The Accidental Of Love
Good Bye My Love's

"Every time I want to say goodbye, I always hold myself back for a bit. Because I'm afraid I can't control myself and get greedy."

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Hyorin POV

Time goes on, and the days change. So even with my life, the marriage relationship that I have built for 7 years lovingly must now end. My name is Kim Hyo Rin. Woman born December 25, 1990. This time I will tell you about my married life with my husband Lee Hyun Jin (31 December 1987). Ah right now I can no longer call him my husband, because we just got divorced a few hours ago.

If you think we are separated because we do not love each other, then you are wrong. Honestly, I still love my ex-husband very much, but for some reason we decided to separate. Actually I was too embarrassed to tell it, because the reason for our divorce was due to heredity issues. For seven years we have not had a child.

We did everything we could to get a child. Various therapies have been done but the results are still NIHIL...!! During our seven-year marriage, we always took the courage to fight together, both for our marriage and our desire to have a child. But I don't know, maybe God hasn't allowed us to have a child.

Because of that, we often fight. Every time we met we would only end up with a debate or a fight. Not infrequently we also shouted at each other. The house, which he said was the most calming place, turned into hell for us over the past few years. And without us knowing it, we hurt each other's feelings. And more stupidly we can't stop doing that.

It is too heavy for us to maintain our marriage which is already on the edge of this horn. And yes that's why we finally decided that divorce was the best path to our problems. Although it is hard to do, but this is what has become our decision so that our partner can get the opportunity to be happier in a way that he thinks is right.

One month after the divorce between Hyun Jin and Hyo Rin, Hyun Jin's life slowly began to return to its original form. Hyun Jin begins to reimagine his life, which was destroyed by his divorce from Hyo Rin. Although sometimes the memory of his marriage with Hyo Rin often bothers him, but life must go on, right?

In contrast to Hyun Jin, Hyo Rin is still down with her divorce from her ex-husband. Hyo Rin does not want to be hypocritical by saying that she does not love her ex-husband, because in fact her love for Hyun Jin has not changed even though they have separated. However, even though her love for Hyun Jin was so great, Hyo Rin felt that she could not be selfish by continuing to hold Hyun Jin by her side. Hyo Rin knew that Hyun Jin was looking forward to the presence of a child among them, but Hyo Rin could not make it happen. That was why Hyo Rin chose to part with Hyun Jin.

It is currently exactly two months after the divorce of Hyun Jin and Hyo Rin. Hyo Rin's condition is getting worse. Guilt and failure continue to haunt Hyo Rin every day. He continued to blame himself for not being able to give any offspring to Hyun Jin. Hyo Rin's current life is only spent inside the house drinking liquor every day. Hyo Rin even quit her job as a writer. How could Hyo Rin write if all she had in mind was her guilt for her ex-husband Hyun Jin.

Hyun Jin also quit his current job. But unlike Hyo Rin who quit because of frustration, Hyun Jin actually quit his job because he wanted to return to Korea and start his own business from scratch again, with the rocks of his parents. Hearing the news that Hyun Jin is about to move to Korea makes Hyo Rin's heart more broken. He felt unwilling that Hyun Jin should leave the country. Because for the past seven years Hyo Rin has been used to being with Hyun Jin whenever and wherever.

But Hyo Rin realized, she could not help Hyun Jin's departure. He had to pretend to be strong in front of Hyun Jin and in front of everyone, so that he did not look weak in front of all of them. And also so that Hyun Jin can continue his life in Korea with a new life with a happier, and certainly not with Hyo Rin anymore.

The next day when Hyo Rin was going to go outside and when she opened the door Hyun Jin was already right at the door of Hyo Rin's house. Her astonishment, shock and tears seemed to be unable to hold her back, but Hyorin was unable to even blink in front of Hyun Jin. He was only silent and speechless and could only see Hyun Jin who was also silent and looked at Hyo Rin while waiting for who would start greeting first.