
the flashback
"awws...Ibuuu" Little Aliza sobbed to call her mother, Raina immediately ran from the kitchen After hearing the cries of her beloved daughter.
Raina found little Aliza sitting in front of the tv holding her cheek.
"o Allah's the mother's son, Why son" Raina Gendong Aliza who was still crying, she held a small body that began to feel heavy on her lap.
"Momuuu, mewmew evil, Liza's face in the claws, sakiit" said Aliza a little distress because it was still sobbing.
"o Allah, here the clay mother" Raina put away the tiny hand that kept covering the cheek, there was one small scratch on the cheek of the princess
"Hem, naughty you yes mewmew, how dare you lukain face of this adorable mother's daughter, here you Mew mew, let the mother's feet flick" Aliza's cry stopped, she looked at her mother's face, she looked at her mother's face, Aliza who was sitting like a koala child on Raina's lap with her hands embracing her mother's neck
"already, I've been angry with mewmew, we wait for father to come home from work, we've got treatment" Aliza nodded.
"buy the medicine ma'am, Liza doesn't want to be injected, afraid, the needle is sharp".
"iya-iya, we buy medicine, later the drug mother" Aliza's embrace tightened around Rania's neck.
"mother's love, mother's world, mother's life, mother's life heart, there can't be anyone who hurts the mother's child, only the mother can give punishment if Liza is wrong,others don't dare "
flashback off's.
Raga still continued to look at Aliza's face that was lying helpless in front of her, Raga put the ring that was just off Aliza to the woman's ring finger.
Raga gently rubbed the side of Aliza's face that was blue, there was no more blood on Aliza's face, Raga had cleaned with a tissue, Raga had also applied medicine to Aliza's face as well as in her eyes, Raga rubbed many times Aliza's lips were blue swollen, Raga imagined when Bara and Rendy kissed the rough little lips.
while waiting for Aliza siuman, Raga accidentally saw two frames that were not far from Aliza's head bag. Raga grabbed both of those small frames.
one frame contains a picture of little Aliza and her parents, the other a picture of Aliza and her two best friends who still wear High School uniforms, when the frame is behind, there is one photo tucked there
"goe?" Raga tried to find out if it was a photo of him, but the photo was like it was taken secretly about seven years ago, in the photo the body is also still using school uniforms.
"yes, it's me" behind the photo
*" Hay, the mas who has a sweet smile with a sharp gaze, my name is Aliza, Aliza Khumaira, sorry for taking your picture secretly, your smile is so sweet here, so, I can't stand it if I don't capture it, keep smiling, keep being a good person, keep happy, be kind" (Liza 10-3-2015)*
Raga turned to look at Aliza, Raga saved the two frames back to her place, including a photo of her, Raga out leaving Aliza with mixed feelings, feelings that are difficult to explain.
after Raga's departure, Aliza slowly opened her eyes, yes, the woman was already conscious, she could even feel as Raga dyed her eyelids and blue lips, Aliza did not budge, she could not even feel, he did not sob as well, but a clear grain kept coming out from his two eyes.
"is today's torment over, my God? will there be a second part?"
"if so, I'm ready"
....
the water from the shower continued to flutter, the pain in the part of Aliza's face ignored, her gaze was empty, maybe her tears were already disguised
Aliza curled up her body, she hugged both of her legs in front of her chest, in her hands was already a sharp-edged blade, her gaze was straight ahead, Aliza swirled the knife in hand, Aliza swiveled the knife in hand, occasionally he also swiped the tip of the knife into the bathroom wall.
"would Liza have met mom, if Liza had died this way?"
"Hem?" Aliza muttered to herself
"Liza kept hoping that God would take Liza's life while being tortured, but why was Liza always left alive?"Aliza said softly, her lips raised to form a slanted smile.
"is there a happy day waiting for Liza?" Liza looked at her right ring finger, her wedding ring was pinned back there.
"why is it returned?"
"father, I'm sorry Liza, Liza can not keep nemenin father, happy is always my beloved father, maybe after this Liza will also not be able to meet mother, Liza tired, Liza gave up, sorry"
*saat*
"Aliza slashed his wrist, his vision began to rotate, a fishy smell sticking out to the sense of smell, red liquid flowing profusely under the shower, Aliza could not see the red liquid, until finally she was unsteady
....
Raga returned to Aliza's room with painkillers, but she did not meet the woman there.
"Yinzaaaaaaa"
"MALIZAAA"
"lizaa" the beloved nickname of Aliza's parents.
"Why not, yelling, noisy tau" cried Raisa from above
"Lo see Aliza no" Raisa shrugged her shoulders indifferently and returned to the room
"fuck that chick, ALIZAAAAA" she couldn't find Aliza anywhere
the last place that has not been checked is the bathroom below.
his hand was on the doorknob,
"Alizaaaaaaa, Lo inside, replied Aliza, Don't be quiet, ALIZAAAAA"
there is no truth from the inside, but there is water that continues to flow from the inside, Raga is sure there is someone there, the door is locked
brak!!!
brak!!!
the bathroom door was finally proven as well, to Raga's surprise when she saw Aliza who had been sprawled with a pool of red water, there was still a knife there too, Raga approached Aliza, he said, she turned the woman's face against her, Raga patted Aliza on the cheek, but she did not respond
"Aliza, hey, Aliza"
"alizaaaaaaa, wake up Aliza, work woy work"
the wrist becomes proof that the woman is trying to end her life,
"astaga" Raga lifts Aliza's body ala bridal style.
"Raga Why?" Raga turned her head for a moment, there was Raisa and Bara there, Raga staring intently at Bara
"you should go home" said the Cold Race.
"Raga Lo why the hell, Lo ngusir us"
"YES, GUR NGKUSIR YOU GUYS, SO GO HOME"
"fucking Lo ga"
"no papa we go home, baby"
"Hem"
at high speed Raga drove up his car, until they were in one of the nearest hospitals, Raga again carried Aliza inside, saw Raga coming, Raga, the medics there immediately pushed the gurney for her, Aliza was taken into the igd room