DO I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY
eps 67's

Tami tried to hold back her cries but could not, her cries broke out in the room, tami was very unwilling to get married for now to be honest she was not ready she was still afraid, she was still afraid, he was afraid that something like 4 years ago would happen.

Didn't feel tami crying until night , his eyes bruised maybe it's the effect of him crying too much.

After feeling relieved he began to sleepy he enveloped himself while hugging his roll tightly, tami was sleeping because of his tiredness from earlier crying.

.....

It was morning and the hour had shown at 4:30 and it signified that the dawn had reverberated.Tami also woke up and went to the bathroom to wash his face, brush his teeth and take ablution to perform prayers.

After finishing her prayers tami sat at the dresser and got herself fucked up, with bruised eyes plus a black line under her eyes like a panda.

"Gue is not possible to go to a rich office gini, surely they will be concerned about me and not thinking" thought tami

"Bodo later I will close it with make up, now I want to take a bath again today there is a meeting in the morning." continued Tami while taking her kimono towel

30 Minutes later he had finished his bath, and he was ready to go to the company because there would be a morning meeting about the project discussed yesterday by Mr. Sakamoto.

At around 6:30 am I went downstairs for breakfast as usual. Tami was greeted by her mom and dad as usual.

Tami headed to the dinner table and had breakfast as usual but she was mostly silent.

" Sorry anyway you have to censel your activities from noon until later in the afternoon next week" said mama risma on tami

" Mah may not give me time to not marry first, pliss mah this time only." please tami his mama

" Don't love mommy has made the same agreement with mommy, they agree anyway, they are also good, mom already know her son also, her son is polite kindly again, kindly friendly again,mama's mommy sure she's a good fit for you." persuaded mama risma to tami

"Darling papa also wants you to be happy and have a partner, papa does not want you to be traumatized because of events 4 years ago" said papa softly

"Well, I'm ready to go, it's noon" said Tami who kissed her parents' backs and immediately left regardless of the words of her mother and father

....

In the car Tami felt upset himself he was angry angry with himself and hit the steering wheel of his car.

"Everything on why the hell ! it's my marriage why should also be arranged, why I feel rich in novels anyway , who must be betrothed mate , this is not the era of this nurbaya siti that is modern, but also must be fooled rich gini" said tami who was upset

So upset tami directly stuck his car gas and overtake there to here, to the company

In the company of the tami walking towards his room above using life, the tami walked arrogantly and exuded a strong and frightening aura.

the employee who saw Tami immediately bowed his body to pay respect to tami.

After seeing tami go into the lives of other employees back to their respective jobs.

"Today miss tami why yah ?it was a real drag even though it was just the road" said employee A

"Yes, although usually rich, but this is more scary" said employee B

Tami who had arrived in his room immediately put down his bag and sat on his chair, he was contemplating and he tried to accept it but it felt heavy.

Angel who saw his best friend as if there was a problem approached and asked and comforted him.

"Lo why beb?" ask Angel while putting the documents that must be checked

"Angeeelll, help me plisss,gue dizzy bangeeett!" tami said

"Why am I telling the same story?" angel asked while sitting in front of Tami

"Mama, equally papa I want a mate in me.." said Tami.

"Well, how's the story?" ask angel

Tami also told everything that was faced yesterday and this morning, angel also listened to the tami story carefully.

"Well, I think you accept this matchmaking, mom is equally papa really also kok this is all for your good. who knows in this way you are not afraid anymore and you will be able to lose your fear" said Angel

"Aaaa, you are the same" said Tami who was upset because her best friend sided with her mom and dad

"But tam, you have to obey what you talk about with your parents, do not be a bad boy, not rich I just have papa, papa, but now I've got a mama and it's I think in from mama lo , so please never hurt in mama. Try to think again about his idea mama" said angel who advised tami

"My head is dizzy, I want to be alone first, you better get out first" said Tami

"Well, today is there an important schedule, right?" ask tami

"Later there will be a meeting about other employees and proposals about our cooperation in the city of K" said Angel

" If it's time, call me immediately" said Tami who was cold because of her complicated mood.

"Yes" said Angel who walked out

Tami frowned his dizzy forehead, "why the hell a day if I don't get dizzy rich can't, there must be a problem, my sprains are long" said tami

" But actually also what is said by angel , if I refuse I will be an ungodly child dong , but I am still afraid, ah don't know is dizzy I think this continues." connect the tami back to the file in front of him

.....

At the meeting, Tami was angry with his employees.

Tami slammed the proposal that would be handed over for cooperation to other companies on the table hard.

