The Blind Eternity's
3. Go away

"I have to go. Sorry for not keeping your promise."

Liza just smiled such a sentence from her lover's lips while her hands remained busy washing the dishes the rest of the breakfast earlier.

Not getting a response made Bryan approach and put a palm on Liza's hip. The feeling of fear of disappointing her lover so much that it made Bryan seem helpless. On one hand work awaits him, and on the other he still has some promises of doing fun things for a month with Liza.

Bryan turned off the water faucet and reversed Liza's position to face her. She knew her weakness was to stare at the face of Liza who was exuding disappointment to her, yet she had to.

"I beg you just this once."

"You speak as if I never understood you" Liza replied. He pushed slowly on his girlfriend's shoulder and went to the lounge leaving the dishwasher unfinished.The thick blanket was the first thing Liza felt on her palm after waking up during the day. He tried to open his eyes slowly and turned his head to the side to look at his lover's face. But Bryan wasn't there.

"Bri," call him. He tried to get out of bed by wrapping a blanket to cover his naked body.

Liza glanced at the balcony of her room, but did not find her lover then headed to the bathroom but the result was the same. He opened the door to exit hoping that at least Bryan would be in the lounge or kitchen.

He walked slowly in the hallway connecting his room with the living room. His hands sometimes hooked the slumped blanket until it almost made his pale shoulders exposed.

"Bryan's...." His feelings are starting to worry. He was worried that he would be left behind as usual. But maybe today is more painful because they just shared love last night. Should be in the morning they are still joking as usual not even Liza who is confused looking for her lover.

He had circled the entire side of Bryan's luxury apartment, but Bryan was not found by him. Suddenly the feeling of wanting to cry filled his head made him sit on the kitchen floor with a white blanket that was still loyal to his body.

Liza sobbed like crazy. The feeling of disappointment in her lover was seething uncontrollably.

"Bryan.. hiks don't go."

It was too late indeed, but at least he could still plead with the rest of his strength.

"Bryan," she cried.

Isakan Pilu continues to fill the soundproof apartment space. Liza was still crying. Now he hugged his legs as a crutch. The blanket has rolled up not because of it. Her beautiful hair is a mess. Liza was really frustrated.

"Why sit on the floor, hm?"

Liza opened her eyes immediately. He found his handsome girlfriend right in front of his eyes. The man was crouching to align his position with her. Without waiting for long, Liza directly lunged at Bryan with an extremely possessive hug.

"Why crying?"

Liza was eager to beat Bryan up over a period of stupid questions posed by Bryan.

"Don't leave when we've just finished sharing love. It was like --hiks- - like you no longer needed me and were ready to throw me to the bottom" he said in a buzzing voice. He hugged Bryan by the neck. It seems that position has become his mainstay.

"I'm not going anywhere so your worry is not happening" Bryan said

"I'm afraid you're gone, asshole!" That sounding was soft and heartbreaking.

"And this jerk loves you" Bryan replied.

Liza whined as Bryan tried to take off his embrace. His thin body refused to do Bryan's deed. Thus, he continued to circle Bryan's neck possessively and forgot that Bryan could barely breathe.

"I can't breathe, baby," she said, stroking Liza's back to stop crying.

"Sorry" said Liza. He immediately stood up and left Bryan to go to the room.

Bryan took his breath with a heavy sigh. He rubbed his face violently, feeling foolish by his actions just now. Liza's fear is very basic because in fact Bryan will indeed leave Liza to work.

Bryan started to get up and caught up with Liza who seemed like she was really going to get angry. When entering the room, he did not find his lover in bed but only heard the sound of splashing water in the bathroom that seemed to invite him to immediately enter and approach the beautiful woman who was sulking in it.

Bryan opened the bathroom and it was true that there was Liza there, under the shower flashing her head with warm water. Bryan hugged Liza from behind, wrapping his hands around the lover's narrow waist no matter which blue toska shirt he was wearing wet.

"sorry. You're right, I was going to go."

That way Liza twisted her body. Right, he only intended to make Bryan honest for his sudden departure while he was asleep. Liza certainly knew the reason was very basic. Bryan was leaving her.

"So why don't you go?" ask Liza while looking up. His lentic fingers opened one by one the buttons of his lover's shirt to take a bath with him.

