TANKER (TTM)

TANKER (TTM)
Post from apartment


I kissed her lips..


*Trrrrtt hasku vibrates slowly tenyata from noon I do not read what app


"What time do you want to go home? good yes you go no farewell, until late at night, good behavior you.you want revenge"Sounds grunts and text messages from my husband..


*How does it feel.. When you are more busy with other people without having to talk to your wife.. ?? well that's how I feel.


while traveling home I keep remembering for 9 years I lived with him. I survived for the good of me and him.Hope everything is better... I have to really finish it for the sake of setting my future better.do not mean I have to live and depend on om aryangga.. No. it wasn't me


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Arriving home, I did not see my husband's car in the garage of the house..


"Argghhhh... "I'm flushing my hair softly which is a lot of foam shampoo..


*It feels like today is really amazing.I lay down my body which since last night was sleepy due to the chaotic sleeping hours.that night I felt very sleepy even though the masi clock showed at 9 p.m


"Brakkkkkk "The sound of my room door slammed. but I only opened my eyes for a moment because of shock.Bodo is very willing to fight. let tomorrow only because the eyes sleepy..


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At 05:30 my alarm goes off...


I opened my eyes, with my hands on my stomach the same as the position I first slept in,


and I still don't think I can sleep soundly without sleeping pills, without me waking up drinking water or peeing.


"Well, move to yuk's room. It's noon... "Aq is trying to start my day well


*Making hot tea for me, husband, of course my sister-in-law.massaging my husband's legs slowly demgan olive oil is a ritual every morning.even with the state of my household is chaotic.


*Mama who from morning was cynical and had a fuss told me to buy breakfast....


"What would you like to have breakfast? fish meat depotnya bu emdang or pecel bu ari.


"As far as you are" he replied, always sniffing...


*Why should you say it's up to me?? though it turns out that I bought it wrong in the nagging tirade..


"Bu endang, pack one yes.."While waiting for a long queue right..


"This bread is dry meat does not exist, because there is a layer of meat.." Bu endang this is one of my mother-in-law's breakfast subscriptions since a long time ago.he memorized exactly what mom wants or not. people who still look at me are amazed because often he can tell a slash about me from mama-in-law.moderate up to 9 years I still care bgt same mama walopun business as small as the problem of breakfast.


"What's wrong mom, just pack it. later if you don't want to eat. let me spend it. "i said..


*Surely some food vendors feel annoyed at mama therefore.mama did not dare to go to buy his own food because it often makes the same action of food vendors. But yes because I respect as a daughter-in-law, I have to care too.


"Just whatever you want to eat or throw away.Im important I've dealt with the problem of hope.."


*Note yes. indeed not all in-laws are like that. I'm sure there are a lot of mama-in-laws who might be wiser to her daughter-in-law