CLBK (My ex, my husband)
CLBK 11# Can lean on you

Adhan dawn reverberate. I'm sure I heard it. I woke up and prayed at dawn. I'm looking for Rio to immediately perform the prayer. But I don't find it anywhere. The door of the house is not locked. Then Rio left. Since when? Where's she? Is avoiding me?

A feeling of weakness approached me. Only to Him did I complain. My morning prayers can't be prickly today. Mind everywhere.

This morning my three children I entrusted to the mother who took care of them. I have to go to work. In front of the alley I wait for the online motorcycle that I have ordered. Unknowingly, Al was in front of me.

"You why? What's going on, sayank." asked Mas Al, and I didn't budge.

" Let's get in the car. "mas Al led me into his car and I'm like a man without a life who would do what he said.

After Mas Al closed the car door he drove his car at the speed of being penetrated the highway. He kept watching me who was silent. The car stopped in the parking lot of the hospital where I worked.

" sayank...say what's wrong? why just shut up? " mas Al touched my cheek. And finally my tears rolled down my cheeks. Mas Al immediately hugged me and kissed the tip of my head. I sobbed in his arms.

"Cry if it makes you relieved" she whispered in my ear.

I held my embrace to him. I shed my tears without shame. My chest is no longer strong enough to hold this. Mas Al stroked my head covered in a veil.

Shortly thereafter, Al released his arms and placed both hands on my cheeks.

" Sayank ..have you..do you want to tell me what you are feeling right now? " he asked me gently and looked me in the eyes with affection.

" I can't tell you yet. Sorry, I have to get to work too. Thank you for driving me. "

" Yes, you know I'll always be there for you" she said as I opened the car door to get out. I just nodded.

With a careless step I entered the elevator on the ground floor and headed towards the 6th floor of the treatment room. I have to try hard. My phone suddenly rang

" good morning ma'am, I'm online, I'm in front of the alley."

Astagfirullah. I forgot to order ojek online🤦.

Babang ojek is closing the phone. I immediately entered the room and changed into a uniform. With work my mind is a little distracted. Rio has no news at all. At lunch I tried to call him. But only the tone is continuous and not at all raised. Was he with that woman? I typed a message to him

"Where is your love? tell me, "

I waited a long time for his reply. But there is no reply. Notification went into my phone, in a hurry I opened it, I thought Rio was replying to my message. It was a message from Al

"Have you felt better, my dearie?"

inscribed.

"I'm still waiting for Rio's reply, but I won't return my massage." I replied.

I talked to Mas Al through w.a. My feelings of anxiety were a little removed. Is Aq starting to taste to mas Al? or is it just this empty heart that wants some form of attention ? I don't know...

"Sayank...Erin...!!" call Al a little scream.

"Eh.iya mas. Sorry for not being so nervous . "my answer is nervous. My mind is not here. Fill my head only Rio, what is he doing now ? where are you at the moment?

Mas Al did pick me up at work. He is worried about my current situation. Aq now need a friend to bs accompany me and support me.

Al #'s #

"Sayank...Erin...!!" call me a little scream.

Aq know Erin is thinking about her husband who doesn't know it's lucky. There's pain in my heart seeing Erin like this. It felt like Aq was telling her to part from Rio. And Aq could marry her soon. Aq can accept whatever he is and his three children. I regretted making a mistake first. For not letting my parents down and leaving Erin with a misunderstanding.

If Aq could explain it to him. Well that's all over. And now Aq should be able to get her back.