
Dusk passed leaving the address of the wound on the moon that was looking for a complaint
in the twilight corner a girl is looking for the remains of a hue of sun-loyalty on the title of yearning
but the rain suddenly darkened everything
a grey twilight passed in those afternoons.....
I don't know how many verses of wounded poetry Nara inscribed on each page of her diary, even some words almost disappeared because of tears swept away.
"aaaghhh" Nara yelled to let go of her chest tightness...
his eyes were puffy because he had been crying all day.
Nara looked back at a frame plastered by her photo while wearing graduation clothes and toga and next to her was a handsome man in a suit and tie.he was the Eagle man who had been with her for 3 years... But suddenly the Eagle broke their relationship unilaterally, even though their relationship was fine before.
" I'm sorry, we can't be together anymore, I hope you can forget me"
Only that word was said Eagle then he left. nara was still fixated even after the departure of the Eagle he still thought this was a dream and everything would be fine.
But until this moment Nara had to accept the fact that everything was over..
In the morning, Nara wiped the remaining tears overnight, she pegged in the mirror and saw her eyes were swollen.. "I have to meet the Eagle, at least ask for a little reason" Nara told herself. He immediately looked for his phone to contact Eagle. twice the call but there was no answer and finally he typed a message
[what can we meet, at least to say goodbye] Nara..
nara's message is still waiting for an answer.
"If he doesn't reply I'll meet him directly"
Nara rushed to take a shower and prepared herself, applying a little makeup to cover the patch on her eye bags and lipstick so as not to be too pale.
Eagle has a small company in the field of advertising, a business that has been pioneered since college, until now the business continues to grow even though not too big but has been able to compete with other large companies, such as, because the Eagle continues to follow the development of technology in the field.
Arriving at the Eagle's office, Nara went straight into her study, but her eyes widened and could not speak when she saw the Eagle was hugging a woman..
"So this is what made you cut off our relationship!!" nara said with a trembling voice as she endured anger, emotion and sadness.
But not surprised by Nara's presence, Eagle was indifferent, regardless of Nara, he kissed the woman's forehead.
"You've seen it, so I don't need to give any more excuses" said the Eagle in a flat, expressionless voice.
Nara approached and PLAAK, a slap landed on the Eagle's cheek, as if Nara had not satisfied giving a punch in the Eagle's body to vent her anger. The eagle just silently let Nara vent all her emotions.
"already satisfied" said Elang while staring at Nara who still held back his emotions.
"Look, aren't you used to leaving and being abandoned like this and you even forget how many ex-girlfriends you have, just think of me as part of them and you don't have to be this sad" Eagle said.
Nara was flabbergasted by the words of the eagle.Rumbles on Nara's chest increasingly peaked, his blood as if boiling hearing the words of the Eagle who brought up his past..
"Ooh so you want to be like those I just threw away, not even his name is imprinted on my heart!!!" nara lantang
"Well then, after this I will not grieve anymore or lament ******** like you" before passing Nara stared intently at the woman who had been standing at the end of the room looking at them.
"And you're the woman who's taken over him, happy that your fate is not like mine!!!" nara said with a cynical smile. Nara blinked her eyes repeatedly, holding back her tears from dripping. He does not want to look weak in front of his lover, ex-lover to be exact.
After being satisfied with her emotions, Nara turned around and left the room.
Nara immediately got into his car, threw his body violently and shed tears that he had been holding back.
He never thought, Eagle the person he loved so strongly abandoned himself just for the sake of another woman, even he brought up his past that had had many lovers before meeting the Eagle
"i can't believe you're this old Lang" despite being in front of the Eagle, Nara says she won't grieve and dumps everything about him like her ex-boyfriend used to. But he couldn't lie to his little heart that only an Eagle could make him fall in love.
Previously he changed girlfriends just for a moment of pleasure, not even anyone he really loved. they dated only on the basis of sheer joy, even some of them only had a few days of relationship.
The eagle knows all that, because Nara did tell it, with the Eagle he became himself and there was not a single secret that he hid because he was too trusting.
Perhaps true, no one can be trusted one hundred percent, even in the people you love though.because it is precisely the person you love is the person who has the potential to give wounds and even the deepest wounds.
If you're in love don't go too deep because when that love disappears you can't stand up to get up again. True love is the creator's love of his creation and perfect love is the parent's love of his child.
Nara picks up her phone, calls her best friend Licia. Nara needs a friend to share her grief.
After making an appointment with Licia, Nara starts driving her car, slowly driving her car away from Eagle's office, it felt like his whole body was so limp that even his feet could barely step on the gas pedal and several times he did a sudden brake to avoid other vehicles, because he was completely unfocused on driving. Sometimes he rubbed his tear-soaked cheeks, and threw away the water that also melted from his nose.
Without realizing it, the seat next to him was full of tear tissue and nose fluid.
Nara turns her car into a housing. He deliberately wanted to see Licia at home, because if he met outside he would not be able to tell stories and vent his emotions.
Nara is sure she will cry if she is with Licia, because in addition to the Eagle, Licia is the person Nara trusts the most and also her best friend since childhood.There is no secret between Nara and Licia, there is no secret between Nara and, although sometimes they have different opinions but their friendship is very close.
Arriving in the courtyard of the house that is so beautiful, Nara squeezed the car horn many times to call the owner of the house....