" I am not satisfied with this proposal, what are you ! make the proposal of cooperation just not on can, you guys work here it's how long has it been ?!" tami asked who was angry but still he controlled he was only angry with his cold nature

" Anyway tonight I want the propsalnya sent to my email, I want you guys to change this proporsal correctly, I want the proportion that is easy to understand, short and many important points , I don't want you guys to make this long proposal but there's no interesting content !!" said Tami who crossed her arms in front of her chest

"Sorry miss" said those who apologized

"If you want me to accept your forgiveness, make the proposal better I wait no later than tonight should have been in my email. If you haven't entered yet, please create a file to apply for work elsewhere" said Tami who was cold and left the meeting room haughtily

"Now you have gone to each meeting place until here alone, and correct the cooperation proposal" said Angel

They also left the meeting room and discussed again to make the proposal of cooperation.

.....

The day began late and the clock had shown at 8 pm but the employees who had last meeting still did not go home , they still fixed the proposal that is still wrong.

Tami actually does not have the heart like that but what is it okay to do it all to discipline his employees.

As an apology tami ordered coffee and tea and also pizza as well as burgers for his apology for yelling at them, tami also from earlier saw of all had not eaten from the afternoon , ' he said ,even though they had lunch.

Tami walked past them, and all were subject to tami and did not dare to look for fear of being fired, but he was not so good.

"This is the money, thank you" said Tami

"Yes, it's not the same" said the food deliveryman

Tami walked into the company again, he brought a lot of crisper bags and put them on one of the long tables in the middle of the employees.

"Consider all." said Tami who asked for his attention.

Everyone stopped working and saw at once heard what tami was going to talk about.

" I'm sorry for what happened last afternoon, honestly my mind was still messed up at the time, so I couldn't control my emotions , and I'd hate it if anything doesn't go my way, ' I don't want the company my dad built on zero to just crumble, you know what I mean." said Tami who spoke long from her heart

"Yes ma'am, we understand" said all of them

"We are also sorry ma'am because we have been negligent in making his proposal, we were also wrong so we are sorry" said the employee representing all of them

"Yes I'm sorry, as my apology, I bought this for you guys, I know you guys haven't eaten before and are busy fixing the proposal" Tami said

"So let's eat together, don't go home !"tami said that enliven the meal even if it was just a dinner

They took the pizza and the burger and the drink, and they ate and drank.

....

Around half 10 o'clock they just finished actually just tami who hasn't come home all the employees have gone home half an hour ago.

Tami had to go back to check the other documents as well, because the documents were very much and the time was tight so that it could not be postponed again.

At about 10 yami just came home he was running his car, his body was so tired and wanted to clean up immediately.

In the middle of the journey, Tami sees a teenage girl who is bullied by street thugs.

Tami who saw it was not hearty and furious himself, he stopped his car and helped the girl.

"Hey, stop there !" tami said

" Aduuuhh there is a hero kemaleman, have already left if you do not want to happen what is the same you" said the thug

" But the boss she's beautiful too and her body is well, I think it's steady" said one of the thugs

" Baner too, have you arrested me" said the thug boss

They walk and want to catch tami but he dodges and hits one of the thugs on the back.

"Don't be like yah lo, we're afraid of lo , kuta is 3 while lo itself, so just give it up and come with us how ?" ask the thug again

" Don't be a lot of cing cong deh, have just moved forward, a lot of behavior" said Tami who gave his middle finger to them

"Oh noah nantang in nih boy, have attacked, seraaannngg!!" they said they were advancing together

They also attack tami but tami always avoid the attack they give precisely those who always receive punches and kicks that tami throw.

It did not take long the thugs were uprooted and now live thugs who arrested the teenage girl.

"After him or you will be just as rich as they are?" ask tami

"Ok ok I go" said the thug who released his hostage and ran away broke down because he was afraid his fate would be the same

Tami walked up to the teenager, and asked

"you're not pa pa, are you?" ask tami

"No pa pa pa, thank you my brother has saved me" said the teenager

"Yes, your house where let brother anterin" said tami

"My house is at jl x kak" said the boy

Tami also drove the car to the boy's house." You why is the night like this still running ?" ask tami

" It's not kak-welung, but there were extra hours and all the tutoring too" said the teenager

" Ooo that's it, btw whose name are you ?" ask tami

"My name is please, whose sister's name is ?" ask me please

"My name is Tami, you can call me brother" said Tami

"Ready brother "

It does not feel they have reached the house of precepts, the house is large and the yard is also broad.

"Thank you, brother, have a heart on the road" said the precepts and also waved his hand

Tami also runs his car to return home, arriving at home tami directly to the room to clean himself and immediately sleep.

Before going to bed tami prayed and said, "may I be able to accept all the plans you gave me, but please give me instructions for everything" he said before going to bed