The Blind Eternity's
10. I'm home

Chicago, United States.

Tuesday, 11 November 2017 | 10.23 PM.

Liza looked down at the flat shoes she was wearing. Before going to Bryan's apartment, he had prepared everything for the reasons for Washington. And the flat shoes go into his list.

Come to think of it, his lying appetite is quite elite. Prada's shoes look good on his feet. The color is dominated by black and then the horizontal flickering of the glitter decorates it, adding an elegant and glamorous feel at one time.

"What to Washington for? You're a kara, Liza. If your reason for visiting relatives, you're sure you're lying."

Liza still kept her head down as if her newly bought flat shoes were more attractive than her lover's face. After all he was already very comfortable with the sopa below him rather than responding to Bryan's question.

"I'm talking to you, Honey."

Liza lost. Okay, he confessed to it.

"I'm shopping, Bri. You know that there are not many famous boutiques in Washington" he said, looking up; seeing Bryan and even surprised himself to see Bryan's appearance.

Bryan's face was very manly because the feathers on his chin, sideburns, and over his lips began to grow, framing Bryan's firm face which had a sturdy jaw. Then the tight black plain t-shirt makes the biceps muscle and eightpack abdomen her lover embossed with sexy. And now his eyes he brought down to see slowly motion jeans worn by his lover. Black and-again-sexy. Liza had to bite her lower lip. Suddenly the heat radiated across both of her cheeks as she found something bulging in the jeans that Bryan was wearing - oh my gosh, Liza really looks perverted at the moment. Bryan is hot and sexy to Liza

"Don't look at me like that. You're like a maniac."

Oh, Liza was caught red-handed.

Liza saw herself wearing only belel jeans and a T-shirt with the words 'I 'Dash ' which was captured in a faded green blazer. Like a beggar when compared to Bryan who is cool.

"And again, shopping? You're not that kind of woman. So don't lie."

"I don't, okay! Come on, baby, I'm a woman anyway. Some accessories and skin health I really need" said Liza. "Like this." Liza pointed at her flat shoes with eyes. "Then this." Now he pointed to the clothes he was wearing. "It." Liza pointed at her own face. "And this last one." Then he touched his hair blonde and curly at the bottom. He should be grateful for the special mission Mister Andreas gave him because honestly, he feels a little different at the moment.

"Only that is until you have to go to Washington which takes two more hours of air travel? And your face has not changed at all. You're still dull."

Liza. Hey, what the fuck? "You're such a moron right now, Bri," he sighed in annoyance.

"That's Miss Garcia's fact."

You remind me of stupid Mister Andreas! jerit Liza in her mind.

"Your choice sucks, Bri." Liza scowled in annoyance.

"I'm just telling you the truth, what's wrong?" Bryan shrugged his shoulders indifferently. "Then you didn't bring anything? Just the one that sticks to your body?"

Liza rolled her eyeballs. He had no idea since when Bryan began to ask a lot about something that was a waste of time.

"I have my own apartment, honey. You didn't forget, did you?" liza.

"So you went to your apartment earlier? Why don't you just put it here? Don't you always put your stuff in here?" bryan asked rhetorically.

Liza got up and hugged Bryan's waist, leaning her head against the chest of her lover's field. "Why ask so many questions, hum? Instead of asking me something that's a waste of time, you better use your lips to kiss me. More useful, right?" liza asked as she made abstract patterns on the neck to the collarbone of the man.

Bryan threw his breath away. "I'm just worried. Can it be in Chicago? Chicago is no less good than Washington." He took the naughty hand and peed right at the tip of his middle finger.

"So you still want to ask me questions? Did you pretend to miss me?" Liza look up.

"Of course I miss you. I've been in Chicago one day and you're not around. I don't know how many days you've been in Washington. Then I also asked why you keep your phone in the apartment. That's suspicious you know. It's like you're dating the other guy behind me." Bryan grabbed the lips of the lover quickly to kiss and then turned to the forehead to be treated fairly.

