
The thick blanket was the first thing Liza felt on her palm after waking up during the day. He tried to open his eyes slowly and turned his head to the side to look at his lover's face. But Bryan wasn't there.
"Bri," call him. He tried to get out of bed by wrapping a blanket to cover his naked body.
Liza glanced at the balcony of her room, but did not find her lover then headed to the bathroom but the result was the same. He opened the door to exit hoping that at least Bryan would be in the lounge or kitchen.
He walked slowly in the hallway connecting his room with the living room. His hands sometimes hooked the slumped blanket until it almost made his pale shoulders exposed.
"Bryan's...." His feelings are starting to worry. He was worried that he would be left behind as usual. But maybe today is more painful because they just shared love last night. Should be in the morning they are still joking as usual not even Liza who is confused looking for her lover.
He had circled the entire side of Bryan's luxury apartment, but Bryan was not found by him. Suddenly the feeling of wanting to cry filled his head made him sit on the kitchen floor with a white blanket that was still loyal to his body.
Liza sobbed like crazy. The feeling of disappointment in her lover was seething uncontrollably.
"Bryan.. hiks don't go."
It was too late indeed, but at least he could still plead with the rest of his strength.
"Bryan," she cried.
Isakan Pilu continues to fill the soundproof apartment space. Liza was still crying. Now he hugged his legs as a crutch. The blanket has rolled up not because of it. Her beautiful hair is a mess. Liza was really frustrated.
"Why sit on the floor, hm?"
Liza opened her eyes immediately. He found his handsome girlfriend right in front of his eyes. The man was crouching to align his position with her. Without waiting for long, Liza directly lunged at Bryan with an extremely possessive hug.
"Why crying?"
Liza was eager to beat Bryan up over a period of stupid questions posed by Bryan.
"Don't leave when we've just finished sharing love. It was like --hiks- - like you no longer needed me and were ready to throw me to the bottom" he said in a buzzing voice. He hugged Bryan by the neck. It seems that position has become his mainstay.
"I'm not going anywhere so your worry is not happening" Bryan said
"I'm afraid you're gone, asshole!" That sounding was soft and heartbreaking.
"And this jerk loves you" Bryan replied.
Liza whined as Bryan tried to take off his embrace. His thin body refused to do Bryan's deed. Thus, he continued to circle Bryan's neck possessively and forgot that Bryan could barely breathe.
"I can't breathe, baby," she said, stroking Liza's back to stop crying.
"Sorry" said Liza. He immediately stood up and left Bryan to go to the room.
Bryan took his breath with a heavy sigh. He rubbed his face violently, feeling foolish by his actions just now. Liza's fear is very basic because in fact Bryan will indeed leave Liza to work.
Bryan started to get up and caught up with Liza who seemed like she was really going to get angry. When entering the room, he did not find his lover in bed but only heard the sound of splashing water in the bathroom that seemed to invite him to immediately enter and approach the beautiful woman who was sulking in it.
Bryan opened the bathroom and it was true that there was Liza there, under the shower flashing her head with warm water. Bryan hugged Liza from behind, wrapping his hands around the lover's narrow waist no matter which blue toska shirt he was wearing wet.
"sorry. You're right, I was going to go."
That way Liza twisted her body. Right, he only intended to make Bryan honest for his sudden departure while he was asleep. Liza certainly knew the reason was very basic. Bryan was leaving her.
"So why don't you go?" ask Liza while looking up. His lentic fingers opened one by one the buttons of his lover's shirt to take a bath with him.
"So just a regular meeting. I was chosen to leave before, but I refused because I didn't want to take the risk of leaving you. Besides, if I leave now, it's a sign that I'm moving my schedule forward" Bryan said. He retreated for a moment to take off his black material pants and then came back closer when all the fabric on his body was lost.
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"Yes, I'll be there tomorrow, but just to ask for my holiday allowance until next month. I don't care anymore about the pay and stuff."
"Don't put it off again, motherfucker."
"You won't understand. I have a lover here unlike you!" bryan. He was so sick of talking to his partner who always forced him to come and work with him to be a partner even though today and 2 months ahead is not the time he left.
"I hope the boss eliminates your lover."
"You son of a motherfucker!" Bryan closed the connection and slammed his phone to pieces.
"God! You why? Why slam the phone? What's going on?" Liza came from outside the room and headed straight for Bryan. He was of course shocked when in the kitchen earlier because he heard the sound of dings and swearing that was very loud coming from the room.
Liza saw the expression on her lover's face and all she found was Bryan's expressionless face. But Liza knew very well that her lover was holding back the visible emotions of the man's jaw that hardened with teeth grinding that sounded to his ears.
"What's wrong?" Liza hugged Bryan's waist. His hands crept up his male back and stroked that wide back regularly in slow, constant motion. "Say," he urged.
"Just don't leave me. As long as it's me, stay within the radius closest to me, you understand?"
Liza nodded. Of course he could agree on that simple thing.
"Request granted. Want to say something?"
"I love you" he said, then returned a hug from his woman equally tightly.
"Yeah, we love each other" Lisa whispered. "Well, let's finish this cuddle because I've cooked up some delicious lunch. Hows it? Want to keep hugging or choose to eat something?"
Bryan let go of the hug slowly as if unwillingly. He began to kiss Liza's face with anxiety and finally kissed the woman's forehead with a feeling so deep. He hopes his son-in-law's prayers are not answered. Bryan could not imagine if until Liza disappeared from her world or rather disappeared from their beautiful world that had been built with love, affection, and... Falsehoods.
Bryan fell silent enjoying the beautiful face of his lover who seemed to not age. Liza is still the same as their first meeting 2 years ago.
"Alright come on," asked Liza as she was impatient with Bryan's silence. He walked excitedly while pulling Bryan's hand to follow in his footsteps.
Now they have arrived at the dining table with a menu of toast, home-style wagyu beef, and some types of vegetables made salat. It looks appetizing because Liza adds an elegant impression to decorate the dishes of the menu. Colorful flower-patterned napkins with a gray background are also used to serve as a dining table base. Then switch to the dining chair settings made in such a way as if they were in a candle light dinner.
Bryan turned to Liza with an astonished look. Once again he was made to fall in love with his woman. "Simple but I like it."
Liza flushed in the hump. He did not know who the assessment was referring to, either at his lunch or to him.
"Mysterious but I love him," Liza replied misbehaving and then began to pull up the chair. He unscrewed the wine bottle in a hurry to use the corkscrew and began to pour it on his glass and Bryan's. Liza was clumsy and nervous. And for what to behave like that, Bryan already knows all about his heart.
Bryan snorted then smiled amusedly for Liza's nervousness and the words that her lover had just uttered.
True, hopefully they will still love each other even as bad as anything that happens in the future.
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To be continued