
"no papa, I've been often snapped, hit, on Jambak, on the drag, on the slap, even given a blow like a man, he said, such a scene was nothing to me, insults, shouts, insults, nothing new in my life" Aliza looked at Raga with teary eyes, since becoming pregnant her feelings became more sensitive, she said, perhaps innate hormones as well, Raga was quite jolted with Aliza's speech.
"my body is used to all kinds of torments, my heart is also a feeling I'm used to the clashing and all kinds of pain whatever, I'm ready if I'm home later, you want to beat me back" Raga sighed heavily, reaching for one of Aliza's hands to hold, and then, Raga continued to stare at Aliza who was sitting quietly beside her, the gaze of the woman's eyes was blank, completely empty, it seemed like there was no longer any spirit for her to live. changes in Raga's attitude to him was not at all influential in his life, the pregnant woman seemed to be disturbed psychologically, the violence he had been getting had changed his life, Aliza so often daydreaming, crying, crying, Even laughing himself, raga himself who often saw the strange behavior of Aliza, Raga can feel something changed from his wife, if Aliza's gaze used to continue to give a look of fear and contempt, but now, now, his look and gaze were blank. Like a few days ago, Aliza laughed in the middle of the night.
the flashback
"hahahaha" Raga jumped in shock at the sudden laughter of a woman, squinting her eyes to make sure that the long-haired woman sitting on the edge of the bed was his wife.
"Aliza" Call Raga, Aliza turned her head with a flat face
"sir, sorry, you must be bothered by my voice, sorry" Raga knitted her eyebrows, really made her body confused, Raga lyrics clock on the wall, needles.short just showed one in the morning.
"why did Lo get up, za, it's still midnight" Aliza put herself back to sleep next to her body, her eyes were staring at the ceiling of the room, the woman was just silent, with her eyes open, before long the body saw the woman's tears begin to flow through the corner of her eyes.
"Lo's a nightmare?" Aliza turned her head again to look at Raga, the woman revealed a smile. Aliza changed her position to face Raga, her palm made a pillow.
"i had a good dream, met my mother, I was very excited" Aliza looked so enthusiastic.
"i told my mother, if I'm pregnant, soon mother becomes grandmother, I continue to ledekin mother, old, so, that's why I laugh " Aliza was so enthusiastic about telling Raga her dream
"continue ... why Lo so cry"
"i cry because everything is just a dream, I want to see my mother" Aliza closed her eyes and let her tears spill.
"mother.., Liza misses mother, Liza wants to be in the hug of mother, Liza is tired of mom, Liza wants to be the same mother" Aliza said so bitterly, Raga approached and clutched Aliza's body that began to tremble.
"huust, already tomorrow we go to the grave of mother, must be happy mother also in the look of Lo" Aliza nodded.
a few days later after that incident
"alizaa "
"alizaaa" Raga was upset, there were already ten minutes of Raga searching for Aliza's whereabouts in her room, but the woman seemed to disappear, usually Aliza would immediately come when her name was called
"you saw Aliza, no" Clara shrugged her shoulders indifferently
"i'm his parents"
"who knows, you see "
"Aliza, Lo inside "Aliza was really inside her empty room, the woman was sitting cross-legged right under the lamp, the woman's gaze was blank, her face flat.
"Aliza" called Raga softly, the woman did not respond at all, raga approached, and sat down before Aliza, raked Aliza's hair out of her hair, the woman really looked messy, she said, puffy eyes.
"why hm?" hearing the sound of the body so soft that Aliza could not hold back her tears, Aliza hugged Raga Crying sobbing, the body returning hugs, a gentle swab of Aliza's trembling back.
"Clara evilin you" Aliza Nodded
"all the bad guys are equal to me, sir, only a good mother.but mother also went to leave me, sir..."
"there I am, I'm not going to harm Lo anymore" Aliza shook her head, she held her cloak on both sides of the shirt.
"ii-iya" said Aliza.
"i'm not sure if you'll continue to be good to me, you hate me so much, I have no one to lean on" Raga kept silent, her heart was filled to hear what Aliza said.
"sorry me"
the flashback
aliza's condition is really deteriorating, the woman's mental seems to be disturbed, Aliza needs mental treatment.
aliza's hand on the table kept tapping, Her eyes occasionally rotated to the right as well as to the left, the woman looked so waswildered and frightened
"Aliza calm down, I beg you to calm down Aliza.." raga to frustrate Seeing Aliza's behavior.
"sir... Would I eat at home?" Aliza begged
"yes, we eat at home"
....
"how's aliza doing, isn't she?" Zidan put the coffee cup back on the table
"there is something wrong with Aliza, and" Zidan linked his two eyebrows, he justified his sitting position
"wrongly what?"
"Aliza is like losing her soul, her gaze is always empty, being invited to chat often does not connect, I ask this she replied that, sometimes Aliza laughs out loud herself, sometimes crying until difficulty breathing, she said, Aliza's a rich man in a daze, and"
Raga resuscitated her back on the chair she took a deep breath. The tie that stuck around Raga's neck loosened.
"that's all because of Lo, Lo who Aliza made so rich, Lo ruined Aliza's life, Lo made her soul depressed, and now..." Zidan stared in disbelief at Raga.
"Lo is confused by Aliza's change of attitude, Lo is sane, ga" Zidan is completely inexhaustible with his best friend, Raga who has changed Aliza to what she is now.
"gue can't imagine what the poor woman has been through until her mind is disturbed"
"ahh yeah, I just remembered, Lo as bad as anything, I've never met anyone more depraved than Lo, raga, just Lo who could have his own wife in bed another man, he said, lo firmly asked Rendy to fuck Lo's wife" zidan closed his eyes, really zidan could no longer continue his sentence.
"Lo's crazy husband who has tortured Lo's own physical and inner wife, and now Lo actually questions Aliza's mental changes without wanting to look in the mirror"
"it was Lo who needed a psychiatrist, not Aliza"zidan tidied up his suit and passed from there.The body scooped his face into frustration.
...
pyars!!!
the glass in Aliza's hand just slipped out of her grasp.
"Lo what the hell" snapped Clara