
Aliza slowly raised Raga's hand from the top of her stomach, her throat was dry, she wanted to drink, but Raga's embrace was so tight there.
as he managed to remove Raga's hand from the top of his stomach, the man was piqued, he pulled back Aliza's arm to go back to sleep beside him.
"l-mister, I'd like a drink for a minute"
"later, I want Lo to be here" with one move, Alya's body was already pointed towards Raga, the man kept his eyes closed, Aliza's heart was beating fast, their face was so close, they were so close, this was the first time Aliza could see Raga's face this close.
"the gold that has a sweet smile with a sharp gaze, the love that used to be there for you is slowly eroded, I am disappointed by your attitude towards me, the mas that has a beautiful smile with a sharp gaze, I am disappointed with your attitude towards me, I'm sorry if I was ever so presumptuous to love you, and now I'm trying to get rid of that feeling, even though it's hard for me" monologue Aliza.
Aliza was wide-eyed when Raga suddenly opened her eyes.
"what ingeliatin" said Raga flat with a hoarse voice
"sorry master" wanted to turn his back on Raga, but the man first held her back by putting his stocky arm around her slender waist, Raga easily pulled the small body to get closer to her, now that the tip of their noses had each touched, the two of them could feel the breath from each other. Aliza took a sip of her saliva to wet her dry throat, her heart racing even faster as Raga had already placed her palm on the side of her face. Aliza could also feel the thumb of the man gently rubbing his lips.
"this lips have been touched by others" after saying in a flat voice, Raga looked at Aliza again.
"from now on, no one can touch Lo other than me, UNDERSTAND" Aliza nodded in fear.
"smart, there's a drink" behind her, her body turned back to Aliza.
....
Zidan had returned to Jakarta first, it was all Raga's wits, he told zidan if they came home today, but in fact Raga and Aliza are still in Lombok, he said, Raga deliberately repatriated the zidan in such a way, Otherwise the zidan will not comply with his wishes, Raga wants to spend her time on the beach with Aliza today without any interference from the zidan.
and here they are now, on the beach Kuta Lombok. beach is famous for its beauty.
Raga wore a Relaxing shirt in combination with shorts above the knee, not forgetting her black hat, while Aliza as usual, she used the syar'i clothes to close the aurat properly.
they were sitting casually on the sand of the beach, in front of them was a young family that looked so happy, the wife's alum echoed as the husband carried her, while their five-year-old toddler runs around chasing his parents, very harmonious Distinct away from their household, where there are only cries from Aliza as well as tantrums and anger from Raga, funny laughter as a conditioning between them will never be present in the world, Aliza as her tears suddenly dropped. from the tail of her eyes Raga knew if the woman beside her was crying.
"i just want to see you happy"
"to yourself Lo"
"i don't want anything for myself, still breathing until Now it's been a great favor for me" Raga turned to look at Aliza from the side, looking at her, the woman focused her eyes forward.
"i just want to improve myself as a obedient servant, I just prepare myself as best I can to face God, so if the time has come, I'm ready, I don't know where it ends"
"Lo's afraid of dying at my hands?" Aliza faced her face towards Raga, she smiled at the man and looked back at the sea.
"no, I'm not afraid, I'm only afraid when my life is uprooted and I don't have any supplies" Aliza replied calmly.
"but Lo once thought of suicide, Aliza, and I know Lo must have understood better what the consequences of that stupid thing you did"
Aliza is smiling.
"lord is right, I almost took my own life, and it was so in the wrath of God that I was a man, sir, that I could possibly endure all the torments you gave me, eating every leftover meal on master's plate without feeling the slightest disgust for me, in despicable, in caci maki, in kick, in slap, in Jambak, in drag, in beat, in kick, even to the point of bleeding I have no problem, I am ridho. Maybe by doing that, master can feel content in the heart of the master, but..." Aliza squeezed the sand firmly in her grasp.His throat was choked, Aliza had trouble continuing her speech.
"When you asked that jerk to touch me, from that moment on I kept thinking about ending my life, at that time he had not done anything more to me than colonize my lips and neck, but he had seen parts of my body that he should not have seen, the man also touched it with his savage hand, if it were not for my father, that day I would have ended my life, I lived it all over again as usual Until came again one man who was just as a jerk, I was harassed in front of my own husband, he said, the feeling of which woman is not hurt when she is under another man while her husband is just silent and looks happy, the heart of the woman who was not hurt when she was forced to widen the thigh by another man in front of her own husband, at that time all I thought about was dying, I wanted to die, I was tired, I was tired, I can't just hold my head up in front of you, no matter how you treat me. You're still my husband, the man who had shaken my hand and said kabul on the hijab that my father said, really sad life of this despicable woman" Aliza smiled grimly, smiling, Raga did not take her eyes off the woman who looked tough on her suffering.
"i no longer have any reason to live but my father, I just want to be hugged before I leave, I want you to say dear again before I give up, I want to see Dad's smile again, I want to see rich dad again" Aliza breathed her increasingly tight tormenting chest.
"gue will register our marriage, Lo will be my legal wife in the eyes of law and religion" Aliza looked again at Raga's face, a flat face without expression.
....
"thank you Ma'am"
"eat, we take a short break just coming home" Aliza nodded,