CLBK (My ex, my husband)
CLBK 12# Revealed, Is this the end?

If Aq could explain it to him. Yes, that's all over. And now Aq should be able to get it back.

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Mas Al car stopped at the parking lot of a cafe that nuanced nature.  Aq took a deep breath. Actually Aq wants to go home, meet the children so that my spirit rises again. Aq know what mas Al means well invite me to the cafe so that my mind is not going anywhere and can forget for a moment.

" Sayank.ayo down. Eat and drink coffee for a while to be fresh." Al opened the door for me. Aq walked beside him. My mind is still muddled, still drifting imagining the no-no.

"Astagfirefull!" peekikku, my feet are stumbling the stairs to the door of the cafe. If Mas Al hadn't caught me, it would have been my body.

" Sayank, be careful. You're not papa ?"

" Gak Mas, thank you. I'm sorry" Aq rubbed my face with both hands.

Focus Rin, don't think about it.

We sat by the window, without asking me which drink or food Mas Al already knew what I liked. He still remembers everything. Aq knew he didn't turn his eyes to me after ordering. Aq looked out the cafe window. Aq did not dare to look at him. My eyes were already glazed over, a second later my tears had already escaped to my cheeks without any sound of sobbing. This is a very good Aq.

Mas Al turned to sit next to me without me noticing. He closed both my eyes with his hands.

"Sayank, imagine you with the children are on a beautiful beach and play together. How happy they are to play and the problems you face disappear."

Mas Al's words made me imagine what he was saying. Not to make me stop shedding tears but instead to make me sob, my tears shed with a rush. Mas Al took me into his arms.

" Please sayank, Aq will always be there for you." His hands clenched my body while rubbing my head. So comfortable for me. This is what I need right now. Fortunately the cafe was quite quiet, so did not feel so embarrassed to cry. It was quiet, there were no buyers. The waiter puts down a double shot of espresso coffee and a glass of orange juice. Mas Al nodded his head in gratitude.

" Sayank, are you crying? look at Aq, "His thumb rubbed my tears gently.

" Now drink the orange juice and the cake" he said.

Aq looked at Mas Al, "Thank you" I said.

" I'll take you home after this. I want to meet the kids."

" Don't dl Mas. Give Aq time. Aq also can't necessarily accept you. " Aq lowered.

Aq has not been thought of switching hearts at this time or in the near future. Aq just wanted to clarify everything at this moment. And to raise my son's heart especially Neo. He is 8 years old but he is very sensitive. He loved his father very much. Aq was afraid of the household problems I faced, but he became resentful of his father.

I got out of the car and headed home. Mas Al didn't take me down. He understands the limits he has to do. Aq walked without looking back again. Mas Al's car drove off the alley. Aq entered the house without any change.at 17 pm children again see TV. Aq entered the bathroom and flushed my body with cold water. After completion of aq enter the room . I took the HP and dialed no Rio. Tone connected but never lifted.

The door of the room opened slowly, aq turned to the door. Rio went into the room. Aq changed position to sit leaning my back on the head of the bed. Rio sat next to me and his head bowed. Aq ventured to ask him.

"Where did you come from love? "

Silence, there was no reply from Rio's mouth. Aq menhela breath.

" You can be honest, Aq no papa. Aq see you get out of the car alone with a woman at Harapan hospital. She who? "

Still quiet. Rio did not answer. My emotions started to rise.

" Do you have a mouth? answer my question..!!!You cheated on me ? That woman is your lover?!!!" My tears just escaped. I don't think anymore if my voice is heard by the kids outside.

" You don't think how I feel? Aq this is your wife, you consider what aq all this time Hah!"

Finally Rio said, "I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, Aq khilaf."

" So she's really your lover? is that why you always get angry at Aq? You've found a new one, good one, really good. All this time I support whatever you do. I have always been there for you. I used to defy my parents just because I wanted to live with you. The test that is passed as long as we maintain a relationship and finally get married does not cross our minds?!!! in your mind....!!!" Aq shouted like an inmatch. Rio pulled me in his arms. Hugged me tightly.

" Have you gone too far ?" Manyaku flat.

Rio nodded. Oh my God...why is it wrong for my household to be like this ? The loving Rio and aq believe he faithfully became like this ? does money change it ? is it frustrating to convert it to bre****k?

" Leave her, end your relationship!"

Rio looked up to hear my words.

" I'm sorry love, Aq can't, she's pregnant with my son." Like being struck by lightning, I heard Rio's words. My head was dizzy, my heart was pounding, my heart ached, it hurt, that's how I felt. How did this happen??

Outside my maid brought my children into her room, saying it was time for them to sleep. Actually, so that the children do not continue to hear my screams. Aq was very lucky to get a maid like her.

The atmosphere in my room was silent, only the sound of my sobbing cries could be heard. Rio was still inside the room, he stroked my head, I brusquely brushed his hand. Aq doesn't want to be touched.

" You choose Aq or him!" I gave Rio a choice.

" It's hard Love.please don't tell me to choose" Rio rested before me.

" Self, you're really selfish. You want to have it all....?!!! I don't think what's really on your mind.!!" My voice was high but not as high as before.

" Aq loves you Erin, very..."

" What did you say? Of love? love isn't like this, love doesn't betray Rio."

" Aq doesn't want to be separated from you and the kids. But I can't leave Renata either."

" O girl's name is Renata!, great. If you can't choose, Aq will make the choice. Divorce Aq." Those words just came out of my mouth. It hurts, it hurts to say those words. Never thought of divorce in my mind, even though the economy is difficult, even though Rio is not working. But if there is a betrayal, I can no longer tolerate it. Aq does not want to be combined, aq does not want to share a husband and love.

" What? A divorce? no Erin, Aq doesn't want to. You're not like kids? how will they later ? "

" Huh ! you who do not think about the consequences of your actions, you throw mistakes at aq gt!, you should think, think with the brain!. If you don't want to divorce Aq, we'll meet in court. Tomorrow Aq and the kids will get out of this contract. If you want to stay please. Aq doesn't care. "

" Where are you going? Where are you taking the kids? " hold my hand tightly.

" It's up to Aq to take where the kids are. You don't have to interfere anymore "

I put my feet in the children's room and sleep next to them. The peace in their faces while sleeping made me cry again, the guilt of hurting me for giving them a broken family, will be a family that is not intact.