"Why am I dating another man while I have a handsome, burly man by my side? And about the phone, I did plan to be in Washington shortly because I only intend to shop. If I bring a cell phone, I find a destination there and forget to go home. That's it" said Liza. Now he began to wrap his hands around Bryan's neck. "And you know, when I was there I somehow wanted to punish you by calling. Actually, I didn't expect you to pick up because you never picked up my phone while I was working. But you picked it up and damn it you tracked the payphone." Liza chuckled, giving the impression that Bryan believed her. Though what happened was, he called the lover by wearing his uniform because he missed too much. And magically Bryan picked it up.

"Are you insinuating me?" Bryan lowered his head to grab Liza's neck covered by her long hair. He longs for smelling his body.

"So this girl asked for punishment? How naughty you are." Bryan hurt both his hands on the jeans he was wearing. Then one of his eyebrows rose as if challenging Liza

"Girl?" Liza approached Bryan. He stroked the burly biceps so gently while looking at Bryan's expression. "I've forgotten that nickname ever since I knew a guy like you, Bri," he whispered right in Bryan's ear. Hand with his wiggly fingers he carried around Bryan's nape. Then he jumped small so he could be in Bryan's arms.

Bryan smiles. The reflexes were so good that Liza was comfortably in her sling.

Forehead meets forehead.

Eyes staring at each other.

Breath clashed irregularly; scrambling for oxygen as if they had just run for miles. The roar of breath was even though it was just a burst of their heart because something familiar had triggered it. All because of love. Yes, love. Very classic.

Amongst the silence, they simply admired each other's looks. Among the silence, they called for a thousand longing words that were shackled for several days together. For a few days they also had a long journey.

"I miss you so much that it feels so cramped."

The first voice between the silences was finally called out by Bryan. He lowered his head, leaning his forehead on Liza's shoulders. And just then the situation became more crowded, whether the crush from where.

"Why is it so hard..."

Liza could not categorize Bryan's words as questions or as expressions. The sound was so heavy, not literally.

"Why don't I ever try to give up? Why am I so cowardly? Am I a coward?"

As Bryan continued to speak, Liza herself could only remain silent as she gently stroked Bryan's back head, channeling a soothing feeling to the lover.

"I don't want to be selfish, but I'm so afraid of losing you. I don't want to let you go. It scares me so much. Please just stay with me."

Liza nodded. He felt his shoulders wet. Liza didn't know when her boyfriend was crying. There are no tears only.

Liza pushed gently on the lover's shoulder until she could see the wet face."Why crying? Are your days so hard at work? What was? Can you give me a little bit about anything? Watching you cry with me just being quiet makes me feel useless as your lover."

Bryan shook his head and kissed Liza on the forehead. "no need. Just stay there for me."

Liza really wants to cry now. He wants to be angry. He feels useless. He could not know anything about the anxiety of the lover. Is there anything worse than that?

Unable to bear all her thoughts, Liza chose to kiss Bryan's lips gently. There were tears on the back of that full kiss. There are injuries that do not know until when it improves. Liza could only give her calmness without a solution.

Missing kiss. Their eyes were both flushed with their mouths open grabbing oxygen as if away.

"Just stay there for you? Of course I can do it. That's easy for me. But I asked for one, want to know what?" asked Liza, Bryan nodded. "I am home to you. No problem covering anything from me, but always go home to 'your house' under any circumstances. You gotit?"

Bryan nodded; agreeing. They smiled together and then started to put their lips together again. Without Bryan knowing, Liza was holding back her tears desperately so as not to fall again and destroy the atmosphere that had been re-encompassed by love.

He could not lie to his sick heart. It's not about betrayed loyalty. Not a broken promise. It's just about his feelings as a useless lover.

He also knows that he is a big deal for Bryan, but doesn't know in what context. All grey for him. The relationship feels cold. Trust is not the foundation in their relationship. Liza herself did not know where the relationship would go.

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To be continued