The Secret Wife of the BEM Chairman
Baby Blues

On campus, the late Rendi went straight to the gazebo, the place where everyone gathered and waited for Rendi.

“Sorry yes I'm late!” greet Rendi to everyone who was there.

“Tumben is really late! Usually also the first to leave!” said one of Rendi's friends.

“Berak first lah.” Rendi deliberately joked with all of them in order to get closer. Everyone is very close to Rendi, because indeed Rendi is trying her hardest to be liked and can protect everyone around her. There may be dozens of friends when Rendi became the chairman of BEM, and it makes Rendi very happy because it feels more and more circle and cool.

“Today until malem again yak? Later in the afternoon must have been tight, nongki it's us!” bring Rendi's friend.

However, Rendi remembered very well if he was going to return this maghrib, it made Rendi unable to comply with what her friends wanted.

“I don't think I can, Gas” said Rendi a little sad.

“Loh why? Busy you? Rich yesterday we, can karaoke keep hunting photos here and there! Explore Semarang, you are semarang people, guides us all,” said Bagas who looks to provoke Rendi to go with them all.

“Duh, seriously can't. I want to rest, very tired from yesterday,” said Rendi looking for a reason to go from their scope.

However, as they were talking about it, they saw Gibran walking down the campus corridor and one of them called out to Gibran.

“Sister Gibran!” call Adel.

Hearing Adel's voice calling out to Gibran, Rendi immediately looked at the woman, then turned to look at Gibran's face that was approaching them with a slightly cynical, yet cool look to the women.

“Ugh! Very serious handsome!” say the women there.

“Hey, what's up here? Diligent very dah” said Gibran who tried to smile.

“Kak Gibran does not want to join? We want a meeting for a while keep chatting!” Adel answered the man's question with a sweet snob.

“Oh, sorry yes. I have an event. I don't want to be a hypocrite, just because I'm proud to be a lot of friends.” Gibran is like insinuating someone.

Rendi who heard that immediately looked towards Gibran with a cynical look. Everyone was also confused by what Gibran said.

“It doesn't mean anything. Sorry my mouth likes nyeplos as good as jidat, still a habit!” Gibran actually looks more handsome in the eyes of women.

“Ngakpapa brother! Just relax anyway!”

“I mean, I don't want to miss a moment with my family. Even though my family is few and doesn't seem fun, they're the greatest treasures I've ever had. I don't want to miss a moment when they are still there. Have a family do not in vain ya!” In his last sentence, Gibran clearly glanced at Rendi. It made Rendi immediately upset, but still trying to put a sweet smile in front of everyone.

“Ah, yes really what Brother Gibran said. Very cool words!” praise Bagas.

After greeting them all, Gibran left from before them, then smiled with satisfaction when he successfully insinuated Rendi.

“Eat tuh! Sunday instead of at home with the wife's children, even mengurusin startinian!” inner Gibran.

While Nara at home, can only scroll sosmednya, watch tv, do homework with a body that feels like it would be destroyed. However, Nara did not think of that and thought it was just plain tired. While sleeping, Nara hears Syakila's voice crying because her clothes are wet.

“Oh, you drink a lot too huh? Smart child,” praise Nara while preparing baby equipment and replacing the fabric used by Syakila. At birth, Nara actually wanted to wear diapers to Syakila, but her in-laws forbade Syakila from doing so because it could irritate the baby. Because they do not want why, as a result Nara who has to sacrifice to often wake up and change often, even wash the diaper Syakila.

He lived such a thing blissfully and tried to be okay.

After it was replaced, Nara immediately held Syakila and gave her breast milk, because it was already the time. When Syakila started breastfeeding, Nara felt a pain in her chest and immediately lowered Syakila.

“Ouch! Pain!” lamented Nara.

To make Nara's tears come out, it turns her chest blisters, right in the Syakila drinking section.

“Mama said slowly, Honey. Don't fad her suck, hurts!” nara complained to her baby who was crying loudly from hunger and had not finished breastfeeding.

Hearing the sound of the baby crying, Nara immediately felt very sad and her chest felt tight. He moved away from Syakila slowly and curled up in the corner.

“Can you not cry? Mama is tired of taking care of you, taking care of the house, purifying all your toothpicks, no one helps mama!” The sobs of Syakila and Nara seemed to collide in the small house. “Papa you go on, never help mom, in-laws don't help, my parents are far away. I'm tired, Syakila!” nara continued with a cry and also anger that she could not vent at all. There is only sound

sobbing in that room.

“Why papa you don't even want to know mama anyway? He loves his friends more than you. If you were not in this world, you would not be rich!”

Nara cursed her own son, and the boy's cry grew louder. Moments later, Nara felt guilty for her own words, she approached Syakila and held her daughter.

“Ngak, Darling. Sorry mama huh? Mama is evil with you, you shouldn't say that to you. Mama is wrong, you should think more about it in the future. Sorry mom, baby?” said Nara while holding Syakila and draining her tears.

Nara immediately unbuttoned her shirt and let Syakila drink, even though Nara's chest felt sore, but it seemed to be a consequence of being a mother.

“Drink a lot. Sorry mom, baby?” said Nara while gently rubbing the cheek of Syakila who was receiving breast milk from her mother.

The little baby fell silent again, and Nara also felt guilty for her words. I don't know why he could say that to his son. He felt he could not control his emotions well.

Having no storymates, and keeping everything alone makes Nara even more frustrated. Moreover, Rendi, the only person she could talk to, actually often left her.

It makes Nara feel that the presence of her daughter is the biggest mistake in Nara's life.