"So just a regular meeting. I was chosen to leave before, but I refused because I didn't want to take the risk of leaving you. Besides, if I leave now, it's a sign that I'm moving my schedule forward" Bryan said. He retreated for a moment to take off his black material pants and then came back closer when all the cloth on his body was lost.

They hugged under the shower with warm water and fragrant mint into one. Just hugging is nothing more than that. They will only share love through feelings without making love.

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"Yes, I'll be there tomorrow, but just to ask for my holiday allowance until next month. I don't care anymore about the pay and stuff."

"Don't put it off again, motherfucker."

"You won't understand. I have a lover here unlike you!" bryan. He was so sick of talking to his partner who always forced him to come and work with him to be a partner even though today and 2 months ahead is not the time he left.

"I hope the boss eliminates your lover."

"You son of a motherfucker!" Bryan closed the connection and slammed his phone to pieces.

"God! You why? Why slam the phone? What's going on?" Liza came from outside the room and headed straight for Bryan. He was of course shocked when in the kitchen earlier because he heard the sound of dings and swearing that was very loud coming from the room.

Liza saw the expression on her lover's face and all she found was Bryan's expressionless face. But Liza knew very well that her lover was holding back the visible emotions of the man's jaw that hardened with teeth grinding that sounded to his ears.

"What's wrong?" Liza hugged Bryan's waist. His hands crept up his male back and stroked that wide back regularly in slow, constant motion. "Say," he urged.

"Just don't leave me. As long as it's me, stay within the radius closest to me, you understand?"

Liza nodded. Of course he could agree on that simple thing.

"Request granted. Want to say something?"

"I love you" he said, then returned a hug from his woman equally tightly.

"Yeah, we love each other" Lisa whispered. "Well, let's finish this cuddle because I've cooked up some delicious lunch. Hows it? Want to keep hugging or choose to eat something?"

Bryan let go of the hug slowly as if unwillingly. He began to kiss Liza's face with anxiety and finally kissed the woman's forehead with a feeling so deep. He hopes his son-in-law's prayers are not answered. Bryan could not imagine if until Liza disappeared from her world or rather disappeared from their beautiful world that had been built with love, affection, and... Falsehoods.

Bryan fell silent enjoying the beautiful face of his lover who seemed to not age. Liza is still the same as their first meeting 2 years ago.

"Alright come on," asked Liza as she was impatient with Bryan's silence. He walked excitedly while pulling Bryan's hand to follow in his footsteps.

Now they have arrived at the dining table with a menu of toast, home-style wagyu beef, and some types of vegetables made salat. It looks appetizing because Liza adds an elegant impression to decorate the dishes of the menu. Colorful flower-patterned napkins with a gray background are also used to serve as a dining table base. Then switch to the dining chair settings made in such a way as if they were in a candle light dinner.

Bryan turned to Liza with an astonished look. Once again he was made to fall in love with his woman. "Simple but I like it."

Liza flushed in the hump. He did not know who the assessment was referring to, either at his lunch or to him.

"Mysterious but I love him," Liza replied misbehaving and then began to pull up the chair. He unscrewed the wine bottle in a hurry to use the corkscrew and began to pour it on his glass and Bryan's. Liza was clumsy and nervous. And for what to behave like that, Bryan already knows all about his heart.

True, hopefully they will still love each other even as bad as anything that happens in the future.

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TB

Bryan followed him without much talking. Liza's fragile shoulders felt far from her reach.

"Today please." Bryan wrapped around Liza's stomach, holding her back from getting any further away from him.

"Today and 4 months or somehow a few months later, only then can I meet you," said Liza flat.

"Honey," said Bryan full of requests.

"Go."

Bryan had just breathed a sigh of relief, but only briefly because suddenly he felt that the woman he was holding shook accompanied by a small sob. Bryan twisted Liza's body to face her again. He carried Liza in his carrier, letting the girl cry on his shoulder.

"Go and go back."

Bryan nodded. He pulled the nape of Liza then gave a sweet kiss on the lips of her lover.

"I'm definitely home and we'll meet. Don't cry and make things difficult" Bryan said after the kiss came off.

Liza nodded confidently and then after that she chose to come down from Bryan's sling. He was about to go to the room intending to prepare the clothes of the lover into the suitcase as usual.

Bryan tailed. His eyes focused more on his hips and chunks of cheek butt than his lover who seemed to say, 'Go far away, then I will have someone else.' Bryan cursed in his heart. He wants to hit Liza now even though he knows that there are only 3 hours left.

