DO I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY
ultimately not in vain

" A stubborn child, why should I fall in love and love him so much?" asked himself

" Wouldn't want to have to bring food later there, she's wrong herself my wife in the future, why also I fell in love and love very much with her ,hadeh.... this is what people call love and affection" Jordan said to himself

He had just taken his suit and was about to leave but his secretary prevented his master from leaving because he would attend an important meeting and it had a great advantage.

" But I still have important things to do" Jordan said

"But sir, today's meeting is very important" said the secretary

"It's been 1 hour and it shouldn't be more" Jordan said

"Okay sir let me arrange everything." said the secretary

Inevitably Jordan had to attend the meeting 'even though he was the leader of this company and the company was his own company but he should not be at his own pace and impose his will .

"Yes already, to his chagiya later aja deh." said Jordan who returned to his seat

.....

While in the tami branch company has completed its first meeting, and now meets guests who will discuss contract cooperation.

When meeting with the person concerned with the cooperation contract unexpectedly turned out to be his ex-tami.

"It just so happens that you can meet you again" said a former tami who is none other than devan

" yes, not unexpectedly" said Tami coldly

" You how are you? I haven't heard about you in a long time ?, and no you've been replaced ? so I can't call you anymore.btw I'm sorry about yesterday, I'm sorry" said devan

"I think it does not need to be discussed anymore , after all it is the past, now we discuss the issue of cooperation contracts only" said Tami who took a letter containing contract rules

Devan was astonished "so outrageous that he did not forgive himself.?" devan asked asked

Gimana not outrageous well, himself cheated, insulted by the devan family, lied to, and many more that tami experienced when together with devan.

....

They discussed the contract until 5pm, because there was a little problem about the contract.

After completion of the permit pamit because the task is finished. But when Tami wants to wake up suddenly his head is dizzy and his body feels weak.

" E uh, you're okay, aren't you?" tanya devan who wants to hold a tami so as not to fall, but tami hints that she is okay

"Would you not need to go to the doctor?" tanya Devan who still cares about tami

Tami nodded weakly but still he could not let himself fall, Shortly after he answered 'Jordan came and opened the door and got his pale and limp fiancee.

"Aye ? you why? hm?" jordan asked gently and propped up Tami's body

"Cock you here?" tami asked who looked at Jordan limply

"I am your nyamperin because I am afraid of you why you have to eat it so much" said Jordan

"It's so bad for my body" said Tami with a soft voice because she was limp once again with a slightly sore stomach

" I told you to eat, you're stubborn" said devan looking at Tami

"Ehem, you have no business anymore, right ? you should've gone out" said Jordan, staring at Devan

Devan left not to forget he said goodbye to Tami,

"It turns out,,, his life was getting better when I left him and he also got a man who loved him sincerely and well." the word devan that compares with him in the past hemp with himself

After the departure of Devan, Jordan also brought tami to the tami room where there is a private room of his father there is a room, a bathroom is also separate.

Jordan laid a limp body of Tami on the bed. Jordan also took his cellphone in his pants pocket and called a personal doctor not to forget after that he gave a glass of water to tami drink.

It did not take long a personal doctor Jordan also came who was none other than his own friend who succeeded in becoming an expert doctor.

"Who's sick isn't it?" ask Jordan's friend whom we call Radit his name.

"Not me but my wife-to-be, check it out" said the worried Jordan

"yes it is not very impatient, but it is very beautiful loh candidates bini lo" said radit

"Jagan macem lo macem, you know the consequences" said Jordan who warned him not to be like

After radit examined the tami then he took the vitamins in his bag and gave it to jordan because tami had not realized himself, after completion he was saying goodbye because he still had patients again.

Jordan called the guy over there to buy some porridge because he was going to take care of the tami this afternoon.

" Hmm, what am I?" tami tanya limp

"You fainted a little" replied Jordan

"Don't tell mom I don't want them to worry" Tami told Jordan

"iyh iyh no, but you eat first" said Jordan who changed the position of sleeping tami to sit

"Suapin" said tami

Tami is like that if he is sick he will be very spoiled

Jordan who heard Tami's request was shocked because he was never spoiled like today

Devan also feeds the tami slowly until the porridge is half left

"Udah.." said Tami in the voice of a full-fledged child.

