The Secret Wife of the BEM Chairman
Drifting By Soft-Cared Man

"Nara!"

Gibran who was in the doorway looked panicked when he saw Nara already holding the razor blade and pointed it at his wrist. The man immediately took the razor and threw it to the other side of the room.

Gibran clasped Nara's hands tightly.

"What are you doing, Nara! Huh uh?!" Gibran seemed worried about the woman.

"That's it, Gibran! I'm tired of everything! I don't want to live anymore! I'd rather die than survive like this!" nara shouted in frustration.

"Relieve, Nara! Conscious!" Gibran swung Nara's body slowly and tried to resuscitate the woman.

"You don't know what it's like! Pain, Gibran! I'm tired of having to endure such conditions! I'm tired of having to hang with that guy! You won't know how it feels!" the woman shouted while letting out tears and her anger overflowed.

"But this is no way, Nara." Gibran is still trying to calm Nara down.

"So I have to do it again, let this all be over sooner if not by taking my own life!" sniff the woman.

Gibran knew very well that the woman was in great shock and frustration. The wounds on her body must have traumatized Nara as well as the excruciating pain. Quickly, Gibran immediately hugged the woman tightly and calmed Nara who was still continuing to rebel in the man's arms.

"Why should I suffer alone! Is it just Rendi who suffers?! I also suffered and had trouble caring for Syakila alone know! I'm tired! So tired!" nara in Gibran's arms. However, the man still continued to cling tightly to the woman before him.

"Yes, Nara. I know, it must be heavy. It must be hard" Gibran said in a soft voice.

"Everyone will never understand me at all! They only understand themselves! They will not know the difficulty of caring for children and also dealing with a cruel husband is amazing!" yelled Nara who still continued to complain.

"Yes, Nara. Yes, I understand." Gibran is still trying to calm the woman.

Over time, Nara who ran out of energy and could not complain anymore, immediately cried in the arms of the man and just resigned. His strength ran out and he could no longer complain. He was running out of words to complain about everything.

"I'm so tired, Gibran. All this time I survived for him, it turns out he cheated on me, he also destroyed my life, never even cared about Syakila at all." Nara cried in Gibran's arms. All the tears spilled on his cheeks in an instant because all this time, the thing that had been bothering him managed to reveal in front of others. Nara took too long to keep everything to herself.

"Yes, I'm tired. You have to survive, because after all there are still children that you have to raise, he is your responsibility." Gibran rubbed Nara's hair gently, trying to calm the woman down so that she would no longer be depressed.

Nara was silent for a moment in the man's embrace, it had been a long time since she felt such comfort in a man's embrace. She has not had the love of her husband for a long time. Nara hugged Gibran back, though her heart was racing, but she became calmer than before.

"Don't think much. You have to be able to accept and live what has happened. Since Rendi behaved like that with you, divorce her. He's not good for you." Gibran gives advice slowly, hoping Nara will listen to him well.

Nara just quietly listened to the man's voice that was so soothing in Nara's ears. Nara's mind that had been mixed, became clear again.

"Yes, don't think too much. Your brain is small, do not think too much heavy. Focus on yourself as well as Syakila. Right now, he is the most important and valuable person to you." Gibran rubbed Nara's head gently.

Nara let go of Gibran's embrace and wiped her tears. Gibran helped wipe Nara's tears and smiled in front of the woman.

"Don't think about ending your life again, Nara. Being cheated on, or separating from the Joints is not the end of everything. You should be thankful that you were given this kind of guidance, which means you were being shown that the man you married was not a good man." Gibran gives advice to Nara.

"Honestly, I love Rendi even though she never lived on me. Because marriage to me is sacred and once in a lifetime. But it seems you're right. I married the wrong man." Nara lowered her head and felt very sad.

Rendi did not end up hearing Nara's answer like that. Though he was already very hurt, but, why would he give a chance to Rendi?

"It's good that you think of yourself as Syakila first huh. Keep thinking also after this you want to talk about how the two of your parents." Gibran rubbed Nara's hair again.

The man so often rubbed Nara's hair because of anxiety with the woman.

"Where's syakila?" Nara only realized that Syakila was not in the room.

"She sleeps in front of the tv. The satiety of drinking continues. You eat huh? From now on you have not eaten loh, your stomach is empty, you do not want to love Syakila?" Gibran is still worried about Nara's condition.

"Let me eat. Thank you for taking care of Syakila. It's night, too. Are you sure I don't live in your house?" nara asked as she looked out the window which was already pitch black outside.

"Negkapa. If you are alone, your mind is no longer clear. It could be you who got hit or even Syakila who got hit. Was it here first, huh? If necessary, I sleep with Syakila, ", Gibran said.

"Don't ...." Nara does not want to be abandoned by the man and she is also not good with Gibran.

Gibran looked at Nara's bowed face, trying to make eye contact with the woman.

"How do you want it?"

Nara was silent for a moment and a little timid.

"Ka–you slept here. Accompany me and Syakila," pinta Nara.

I don't know why Nara asked Gibran that. Since continuously calmed by Gibran, Nara became addicted. He had never gotten a caress that smooth.

"Yes, I've put you here. Really not what? No mrs?" Gibran again confirmed.

Nara nodded her head timidly. Gibran smiled at Nara's reply. At least, Gibran could exist when Nara needed just enough for Gibran, he did not ask for more from Nara.

Since he was left by Nara, Gibran has called Nara many times and also sent a message asking Nara to go home and Rendi apologizes to Nara. However, there was also a message indicating that Rendi was angry.

How did Nara get back to Rendi? Rendi's body was touched by another woman who was not his wife, considering that Nara felt disgusted and increasingly did not want to go home to see Rendi.