
Meeting Rendi and Adel became a thing that was enough to make Rendi more and more
to change himself for the better. After he went to Adel's house, he too
rest in his contract. He wants to remember the many mistakes he made
do it to Nara, to make herself like this now.
When he stepped his foot into the small house, Rendi immediately looked to the side,
where Nara used to wait for Rendi to come home with her warm smile. Sometimes, her smile became very wide when Nara was brought something by Rendi.
The man let out a long sigh and was a little sad because this time he really felt very lost.
Still remembered clearly Nara's smile that was so sincere when she said everything was okay when Rendi had no money at all. Moreover, he was also reminded of Syakila's laughter and tears. He had thought it was a burden for him, but now Rendi really missed the laughter and tears of her little daughter.
Rendi went into the room and sat on a mattress that only Syakila could sleep on
only, Nara and Rendi always sleep on the floor with mats and blankets to keep warm. There, he also recalled how Nara always treated himself well when he felt very tired. Rendi lost it all in a very short period of time.
“Sorry yes, Nara. I absolutely cannot be a good husband,” said Rendi softly,
then tears came out of his cheeks. I don't know why this regret is so painful
Joints. If he could, he wanted to repeat everything from the beginning.
“If I am given a chance once again, then I promise I will try to make you happy,” said Rendi.
However, when Rendi said that, a woman answered what was said by
Joints.
“Is that true?” said the woman.
Rendi, who had been bowed down miserably, immediately raised her head and looked towards the woman. Her eyes widened and her tears instantly fell as she saw Nara at the door.
“Nara? You're really Nara, right? I'm not halu, right?” the man crawled closer to Nara and tried to reach Nara's feet.
Nara sat down and greeted the man warmly, Rendi immediately hugged Nara
with a tight and also a cry that he could not hold anymore. But Nara is not
return the embrace of Rendi. He just kept quiet.
“Nara, you came back for me right?” ask Rendi. Nara breathed out her breath, then smiled.
“Yes, I'm back to see you. But not to return, Rendi.” Nara spoke warmly and politely.
Rendi clasped Nara's hand tightly.
“Why Nara? Why don't you come back to me?” asked Rendi with tears flowing down her cheeks continuously.
“There are unclosed wounds, Rendi. The wound was even hard to close and heal. There is trauma in my heart too. If you ask, is there still a taste for you, the answer is still.”
“Then, why don't you come back?”
“Because I can't get back to you anymore, Rendi. I want you to change for the better, maybe our marriage is too early, until at the end of the day we're all stuck inside
situations like this,” continued Nara while wiping the tears of the man. The first time Nara
rubbing the tears of Rendi.
“Ngak, Rendi. I come back to you too, I'll still be your secret wife, won't I?” said Nara.
Rendi was silent for a moment, he did not want to divulge if Nara was his wife all this time, because at this time it would certainly be a danger also for Nara and Syakila if Rendi was honest with everyone.
“In addition, I also do not want to go back to feeling the suffering. You probably won't know
my pain all this time, I don't expect you to know or understand. Then
from that, we better split up. This is the best way for you, for me too.” Nara tried
convince the man.
“Why can be the best way for us?” Rendi still doesn't understand.
“As Gibran always tells you, you can use this for self-introspection. Fix everything, and your future is still very long. As well as me, I will take care of Syakila to great extent and work to support her. You no longer need to hear Syakila's cry.” Nara spoke like that with a smile.
However, Rendi was even more crying when Nara said that, regret really came to Rendi, inevitably she had to end everything.
When Rendi was downcast sad, Nara handed out divorce papers to Rendi.
It makes Rendi immediately more down and feel very lost.
“I have to meet both of your parents, I came well here, and I will also go well from your lives,”.
“No, Nara. Don't be like this please,” pinta Rendi while standing and trying to catch up with Nara.
“I'll come to your family's house tomorrow. I wish you could tell them.
Tomorrow at 8 am,” said Nara while going out of the room.
However, when Rendi follows Nara out of the room, she is very surprised because there is Gibran
the one who was holding Syakila in front of the house and was near the car owned
Gibran.
Rendi could not say anything more when Nara turned out to go with Gibran. His hands were clenched, but he could not vent his anger at all. Like his anger
it had subsided because of the tears constantly flooding her cheeks.
“See you tomorrow,” said Gibran who then got in the car, then gave Syakila to his mother. Until in the end, Rendi could not say anything more.
He could not even stop the woman in front of him. The divorce papers were already in Rendi's hands, her hands were shaking and she was getting sadder as she could not improve
everything is.
Just this time Rendi felt a pain in her chest that was so stifling, it even wanted to
it feels like he just left this world, because the purpose of his life is like it's over without any
Nara's.
“Ugh! Why am I so stupid, letting a woman as good as Nara get away from my life?” muttered Rendi who felt annoyed with herself.
All this time, Rendi only realized that he had wasted the most sincere woman in his life. Though he rejected Adel in the hope that Nara would return to him, but, it was not that easy.
Unfortunately, time cannot be turned back, inevitably Rendi also has to receive the divorce papers.
Now they are legally divorced.