His rational brain said to remain as usual while the perverted brain that often Liza maki said to make her lover groan favorably under his dominance.

Damnit damnit!

Bryan took a quick step and pulled Liza into the courtyard in a hurry. He has no time.

"We have three hours. Can you give me two hours to assuage my son-of-a-bitch desires?" Bryan asked for permission when his breath had even been decapitated.

"I'm yours."

And with a soft murmur that Bryan brought Liza to Sopa to finish his libido.

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"A-ah... **** Bryan."

I don't know how many times Liza called that name for her release. So delicious he reached messy hair Bryan to vent delicious twitches in the area of femininity.

The movement back and forth from her lover's hip increasingly makes Liza forget her place on foot. It was as if he was taken to the top and flew with the lover in a pleasure scroll. Until the last few stabs and assisted as much as possible by Liza, Bryan met the climax. The great climax he was only used to getting from the beautiful woman under his support.

"Thank you for this amazing orgasm. I love you," Bryan said, then released his second genital link. He did not even open his entire shirt just took down the jeans zipper he was wearing.

"You got him out inside?"

Bryan nodded with a smile. It's not stupid about the diction that Liza said.

"That's because I love you. It doesn't matter, does it?"

Liza reviewed the smile. "Yes, it's okay. Then go. Looks like I can't pack your clothes. After all, my lover is not unemployed, so it is impossible if you can not buy a piece of clothing," said Liza. He still drooped limp in the sopa but a charming smile splashed beautifully on his lips.

Bryan chuckled, "Alright, I'm going, take good care of yourself. When we meet later, be beautiful, sensual, and healthy of course," Bryan said, kissing Liza on the forehead and straight out of their apartment. The apartment that was only a few seconds ago was filled with sighs and screeches of the enjoyment of two people of different sexes.

As the door closed, Liza began to cry, roaring and even hugging herself who was already completely naked. She made her hair become more tangled than before. His fear of yesterday really happened. He was left behind when he was just spiked, really like a cheap bitch.

Liza tried to walk despite feeling all her bones were crushed. He locked the apartment door, then chose to go to the room to rest or maybe go back crying over Bryan's departure.

Before going to bed Liza chose to wash her body first. The feeling of pain and loss whack his heart. Under the shower, he enjoyed the poignant taste alone without Bryan hugging him like yesterday. It might only be 4 months or so, but still Bryan's departure will surely leave a deep tightrope to his feelings. Liza is a kara, only herself and Bryan can protect her.

"You said we'd be happy later. When was the happiness you promised, Bri? I'm tired if you leave at any time. You didn't even tell me. Who are you really?"

That question was what Liza wanted to shout for Bryan. The man was so covered with all his mysteries.

"I want to stop, I want to end everything, but I love you so much that it feels so cramped. You're always gone but I've never gotten used to the pain in my heart. May I have a request where we will enjoy some real time together and not nonsense." Liza's oozing was so muffled by the cold water pouring down on it. Liza felt the pain alone. He would not tell his weakness as if if someone knew about it, then that person would die.

His skin began to pale abnormally. The coldness of the water really felt numb on her skin because all Liza could feel was an invisible incision due to her love going away.

"I'm going, take care of yourself."

Liza seemed to be jolted by Bryan's words some time ago. Bryan wants himself to be okay and meets him in an unusually healthy state. That means Bryan didn't want Liza to hurt herself.

With the rest of her consciousness, Liza got up from her seat. He put on a towel robe and opened the bathroom door to get out. Tears occasionally escaped from her eye bags. He really can't control himself. If only he did not remember Bryan's words, it was possible that a few days later he would be found dead by the residents of the next apartment due to the foul smell that was coming from his frail body.

Liza heard the vibration of the cell phone in her bag lying in the desk drawer by the bed. The lights on her phone screen flickered and managed to make Liza undo the intention to wear clothes. He approached and grabbed his phone still in his bathrobe.

"It seems like something," Liza murmured as she looked at the short message that came in.

273;

There is an order to face.

Liza pensively for a moment. He chose to sit on the bed and wipe the sweat on his temple. Though he had just taken a shower, but the message seemed to make him back sultry and nervous.

310;

Wait me.

Undeliverable. As fast as lightning Liza was wearing a shirt. No need to be good because there is a time when he will take off all the clothes.

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To be continued