DO I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY
eps 63s

"Emang really, you ever cheated on me?" ask tami

" Yes, I used to eat until I used to be fat and he left me because of him if the same path I was embarrassed because mocked continue, but it's the past, I want a way into the future I don't want to look back." explained bella

"Patience well, sorry I've revealed your past." sorry and immediately hugged bella he knew his feelings even though he had never felt them

"It's not pa pa kok beb." said bella who returned the embrace of tami

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They come home after dinner, they actually want to stay but they are afraid to disturb Tami because he is sick again.

After dinner tami returned to her room and only this first time tami took the initiative to call devan first.

" Hello dev." tami said

" What's the matter dear tumben you called me first and miss?" devan

" What the hell dev, this is I want to be serious" said Tami who wanted to say something even though his face had reddened

" Yes, what do you want to say? I'm horrified." said devan

" I'm 2 days away from the exam so it's likely that I'll focus on my exams, and maybe there's no time to play and watch you anymore" Tami said, trying to tell

" And maybe I won't play anymore, you don't pa pa, right?" ask tami

" Emmm, yes I understand really, if the test is heavy, you are the spirit well, I'm sure you can." support devan

"But maybe I'll miss it anyway, hehehe." continued devan whose tone had been guessed for sure he was not willing

"Don't that dong dev, it's for my future, we don't pa pa right?" ask tami again

"Yes, baby, I'm not pa pa kok, we're calm" said devan.

"Ouh yeah, means I can't go to your house ?" ask devan

"By the hell but maybe you won't meet me, because maybe in the future I will be in the room to focus on learning." answer tami to devan while opening the angel book that you borrowed because he did not want to miss

"Ouh that's well." replied devan lirih

"Yes well dev, I want to learn this you must also be busy right ?" ask tami

"Em I yes."

"Yes bye" said the last of the tami to end their call

" Yes bye." answered devan

They also ended their call, on the side of devan, devan felt like the LDR relationship even though it had not started but like they were not dating in general.

Devan sometimes thinks tami, it's actually considered him his girlfriend or not, why often it's just him who shows his love for tami but not with him.

And on the other hand, tami may seem indifferent to devan and their relationship but actually tami is adjusting his relationship with devan and tami also already loves devan maybe more than his love devan.

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2 Days pass by, and tomorrow is the time for tami and her friends to fight for their future.

And during these 2 days devan sent a message on tami but tami rarely open wa and al results reply him long time.

But devan understands that because tami may be busy preparing for the exam.

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At school they will enter the room for the graduation exam. Where all pupils exercise a heart, like their heart beats very fast, like the dak duk jederrr (the sound of their heart)

"Well, my heart doesn't want to be broken, my heart is nervous ', I'm afraid I can't handle it" said bella who panicked

" I also panicked" said Najwa

"This is a day I don't like, I hate exams, why there should be exams all the way" said Angel upset

" Just relax we can do it, and I'm sure we'll pass it all" said tami who encouraged

"Hopefully" said Angel

They also entered the examination room and sat according to the exam card, and they were as usual given time to work and they were given 1 ½ hours.

Inside there are officers who always walk like patrolling people and make sure that they do not bring cheat or discuss with others. And in no way gives a single reproach.

1½ hours have passed they are told to collect their answer sheets, after which they are welcome to go out and rest whether it is buying snacks or whether it is important to get out of the room.

they ate but while remembering and reading their notebooks.

"I swore I was so tense" said bella, who was still eating and turned the book upside down

"Sama , but well after coming out it was relieved but I don't know if I go in again" said Najwa

"Importantly we have done our best beb , essentially we are trying and do not forget to pray" said Angel

" Yes, that's it" said all of them

They also entered the room for the second time because the test today there are 2 maples.

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Unconsciously tami really focused on the exam this time eh no she always focused on anything and also seriously.

And sure enough tami also ignored the incoming messages including from devan for 2 days.

Tami's parents know very well the nature of their children so that every tami approaches the test or does whatever the parents do not interfere unless the tami needs advice and help.

When Tami could not be contacted devan felt that tami did not care about him anymore he felt he was still single he did not feel like having a partner, although he had been told earlier by Tami that he would be ignored in recent days because he was still a test.

At least he replied to a message from her.

And since tami day does not contact devan or answer calls and reply to messages from devan that is where devi acts, he gives more attention to devan.

Like bringing him provisions every day to invite him to chat and walk the path to accompany devi and devi always act spoiled and depend on devan. that's what devan wants to feel from tami but unfortunately tami open the type of person like that.

Devan had once felt comfortable with devi, but devan realized she had a boyfriend, but she wanted to be noticed she wanted her boyfriend to have time for her, But it's not devan get from tami.

And because that's the final devan this end with devi , he always takes devi shopping accompany him go and it's like a lover.

But devan never thought about what it was like to be a tami who always thought about how the future of their relationship where his parents did not like tami, and tami was also struggling for his study, and tami was also struggling for his, he is also confused about having to bring their relationship where , he hopes their relationship will last. Because Tami started to love devan, it's just that she didn't know how to behave.

It did not feel 1 week had passed, the time tami and his best friend had finished just waiting for the announcement.

Tami who last night thought she wanted to meet devan at his restaurant because it had been 1 week more he did not meet even the message and phone he ignored, tami didn't mean it so she just wanted to focus on graduating first.

time has shown at 10 o'clock the plan is to go to the devan restaurant and walk the way to a place together to make up for the time yesterday.

Tami left in a red BMW car. Tami had said goodbye to his mother this morning and now his mama tami is socialite/or we call just arisan with his friend.

Tami did not change at all she looked like she always did. Devan also understood his character, thought devan.

After driving for a long time he finally arrived at the door of the devan restaurant, Tami went in and asked about the whereabouts of his girlfriend.

"Sorry, I want to ask, is devan here? if I may know where devan yah ?" ask Tami gently and kindly

" Em, Devan sir is in his room, brother, I happen to be there" replied the waiter

" Well, if you know where the room is?" ask the waiter

" Well you know who this is?" ask the waiter

"I'm his girlfriend" replied Tami

"Ouh her boyfriend, over there deck , in the room on the right-hand corner" the waiter told Tami

Tami left and did not forget to thank the waiter before leaving.

Tami steps her foot into Devan's room.

"Definitely surprised devan I came here, so can't wait to see what his reaction is? hehehe must be funny." said tami lirih

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In devan's room

It turns out that in the room devan with devi is making out, they are like lovers full of jokes and laughter and also look very loose devan with devi, devi, because devi knows how devan and how to think.

Devan doesn't know that Tami wants to go to his restaurant , because after 2 days of hampering the test tami devan has never sent a message tami again or a phone because he knows it all must be no reply because the previous message has also not been reciprocated tami.

Emang tami has not replied to the message of devan but not only devan but everything. because only today tami hold hp again.

Unknowingly Tami was already in front of the door of devan's room. Tami this time immediately opened the door anyway is his girlfriend's room, thought tami

Tami opened the door without aba aba and brak "Dev.." Tami's voice stopped when he saw Devan being alone in the room and you know what tami saw , he saw that devan was kissing with devi.

Continue later well , today as soon as ok , the pokonya will continue to continue , sorry well wait long , and thank you for supporting my novel this.😁🙏 do not forget the support that many👌