CLBK (My ex, my husband)
CLBK 13#

I put my feet in the children's room and sleep next to them. The peace in their faces while sleeping made me look back, the guilt of having given them a family that was not whole and would be a family that was not intact.

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This morning I got permission not to go to work, to prepare the children's belongings. Today Aq will move. Aq was already unwilling to stay one roof with Rio. There will no longer be any desire to return. With the help of Santi, our children's nanny finally transported the necessary goods to the contract that I had rented suddenly. Although contract 3 plots but for a while enough.

I shed my body that was very tired. The children are also asleep because they are used to taking naps. Although the mattress is not very comfortable but has no effect on my children. Thank God they didn't protest at all. Maybe because they were kids. I felt the phone in my pants pocket shake. I saw my phone, it turns out Mas Al called.

" Where are you, sayank? I'm at your workplace but you don't exist?"

"I'm my permission, because today I moved the contract with the children" I took a breath and exhaled for a moment.

There were no more words, only I heard Al breathing across the phone.

" Tell me your address now." opened the silence.

I mentioned my contract address in a limp tone. I know Mas Al will definitely be heading here. The car won't get into the little alley. Only a bicycle or motorcycle can pass through this road. As already know or instinct Mas Al sharp, Mas Al visit me by riding motorbike online motorcycle.

Mas Al entered my rented house and observed the existing room and it was quite narrow. He just sighed.

" I'm sorry I'm just matting, please sit down."

Mas Al sat next to me, not even facing me. I thought he was going to ask me a lot of questions, but my guess was wrong. He wrapped his left hand around my shoulder, patting gently, calming. My tears just flow. We just kept quiet without anyone saying anything. Maybe Mas Al respects me and doesn't ask what happened, or he already knows what happened.

Actually I know it's wrong, I'm still a wife, it's not good for a man to enter the contract, even though there are children in the room. His hand still faithfully patted me gently on the shoulder.I wiped the tears and removed his hand from my shoulder slowly so that Mas Al did not feel offended. " Sorry Mas doesn't seem good like this, afraid that someone might gossip."

" Sayank, move to a more deserving place?" ask her gently.

" I'm sorry is this house not worth it? maybe for Mas this house is small and not worth it. But for me this is good enough with a sloping rental price as well. I don't want to burden Mas with all my problems and my children." I looked down, not daring to see his face.

" Sayank, listen, I don't feel burdened at all, I've loved you for a long time, never forgotten you at all." I was shocked, my heart was pounding and raising my head, looking at his face, looking at the look in his eyes. There was no lie in his eyes.