Thousand Wounds
24

"Abi, Umi apologizes if Umi should be chosen as abi's companion. Sorry for the imperfections of Umi as a wife. Today the doctor said that in the uterus there are some diseases that might make it difficult for us to have offspring" Husna said while holding her husband's hand.

Right now Raka could only fall silent. He was really dizzy because of the problems he was facing. On the one hand, his little heart said that he began to feel comfortable with the presence of Husna. But on the other hand Raka did not refuse if he felt disappointed with the state of Husna who would not be able to give him offspring. For Raka what it means to maintain the household if among them there will never be a child who will perfect life

their marriage. While far away there Casandra has given him a son who will certainly give him happiness.

"Why is it?" husna asked when she saw her husband did not give the slightest response to what he had just said.

"Umi, give abi some time to think things through" Raka asked Husna.

Husna who heard her husband's request could only nod slowly. He understood Raka's feelings at this moment. It was not easy for him to accept this harsh reality. Maybe giving Raka time to herself is the best decision for now.

"Then umi rest first yes bi," said Husna.

Raka just nodded her head. Husnapun then laid his body beside Raka. The atmosphere of the night returned like the nights at the beginning of their marriage. No more joking laughter adorned the large room. No more kisses or good night from Raka to his wife. But again Husna tried to understand the change in attitude that Raka aimed at him. Pray in their hearts that God will give them the best way out of every test they face.

The night is getting late but drowsiness has not been present to say hello to Raka. It's like waking up tonight. His mind was split on the two women who had managed to fill the recesses of his heart.

Slowly Raka turned her body to face his wife. He looked at the face of the woman he had smeared. His little heart said that he was too selfish until he decided to end his household ark with Husna just for child reasons.

Didn't he and Husna still try to cure the disease through surgery. He even fully realized that his wife never wanted such things to happen to him.

Likewise, if the disease God entrusts to him, he will never be able to accept the reality if his partner will leave him on the grounds of imperfections that he has.

How it relates to Casandra. In fact, the woman is currently the biological mother of her son. He himself also can not cover his own feelings that he has not been fully able to move on from the good memories of his past. Moreover, the presence of Tama is a proof of the power of love between them. She could not have married Casandra as long as she and Husna were married. Because before his marriage with Husna took place he had promised never to betray their marriage with infidelity and if it happened it would fall his talisman against Husna.

Long enough Raka struggled with his thoughts. Until without realizing the drowsiness lead himself to his deep sleep.

Dert...Dert...Dert...The vibrating sound from Raka's phone rang.

Husna awoke from her sleep when she heard the sound of vibrations from Raka's cell phone.

"Who contacted Raka this late? inner Husna."

Husna initially intended to wake her husband. But she expressed her desire because she saw her husband in deep sleep.

Husna then opened a short message on her husband's phone.

" Mamy boy, who is he? husna said inwardly after seeing the content of the conversation between her husband and someone named

" MAMY BOY" That's.

In a short conversation via WA, Husna learned that Raka promised to pick up the mamy boy at the airport and Raka also told him that he had prepared an apartment that could be occupied by Mamy boy with his son after arriving in Indonesia.

Although Husna was very curious about the woman, she tried to remain prejudiced against her husband. She would never ask who Mamy boy really was to her husband. She was sure that her husband would never cover anything from her.

Husnapun put Raka's phone back on the nightstand. He then went down his bed and walked towards the bathroom. Husna wanted to perform the tahajud prayer in one third of the night.

Now in the white face of the Sholehah woman looks like an angel who is flapping her wings. In front of him is a prayer mat of love that will become a pedestal when he prostrates resignedly in humility in front

His Lord. At this time he was really enjoying the silence and silence of the night by continuing to recite and pray to the Lord the regulator of life.

How much God has given praise to

his faithful servant who always performs the night prayer. The praise of God is in His word which reads "They sleep little at night, and at the end of the night they beg for forgiveness

(to God).

"[ Adz-Dzaariyaat/51:17-18].

***Assalamualaikum.buddy of the princess all prayers of the daughter may God always give us all health. And may God always guide this heart to continue to be moved to carry out His every commandment. Easy-mudhan we can always Istiqomah in worship.

A little sharing of knowledge that the princess knows or maybe even other friends already know a lot. But the princess tried to write it down...God willing to be useful.

Tahajud prayer is Muakad sunnah prayer, which is a sunnah worship that is highly recommended to be practiced.

The commandment of Allah concerning the prayer of Tahajud is explained in the word of Allah Swt in Q.S. Al-Isra verse 79.

Meaning: And at some nights worship you as an additional worship for you, May your Lord lift you up to a place of praise***."