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CHAPTERS.11.


 


"you are the same Acha Deket really yes An" asked ustadz Zaki when we were on the way to the pesantren, riding a dong car, basically it was already family, added the ustadz kan lecturer, who was a teacher, gag knows also the interpretation hahahaha, he said,


" we are from small sama2 continue sir, where2 aja together" I answered while adjusting my breath so that my heart is not so lumpitan, buset and virgin child who stepped on teenagers, I said,


" lookin' kok, Acha likes to go to you, you takin bgt, what he bialang Surely you yayin" his Jeda "when the same me, he was obedient and gag ever sulking, but he was a lame, but the same time you he became uring2an and like manyun" he said, heh heh heh anya use his knowledge, he knows how to behave with whom he mingled, Miss perfect right he.


" Mba Acha likes sprains sir if the same me, he said I am Bangor, and gag obedient, so I bdh, he said dear life a lot in the waste2 to lie down sir"


 


" ah gag too, gag there are humans who gag pinter An stay we just want to try or not, Mba Acha dear you then anger as a form of attention".


If my dear father didn't, right?? I swear why my mind gag tau sham, if really until I say what the same news of my father's mind to me, if really, yes Alloh please hope this is the last chance I can be in a situation together with the father of this ustadz, "must be really y An lecture in Jogja, gag pingin list here especially if in STAIN, especially if you want to, I can help".


" thank you, Mr. Ustadz, but Jogja the city of dreams" I said yes,


" why An?"


" what yes, the wealth is beautiful, the city is nyenegin, right Jogja miniatur Nusantara, every province must be in Jogja people"


" yes, the city of education also yes, then you want to major in what?"


" if ketrima the want of state administration, but the rival is heavy, my brain is at least sir, but the recommendation wants the guidance counseling gag Papa" gag papa kan dream should be a big mind2 also as high as sky gag no prohibition, although somewhat expecta2 anxious also si


"Believe in the miracle of Allah An, include Allah in every plan, let the hand of God that works, All know what is good for his people, and what is good for his people, so do not hesitate to be surein Alloh if our plan can be considered"


" how" asked Pumpung dapet free guidance is the same expert


" prayer, keep teaching, do not forget alms" he said while looking at me and throw his smile that wuah make Daebak, do not forget me, he said while looking at me and throw his smile, how ga sesem ama the father of this one is Alloh handsome, let ustadz but his appearance is slang, kok kok kaya kaya kaya bokap I original, so interesting use very. astaghfirullah eling An husband person😭😭😭😭.


"hehe" ringisku really really mama also participate in my gedein,


"thank you mr. ustadz" my greeting while cupping my 2 hands to the front of the chest, we have never touched it is not the makhromnya, "sama2 do not hesitate you are also my cousin right?"


Get out of the car while running small, fearing that the devil is where2 and I can go crazy because the gag can control itself that can make shame, even though all this time I have good control for myself, I have a good control for myself, in order to be angry, hate, or revenge, and express my love should not be excessive, after all Gag also likes hal2 in more2kan,


I went straight to the mosque for the Ashar prayer congregation, and mixed with my other friend2, praying this time I felt cool and rustled my heart when I heard the good imam reading, really good, Ampe anyone can be moved by its horrors.


" Who did you think about" the dance asked us as we headed for the pesantren lesson, "who?" tanyaku curious because the oath makes husyuk prayer because of its nature that makes us concentrate in his prayer reading.


" ustadz Zaki, Mba Acha's husband" he explained and I immediately how y gag can describe my feelings that are carut marut, can gag the revolutions I do not he just, he said, hah pingin cry vow but I'm ashamed, "pantesan melts so much, that's a perfect person huh, don't you think there's such a lack?" sahut Ratih, "right dream husband, Sholehah, religious pinter and Lecturer" sahut beautifully, really mother who is also a gag persimmon, tingling, but I'm a pantes gag as well as the time to be an actor for my own cousin who from childhood has been together, bathing, eating, sleeping, until our school is always in the same t4, my God.....


Until now I have been extra hard to avoid being able to t4 Mba Acha, or if wetadz Zaki there is activity in the pesantren, I gag want this wrong feeling to develop so as to find a reason to justify, whatever the situation and condition will remain wrong, not in the eyes of anyone else let alone in the eyes of God. Even I avoid umi Maryam, afraid2 invited to the house or chat, will definitely discuss Mba Acha and ujung2nya spread to ustadz Zaki, how can move on if in ingetin continue,


Although I live in a pesantren habitat I also know slang let gag often say because gag is free if here, there are ethical lessons also so we can be kind, right and proper. until the afternoon my mother called.


"An said Mba Acha you gag home again why" asked my mother finally after we talk stale and light story2,


" abashed Bun there continues to whapain also Mba Acha is also healthy" yes if I used to help her sometimes her homework rich irony, menggepel, I'm sincere kok, yes, anyway Mba Acha also it must be if I why2, I,


" An you will be 3 more days UN, than self-study sfor, have a cousin of the pinter, husband of the lecturer as well, benefitsin why An, let the results be good, sukur2 rose the top 10"


"Bun I'm comfortable learning alone, anyways I'm trying to die2an" mati2an so I can move on continued me in the heart


"It's the most bengong2 doang yes you, mother Hapal An, Mba Acha said she said during the quiet time you will learn the same she ma her husband too, but you gag Dateng to the house, why the? reneging on the promise of sin you know" Mother insists so much yes I know which parent gag wants her son to graduate with satisfactory results, but mother gag understands my position, but, try if I gag there is a definite sense of hepy really benefitin situation cousin pinter and her husband lecturer, arghhhhh.


"it's very important to learn why An, the others are out of money again to pay for tutoring, you already have a free machine even gag wants" insist my parents again Ampe mengelejelasin as much detail as possible and seduce me so that I want, "he said want to lecture in Jogja, rival many you know, you are the capital of the brain pas2an doang gag no kewatir2nya si, you are the, even the anxious mother, if you can replace it let the mother who took the test" laughs mother, even though the power was already the emotion of the astonishment of her tone that was already exhausted and shouted2.


"yes yes mother is ready to do it, but gag now, tomorrow only, today let me sleep peacefully first may mother" I replied lazily, huft bad luck gini it will be.