I'm taking you off

I'm taking you off
Believe that...


Unrelenting tears streamed down Nara's cheeks, as Licia told her what had happened to the Eagle. Nara really didn't expect the Eagle to do that. Hurt himself just to protect him. Perhaps this was the answer to her heartbreak all along, her heart that never believed that the Eagle would really hurt her just for the sake of another woman. Nara never believed that.


His heart was so sick to hear the reason the Eagle did that, while he tried to hate him even wanting to close his heart to the man and open his heart to others. Nara felt she was the most evil person, and as the one who loved her struggled with her illness, she left her side, leaving her behind. But it's also not Nara's fault, the Eagle himself wants that. Nara could not understand why the Eagle could do that, sekapuh itself in the eyes of the Eagle, so that in the difficult time he still thought about his happiness.


“Licia, you believe that if I am strong, I will be with the Eagle, accompanying him through all his suffering. I must be strong Licia”


“I believe Naraku is a strong woman, so I show you this, even though the Eagle will be angry with me. I'm sure you're the one she needs most. Go let him sip happiness on the sidelines of his suffering”


Nara wiped away her tears, she wanted to look strong and fine in front of the Eagle. Yes he will meet the Eagle whatever the man responds to him later. But he didn't care what he wanted was only the man's recovery.


Nara was still glued to the side of the bed observing all the changes that were made to the man. His eyes are still closed. Nara pulled out a chair to sit beside the man who had been accompanying her days. He who used to be next to Nara during her difficult times, now Nara will do the same. Grasped tightly into that hand, slowly frowned and gently stroked that face.


The gentle and warm touches of Nara's grasp woke the man up. Slowly his eyes opened, blinked a few times and a smile greeted him as he opened his eyes. The eagle could hardly believe what he saw.


"Nara? is this a dream" He said slowly.


Nara nodded at the Eagle's hand and placed the palm on her cheek.


"It's not a dream baby, it's real. Get up, we'll get back through the good days together" As hard as Nara can set her breath that began to cramp, as tight as possible, several times blink the eyes so that the clear grains at the end of his eyes can not escape just like that. He must be calm, he does not want to cry in front of the man, he wants to show that he is strong.


"I'm sorry"


"Sstt... Don't apologize, there's nothing to blame and there's nothing to forgive" Nara said as she placed her index finger on the man's lips.


"I'm here now, with you" Nara said, kissing the back of the man's hand.


If you do not remember how the man's condition, maybe Nara will already hit the body of the man in front of him, to vent his emotions because he already felt lied to, he said, as Nara used to do when she saw the Eagle make a mistake. But everything was no longer the same, Nara could no longer hit him, pinch him and even ask the man to carry him. No, really now that's the man Nara has to look after, Nara protect.


Nara doesn't want to ask what happened, because Licia told her everything. He did not want to add to the burden of the man. The eagle smiled to see the woman he loved in front of him. The woman he had longed for, the woman who left because she had forced him.


"It wasn't Licia's fault but I was the one who forced her" Trimmed Nara before the Eagle continued his question.


"Nothing will change, you won't leave, believe me. You will be healed. Nothing will be left behind, we will still be together forever"


"But I'm not sure I'm healing"


"No dear, nothing is impossible if God wills, just how much effort and prayer we do. Mukzijat it exists. God will not bring down temptation on His people if His people are not able to get through it. Rest assured we're going through this all well. There is always a blessing in every disaster. You have to be sure, you have to be strong, definitely healed" Nara tried to strengthen, even though she was not sure, because hearing the story of Licia, the tumor had spread and entered stage four. But again surrender to Him, nothing is impossible if HE the Creator has willed.


The eagle nodded, though he was unsure of his current condition. Nara was comforting her, but at least the spirit of the woman had already burned herself to fight against her illness.


There is one way that has not been taken is the operation, but the Eagle always rejects it. It's not that he won't heal, but the consequence is that there are two options: heal but not normal or maybe he'll be gone forever. to be honest, he was not strong every process he went through was painful, but he had to fight for the loved ones around him, for the sake of his mother and also for the woman he loved. There are many dreams that he wants to realize with the woman, build a future together, have a family and happy until death separates. But perhaps death will separate before the dreams are realized.


Staring at each other is what they do now. Eagles want to hug Nara, take her with him full of love but he can not do that.


What can I do, even just hugging him I can't afford. He is not fragile, but I am fragile. It is not he who is not strong if later I leave it but it is me who is weak if I have to go before sip happily with him.


The hue of happiness emanated on Licia's face watching the two people who were now strengthening each other. There is no guilt for breaking a promise, it is by reneging on this promise that happiness is created. The clear liquid ceaselessly melted on both of Licia's cheeks. Licia purposely walked out of the room and saw them from outside, she wanted to make room for the two to let go of each other. He also did not want to see the Eagle with a gaze that certainly demanded an explanation for why he could not keep his promise. But this is life sometimes we have to dare to be honest to face reality, promise only stay promise if it turns out that disavow is the best way. Then that is what must be done, even lying for the good must be done if it is the best.


One love one taste


Likes and sorrows are always together


Give and receive all advantages and disadvantages


Love complements each other unconditionally


Even love will understand even with a gesture...