" I don't want to be full" said Tami.

"Yes already take the vitamins first,ok" said Jordan who took vitamin tang given radit on him.

Tami did what was asked by Jordan, after which they were silent for a while until tami opened his voice "sorry" the first word that was thrown from the tami yabg broke the silence

"Sorry for?" ask jordan

"I'm sorry for making you sprain" said the bowed Tami

"Yes I'm sorry, but you're my future wife and in 1 month we're getting married so I want you to be more affectionate with me, and change your call, ' he said,I know you're independent I know you can do it all by yourself but by the time I'm there I want you it depends on me, you don't have to be strong in front of me you can be spoiled as you like you can be whatever you want, ok?" jordan said

Tami who heard the words from Jordan was deeply moved and unconsciously shed tears.

jordan who saw Tami crying also felt guilty because he had said that to Tami he was afraid tami was angry at him." why the hell I can not be more patient a little " jordan blamed himself

"Sorry, I don't mean to make you cry, sorry" said Jordan, who wiped away Tami's tears

"it is precisely I who should be grateful because you have been patient and love me sincerely" said Tami

"May I hug you?" ask jordan

"If I can't, I don't mean it" Jordan said

Tami just stuck out her hand marked that she can hug him , jordan who got approval from tami , he immediately hugged her , and you need to know this is the first time jordan hugged tami .

"I love and love you so much, I love you so much" Jordan said

"I love you too "reply tami in jordan's ears

jordan who got a reply from tami was happy and did not believe

"I'm not wrong, am I ?" jordan asked who let go of her embrace to make sure, and tami just nodded

to answer jordan's question

So happy jordan hugged tami again signifies that he was very happy and not in vain he was patient to pursue tami all this time.

About 2 minutes tami also opened the conversation "Emm, this is a long hug?" tami asked innocently

" Yes, 2 more minutes" said Jordan

" But I want ice cream" said Tami, who arrived for ice cream and innocently asked Jordan for ice cream

"You want some ice cream? you just took vitamin loh maag you just relapsed and now you want to eat ice cream, jeez .!" jordan said he did not believe

"please, I want ice cream like it's really big" said Tami who whined for ice cream

"You can't still be sick" said Jordan, who continued to forbid

" Come on, jagiya..please .... yeah? yeah?" tami told me to persuade Jordan

Jordan again does not believe that he is called 'jagiya' by tami, chagiya/jagiya call is a call of affection for married or newly engaged couples.

"Try calling one more time I'll consider it" Jordan said

"Jagiya .. I want ice cream ... , can you?" tami said that according to it for this time , even though he could buy it himself but surely his fiancee will tell papa and his mama that he was not obedient and unruly

"yeah yok, yok buy ice cream. "take jordan

Tami was happy to follow the steps of Jordan, Jordan who did not like the ekori was holding tami hands so that he was next to each other like other couples

"Wear your car or mine?" ask tami

"My car will be, later your car will let your secretary who set the rest after hours home too" said Jordan

"Well, "that's what the word tami says

....

In the car Tami can't wait to eat ice cream, the color she wants to eat chocolate ice cream.

"you're a rich little boy if you're still sick? " ask jordan who noticed tami's behavior from earlier

" no" replied the denying tami

" But I like you who are rich, I hope you are sick or not, your nature in front of me is rich, ok?" jordan said he expected that

" I'll do it" said Tami

"Oh yeah who was that? clint is so rich he likes you I don't like" said Jordan who now asks

"He ... he...former me." said tami lirih.

"Ouh, ex" said jordan

Tami who heard the answer from Jordan did not believe the reason Jordan only answered like that, even it was not his style that likes to sulk and jealousy

"You're okay, right? he's just my past, and you're the future I believe I won't walk back and look back just for people who don't want to get rich." tami said that explained

" yes I believe in my chagiya." said Jordan who gently rubbed tami's hair

Actually Jordan really wants to be angry but at this time is not right in time, this lover is sick and he does not want to add to the pain of what else dig a long-standing wound in the grave.

Finally they joked and sang in the car and headed to the ice cream place he was going to