DO I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY
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Tami raised her hand and closed her mouth because she could not believe what she saw and heard.
'How is this , what do I have to answer ? I still don't want to date let alone I'm not sure if I have the same feelings Devan, but I can't possibly embarrass Devan in a rich public place gini , what else is everything on the yelling screams are told to accept again.' the confused inner Tami
"Receive, accept, accept" said those who shouted
'Yes already thank me, about the feeling later only, must appear alone , this time I accept first about the future just walkin aja, bodo very much accept aja .' tami's mind is confused again
" Dad, I want to" said Tami who received the bouquet
Devan stood up and spontaneously hugged Tami, Tami hugged Devan rather stiffly. Likewise with others who applauded because they saw the incident.
Devan takes Tami's hand to the dining table that Devan has provided, and the other people leave them.
Devan pulls the chair back and invites Tami to sit down. Tami also said thanks to Devan and Devan followed by sitting opposite Tami .
Devan pulls Tami's hand slowly "Dear thank you well, you gave me a chance, I promise I won't abuse you and won't make your heart hurt because of me." Devan uttered a word from the bottom of his heart and it succeeded in making Tami moved to try to accept Devan
Tami just nods with a smile, because Tami does not know what to do, because the courtship time is not up to 1 day and it is also just making betting material.
"Dev, if I'm honest I don't know what kind of dating people are, or what should I treat you like ? so I hope if I make a mistake, please excuse me well ?" tami said honestly to Devan
"Dad I understand, I'll tell you if you're wrong and vice versa, and I also won't make you do what you don't like" Devan said
"Dad, thank you Dev" said Tami, who thanked him
"The same, dear" said Devan with gentleness
Devan takes Tami's plate, and helps Tami to cut the small steak so Tami can eat it.
Once done Devan returned the plate and its contents and now it's his turn to cut his own steak.
They had dinner together under the moonlight which was beautiful tonight, and sometimes they would joke and laugh together.
the night is getting late, and it's Tami's time to go home, "Dev, I went home first yah, it's late at night ." said Tami, who was allowed to go home because it was late at night
"Dad, what am I doing, how ?" said Devan who offered to take Tami home
" Eh, no need, I happened to bring a car, so I went home alone" said Tami who refused subtly
" Ayeah I nganter her next time, yes I was anter until the front how ?" ask Devan again
" Ok." said Tami who received Devan's invitation
Devan escorts Tami to the outside of the resto door and heads to Tami's car and
Do not forget Devan opened the car door for Tami, and it seems like it is mandatory for men 🤣😂, because the author always see a rich scene gini 😂😂 ok we continue the story.
Tami also drove his car at a moderate speed, after Devan saw the car driven by Tami getting away he went into the restaurant and returned to his office.
Devan sat down to relax and subconsciously he was always smiling. " What's wrong with me, why does my heart feel like it's going on this spring it feels like there's a flower blooming in my heart, and it's feeling warm , but I was never like this when I used to date." said Devan who spoke to himself
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It didn't take long Tami had arrived at his house , Tami parked his sports car in the garage and went straight into the room.
Tami put down her bag and also changed her clothes for her sleep.
After changing Tami sat in her study chair and took out her diary that she had not written there for a long time because Tami had nothing to do about what she wanted to write , so well the book is still intact because it has not been used for a long time.
Tami writes in her diary, Tami writes about the events of the night.
The night is so beautiful, the moon tonight looks bright, I can't believe tonight I already have a boyfriend, well even though my girlfriend is 2 or 3 Th older than me.
But I was happy and appreciated her bravery as she expressed her feelings for me, his words and all his actions and behavior really touched my heart, which yesterday was cold because it was played.
At that time I did not believe any more in love or any other man's words, but tonight I withdrew all my words that my heart had ever spoken. Devan is like the sun that melts my frozen heart. I hope that with me accepting Devan this time I can feel loved by others other than my family and my Brother. And I hope I'm happy and step onto the right path.
It felt like I floated as soon as I heard the confession from Devan, I was shocked, scared and happy all that feeling I felt when I wanted to answer when Devan asked if I wanted to be his lover?, I wanted to be his lover?,honestly, I'm still afraid that the events before it will happen again, but I hope it's just my anxiety.
But if I may be honest again I don't have any feelings for Devan yet, but I will try to open my heart back to her. I'll try to love her like she loves me.And I hope this is a good start for me and Devan.
he closed his book again and did not forget to lock it because it is personal.
Tami kept the book back and walked to her bed and went to bed soon, the color of tomorrow she was still in school.
When Tami had fallen asleep and it also coincided with her parents coming home, they came home a little late because they had to finish their work, they happened to have eaten outside.
Papa Alex went straight to the room but not with his wife, Mama Risma instead looking for aunt ida to ask if Tami has eaten or not ? and after asking that mama Risma walked up the stairs to the tami room.
She kissed Tami on the forehead and said good night to her daughter.
" Good night dear, sweet dreams well" said Mama Risma who stroked Tami's long hair and kissed her once again and went to her room to clean up.
After cleaning up the couple slept quickly because of the fatigue they had felt from earlier.
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When the time shows at 4 am or dawn, Tami has woken up and washed her face and then took water ablution, after that Tami waits for the dawn of dawn to reverberate, Tami waits while playing her cellphone.
And unexpectedly, Tami shook because there was an incoming call, the call from Devan.
" Devan what's up on my phone ? just pick it up" said Tami who shifted the green button
" Dear Assalamualaikum, are you awake?" devan asked Tami
" Waalaikumsalam, it's already 'if I haven't woken up where maybe I can lift a call from you" said Tami who replied
" Hehehe, yeah yeah, baby you know what's the most beautiful dream for me ?" ask Devan again to Tami
"I don't know what dream ?" tami raised her eyebrows confused
" Dream in you to be a mother to my son, hehehe" said Devan who wrestled Tami
"What the hell Dev , I will still be in school & also later I want to go to college" said Tami with a red face
"I will be faithful waiting for you baby, whatever decision you take I will support you, I'm sure what you do is best for you." devan said that issued the word sweet according to Tami
"Udah is Dev do not fight Mulu" said Tami who warned Devan to stop mengombalinya
"I'm not dreadful dear, this is the name of the heart" said Devan
"Dad it's up to you, ouh yh and one more don't call me dear, tickle me horrified" said Tami who prepared the face for prayer
"What if I call you baby, I call you rich, it's a sign that I love you" said Devan who answered a question from Tami
"Alah..bucin." said Tami who mocked Devan.
"No papa bucin for his own girlfriend. Is there any fault if the same bucin girlfriend herself?" devan said that justifies his sitting position
"That's not it but it's..."
"Dadah baby there is no but but an, enough I'm just the same bucin you, if you want to wash the same I'm also not papa." devan cuts Tami's words before Tami finishes her words
"It's up to you" said Tami, who gave up
" Dear you're leaving school today, don't you want me to anther ?" ask Devan who offered me a ride
" Em, don't you take it ?" ask the bad Tami
"Well, I'm not really happy that I can nganter you so we have time for both of you" Devan told Tami
"Well, it's half 7 o'clock" said Tami, who agreed to Devan's offer
"Dear, yes, I prayed first there I also want to pray." continued Devan who told Tami to pray
"Yes, yes it is Assalamualaikum" said Tami who ended his call first
"Waalaikumsalam" said Devan who answered gently
Tami closes the call with a happy face and does not stop to smile as well as Devan, they are like people who are in love.
