
sorry right..during vacuum.lapse lahiran not hold the laptop at all...
" Rio...why did he go to the hospital? who's sick? and whose car is that? " question after question came to my mind. Plus I saw her get off the car with a beautiful woman. The woman held Rio affectionately. They look at each other and smile.
It is impossible with the current situation that Rio wants to macem-macem. My mind went everywhere. Arriving at the last stop Aq immediately went down and tried to call Rio.
Tut's....Tut's....Tut.. the conjuncture is heard.
"Assalamualaikum.." I said at the beginning of the phone.
"Waalaikumsalam" Rio replied.
" Yank...km where? can I pick up Aq at the last terminal?" Aq tried to prove what prejudice I had in mind.
"sorry yeah...Aq can't pick up. Again out the same vendor to talk about business.maybe later so you can make an addition." replied Rio.
I continue my curiosity
"where are you now?"
"Aq in my office. Yes, yes, there was a meeting. Be careful on the road" Rio broke up and closed his phone.
My heart is in pain. Rio lied to me. He's never lied to me this whole time. Is he cheating?.
Along the road Aq daydreamed in angkot. Blocks my mind. Until I didn't feel like my place should have gone down was too late.
" Bang, left front yes." I said to the angkot driver I was riding.
Ah...why is my mind going where? erin's focus.you should think about your children.
AL POV #
" Follow wherever he goes" I told my personal driver.
Why is Erin such a dazed person? what's he thinking? My darling don't worry me about you. Aq has lost you because of my mistakes and this time I will never let you go.
Aq observed every movement and behavior of Erin from leaving the hospital until down the angkot.
My dear..is it really hard for the problems you face? until you don't realize you've passed your descent.
Many questions ran through my mind. This afternoon the weather was not friendly. A light drizzle began to fall. I'm still following Erin from behind in the car. I wanted to get out of the car and walk with him. But I had to hold him back because I didn't want Erin to know that I was always following him.
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I accelerated because of the rain. A little run and hold my bag over my head to protect my head from the rain.
" Mom..mom is home." cried Azka.
" mama.mam.ma.." call Iyan my son.
I immediately carried her and kissed her two flat cheeks. Changing clothes, taking a shower and playing with my kids was my routine after work. My problem was a little forgotten by playing and spoiling with them.
" Assalamualaikum.." said Neo greeting. My eldest son just got home from school.
" waalaikumsalam.gimana school today? " me ask while taking her school bag off her back.
" Exclamations...Aq got the prize jd the best group" he said while showing me the prize.
" Good mother's child is indeed a thumbs up" I said as I gave a thumbs up to Neo.
" Mommy.tomorrow there is a study tour to BSD said the teacher. " Neo gave me an announcement paper from her school.
The day has changed night. Rio's not coming home. The W.a I sent is also unread. I tried calling her. There's an answer from there
" What's up?" rio said without a stale ado.
" Where is love? this time I'm not home yet?" my many. And I heard a woman's voice calling out to him.
" Rio sayank.ease dong telfonnya.kita eat first, have been waiting for mama nih. "that's the sentence I heard.
" lha, just a moment huh. " Rio replied in response to the woman.
" Who is that ? why call you that? "
" Just a friend, Aq goes home again. Don't do it anymore either." she replied in a subtle tone.
Although the words are subtle but still do not make me calm. Is what I'm born right? Rio cheating? How can he be with me and the kids? I was crying in my room. My heart feels sliced.
At 00:30 Rio just got home. I still haven't slept. I waited for him and asked for an explanation. I'm out of the room. Rio looked at me.
" Not sleeping love? " he asked me.
" hasn't. Why did the clock just come home?"
" There's a lot to talk about" he answered briefly.
" Love, may Aq ask? please answer honestly. Do you love other women? " many while staring at him. Long Rio kept quiet and did not answer my question.
Rio finally spoke
" Aq doesn't cheat on love, it's just." her words hang.
" What is love? " many more.
" Heh.just to launch my efforts and get the job Aq should approach him. It's for our common good. If Aq has got what Aq wants our lives will be stable again. Will rise again."
I was surprised by Rio's reply. In other words he was utilizing the kindness of people? or even a woman's love for him?
" In other words, are you using someone else? don't act like love, we don't know what punishment God will give you if you act like this. You have children who have to eat something halal." I explained at length.
" I didn't use him. He offered me help. Aq only accepted his help. And help her jg." she answered somewhat starting a high note.
" What are you helping ? help him with what? " anyu again full of search
" help her by pretending to be her lover. Aq has benefited a lot with that" Rio said lightly.
"Astagfirullah.love.do not like that. Sin. Why did you turn out like this? this isn't you. Where are you who is wise, patient, and can make good decisions ? "
" Not much to hunt me. You'll also feel if Aq is stable again."
" I don't want you to be like love...!!!" half yelling I spoke to Rio. My tears are unstoppable no more.
" Why do you think so! Usually you support what Aq does. Where are your positive thoughts? Heh...! If I believe it feels better Risma than you. " Said Rio no less toned.
"Astagfirullah.kamu why be like this anyway. We can lack. But the path taken is not like this. Not good.you also can not compare Aq with other women. Aq this is your wife. We're getting married not for a while, either, and you're comparing Aq to the woman you just met. You have heart!!"
My heart really hurts. I went into the room without caring about Rio anymore. My tears can't stop. I hope Rio gets into the room and apologizes to me. But my hope is empty hope. Rio was silent on the sofa in front of the TV. I hugged my youngest son to strengthen my heart and fell asleep next to him.
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Adhan dawn reverberate. I'm sure I heard it. I woke up and prayed at dawn. I'm looking for Rio to immediately perform the prayer. But I don't find it anywhere. The door of the house is not locked. Then Rio left. Since when? Where's she?