
"son of papah, how are you son" Raga rubbed Aliza's big belly, Aliza was on the bed, sitting on the edge, while Raga was under it, aliza's hand was floating above Raga's head, she wanted to rub the man's head but hesitated. Raga looked up at Aliza, she knew Aliza's hand was on her head, her body held aliza's wrist and she put it on her head.
"Gue also wanted to wipe" with his long finger, Aliza gently combed through the jet-black hair. The man's heart warmed up, Aliza's gentle strokes of the hand were completely opium to him.
"What's your mother sick?" The sudden question raga made Aliza's fingers stop. Aliza looked down at the body that was also staring at her.
"The kidney failure, in fact, was me" was clearly shocked by the body, the man moved to sit next to Aliza.
"Lo's sick! why don't you tell me, we're in the hospital right now" Raga's been intending to pull Aliza's wrist, she's really worried right now.
"sir first, you know why you hate me so much" Raga shook her head.
"that's because my mother was willing to give her kidney to me, I was the only sick child they had, since sitting in school, every month I have to take medication to survive..." Aliza reached for a hand of body to hold, Aliza looked at the large hand that used to be raised often gave a punch on her face.
"the highlight after Karina's death, I was devastated and my health was disrupted, my months in the hospital, no change from my condition, my only way to get a kidney donor, he said, looking for a suitable kidney and there was difficult, the mother who did not have the heart to see me sick finally decided to give her kidney to me without the knowledge of father, he said, and it ends with the mother who is sick because she cannot live with just one kidney, all the possessions, the time that the father has spent for the mother, the time that the father has spent on the mother, there I knew how much my love for my mother was, I never put the slightest bit of grudge or hate on my father, because I know that genuine love is really there for the mother" Aliza smiled, Raga's hand she lifted and kissed with reverence.
"just as I love you, my love is sincere to you, my love is sincere to you, the torment I am giving to me does not make that love disappear, but that love was buried with the pain you gave me"
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raga could not bear the tightness in his chest, he pulled Aliza to hold her in his arms.
"sorry.." lirih Raga, heavy sighs sounded so clear in the hearing of the body, Aliza's hand was not raised to return Raga's embrace.
"za..gue to be honest with Lo"
"honestly, whatever it is I'm ready to hear, whether that will come out later happiness or sadness"
"actually.gue deliberately trapped Lo's father to owe me the same, I always mantau the Lo family, I want to find a gap in order to avenge my heartache to , Lo..." Raga elaborated her embrace, their eyes clashed, Raga gave a sign of love on Aliza's forehead.
"gue accidentally made Lo's father owe me the same, I hope to ensnare Lo by involving Lo's father, and sure enough, I managed to bind Lo with the reason to pay the debt, I hope to be able to entangled Lo, I've sworn after karina's death... Aliza Khumaira will be my wife" Aliza stared at her expressionless body, as she had said before, if she would accept whatever facts she had told her, but this was not what her body wanted, The woman seemed to have no emotion in her soul, Raga wished Aliza to be angry and scolded her, Because of her physical wits, she was stuck in a life of suffering.
Aliza looked straight at the wall, her gaze was empty, as she felt Raga's burly hands coiling around her stomach, Aliza still kept silent.
"what's the reason you married me just for revenge?" raga shook without hesitation
"i've told you, if I've been I'm the same Lo since the first time we met, but the affection turned hateful, but I really never imagined if Lo belonged to someone else"
"and I hope, that you stop loving me" said Aliza, raga forcefully changed the position of Aliza so facing her, she no longer cares about the condition of Aliza's stomach, raga staring at Aliza did not accept.
"why? why do I have to stop loving Lo, the feeling in my heart has been there for years for Lo, no matter how hard I try to get rid of that feeling, the more hurt I get"
"and you will feel even more pain than that if you continue to love a wounded woman like me" Raga shook her head, hugging Aliza again
"Gue caused the wound, and I promised to treat it" the corner of Aliza's lips lifted.
"no way, the wound is too deep to heal" the monologue Aliza.
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elsewhere, Clara, who sleeps soundly in the arms of another man, the comfort she gives him, she never feels from Raga, her own husband.
"that's my son, right?"
"don't be original, this is Raga's son" Rendy smiled her smirk
"gue played Jiak's DNA test the boy was born"
"whatever Lo"
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