I'm Grateful to Have Him
Episode 07's

ma'am I'm tired, chasing after the mind that never arrives

But your Tausyah strengthened me :

Tired will always accompany every step, but anyway it must stay until it reaches the desired thing, include God in every journey, in every journey, wish every sincere dream for good and hope for His Ridho Because every saddle will be replaced with a reward

And duhai mother....

Now is my time to be grateful for this position with all the good I could never have imagined. Previously what I thought was not according to plan turned out to even make me thank you for Him. From there I understood that everything that happens is not just a coincidence and without a reason, but it is part of the scenario

For a heart that is waiting, your patience will be beautiful in time

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Last week, the incident that made me believe that Alloh Mathematics is indeed different from human calculations and is indeed very close.

I didn't mean for this riya to just share because for me it's magical ?

last week did want the same relationship with the orphanage foundation in Jogjakarta, 

The orphanage children who live there amounted to 85 people (guaranteed + lunch together with a total of 4.5 jt rupiah )

I discussed the same mother for this, but the mother instead said , mas km can not be polite to 500 orphans from some orphanage )

I was silent blm replied a little thought about calculating 2 budget that is idle,

Mom seemed to know what was in my head immediately said, why ? no money ? if the money is less use the mother's savings

Ah shame it feels to be in the same rowdy talk mom

Do not ma'am, there is money cm lg think the same division of other budgets tp insyaallah there, once I answer

finally weekend kemarahmi to several orphanages 

And this afternoon after lunch there were 5 times the miskol from a number I didn't know

Curious I called back the number and was surprised to find it was the number of one of the professors in the campus

Without a tub of buk bik many stale bases he immediately said

As if still not sure the same as him I replied Prof sorry professor is not wrong name right ?

He with a little laugh on the end of the phone back said , 

Confirm well you have to be committed and serious school because I recommend it

suddenly this chest feels tight, this leg feels weak can not say anything more

until not realizing the professor said “ do not forget tomorrow I we will further discussion you want to study abroad or where we discussed together 2 “

then he hung up the phone

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Humble

Not always the thing you want must be in your grasp, there are times when you have to let go

be careful

true it does need a high level of science to not hope anymore in humans, it may be easy to say but difficult to run

be careful

humans are a source of disappointment but the reality is sometimes still stuck in that circle

a failed heart cannot make a deterrent, pain and injury

become the wind when you find something new

Humble 

After being broken and heartbroken after being disappointed and disappointed again in the end God never broke a promise

Jakarta 25th february 2020