routine to go to school on his own. For him, what good is he berangkaya with his friends who in the end he dicuekin them.

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Along the way, Amanda felt the morning breeze that was so soothing. His tiny hand stroked every leaf he passed through. Not a beautiful smile was carved from her lips.

"Friends" he said slowly

He knows what he said is not wrong. He was just wondering if he had someone called a friend ? It is not his intention if he does not have friends he has, but it means whether there are people who really consider him as a true friend.

His hands stopped stroking whatever he saw. He knew he shouldn't have done that by doubting his friends. But, in the depths of his heart he wanted a friend who accepted him as he was without having to see him from which family. That was always a burden on his mind.

'Do I deserve a friend like that ?' his inner.

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At the moment the clock shows at 06:30 and the state of the school is still fairly quiet, only one or two students are seen. With a tired breath he just walked towards his class and rested his body. His eyes showed a fair amount of sleepiness, because all night he barely slept, he wanted to pursue his dream without anyone knowing. To relieve her sleepiness, she got up from her seat and headed for the school cafeteria.

"Bi-morning "sweep it gently

"Pagi,tumben itself. Where are the others ?" ask aunt canteen

"The others ?" tanyanya was confused

"Yes nazma and nazia. Don't you guys always go out together ?"

"Oh them. I left first bi, so they like to relax and a little afternoon so I just stay"

School was getting crowded and the time was starting at noon. Eventually he left the cafeteria and entered his classroom. Actually, he felt uncomfortable when he saw that Nazma and Nazia were always together and looked very sticky. It was not his right to decide that, but still he felt unacceptable with it. He moved to school because he wanted to make new things, not stifling things like this. He slowly passed them, but his hand was stopped by Nazma. Inevitably he had to stop and give a fake smile that would make his heart ache.

"Why did you leave us ?" tanyanya without taking off her hand

"There are things that I have to do early in the morning, so let me go first" he said without seeing the interlocutor

"What ?"

"You mean ?"

"What do you have to do until you leave us"

'We' her inner being slightly sliced at our words, meaning herself and Nazia

"It's not a troublesome thing" he said by taking off a gentle nazma hand.

Amanda passed the nazma just like that and sat on her stool. Luckily the seat of amanda was behind the nazma, so Nazma had no idea what was going on with amanda. Amanda sat in her place with an uncanny feeling.

"We ?" repeat it slowly.

Seeing that, nazma only sighed resignedly with amanda's change of attitude. Since they moved schools his attitude really changed, he seemed to lose a cheerful amanda figure and never hid anything from her. All he knew was that he and Amanda had been friends since childhood, and their families were very good friends.

' what happened to you, why did you change ?' insinuatingly

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Not felt the lesson hours were finished, now is the time for each student to leave their respective classes. Amanda tidied up all her books and put them in her bag. Suddenly there was someone who helped him do that, of course he knew who it was. Without saying much, he got out of his seat.

"Thank you" he said and left the man, again his hand in hand.

"Go home with you ?" ask her gently

"You go home first, I have extra hours of lessons" he said, letting go of the hand.

"Do we need to wait ?"

'Again us'

"No need, your parents will worry about you. I can go home alone" he said by leaving the nazma still in its place.

Actually today there are no extra hours at all, but amanda wants to avoid them, those who make her heart even more hurt if around her.

' sorry' he said by stepping away from the whereabouts of his two friends.