I'm Grateful to Have Him

I'm Grateful to Have Him
episode 01's


Today my meeting with a friend who has almost 15 years did not meet and we chat at the corner of the Yogyakarta wirobrajan road


We are not friends on social media but occasionally chat via whatsapp


My conversation with her arrived in a sentence


“ teja my wife is not pregnant almost 10th we are married “


so verbally


I tried to ignore his statement because I knew what it was like to wait for the baby


Remembering a year after marriage my wife did not get pregnant and I began to rile but I don't know I always feel confident that my baby baby is already there and is waiting for the Lord's orders even though they are not yet tangible, I don't know, not yet named and not yet gender but I'm sure one day my baby will appear for real.


When I pray with my Lord that I look forward to my children to carry on my lineage , my baby baby is hearing my prayer even though our dimensions are different and my nature with them is also different even though I am unable to illustrate the shape and form they will look like


I am sure that when I sulk at my Lord to ask them to be immediately present in my life, my baby baby seems to be listening and participating in my prayer even though they are living in a light-filled world , nature that only has happiness in it and they are in the heavenly dimension with millions of other human candidates


I was sure when this breath of air asked and pleaded with my Lord my baby baby was looking at his future parents when a couple of married women and young men angels were telling my baby that we were their future father and mother.


The child is just a deposit, because when the owner does not deign to leave me then I should not rebuke the owner


Waiting is not easy, though, 


I remember that moment when I complained to my mother...


Mom, my wife is not pregnant


Mother's answer strengthened me that I should live, grow, sprout and then be useful to the crowd especially to be my partner's moorings


I am more and more convinced that turmoil only comes to those who do not believe in the ordinance of their Lord


And now my babies are real, they are real, they have names, they cry, they laugh and they live with me


When I see them filling and comforting my day I have been unjust to my Lord by prejudicing against HIM, instantly as if there are negative and positive ions meeting,splashing makes all my ego fall before my Lord


Which other favors I deny


A friend asked, how the hell is the way of dealing customers to quickly closing... ?


Deal business is often completed when wining, dining or just coffee together


The key to a sales executive is how to get an informal situation to capture the hearts of its target market


4 Things I usually do to scoop a dealing project of hundreds of millions or even billions of dollars with its complex dealing is not selling products but marketing myself elegantly and uniquely


The first is usually I do the Social Life Course, which is to package myself as a popular person and well connected, a networker must master small talk


Then the second I usually instill into an Experience, which is a technique to build emotional attachment in informal situations such as coffee together, arisan together, swimming together and so forth


The third step also I usually behave as a Provider, which is to plant good thoughts and make someone depend on me by providing information, prevalence assistant that they cannot get from elsewhere


Well this is the last thing I usually keep is a Trusted consultant, building an image as a person who is not only smart but also as a buyer free