TANKER (TTM)
At 04:00 in the morning

Quite a clear noise was heard, the sound of the roar of steps up and down the stairs which happened to be next to my room...

not usually at 4 am this crowded house..

"Tante, I'm nitip this stuff of mine yeah, let's just say I'm boarding here.." astrid arrived with my husband at home.

"Oh of course can dong dear, later the goods to be lifted up.., aunt happy you play here"

Well.like 2 years ago, my mother-in-law was very welcome when the astrid came home, they hugged, kissed me cheek as if this woman was my suitable replacement for her child..

without my mother knowing that this woman works at a leading nightclub in Surabaya

"Your wife told me to get up, I made an astrid coffee or tea. "my mother-in-law told my husband to wake me up but I was a temple of budeg.when called, is it not better than aq serving them..

*Why it feels like this day is soon over. I am really upset and sick of all of them..

My husband didn't think about my feelings, maybe not..

2 years ago he helped astrid to take care of the problem of his car accident that hit people because of astrid mabok. even my husband brought in his lawyer friend from out of town to help the astrid when the victim's family demanded.

when the night approaches, the husband is more busy thinking about how this astrid needs support.

"astrid, what do you want me to bring you for breakfast tomorrow morning? mumpung aq masi outside, not yet home .."The message was written at 1 p.m..

while I was at home withstanding my head pain due to migraines..

*Pun with mama.. also do not think so. Importantly this woman according to her good, beautiful and royal same money (basic in-laws duitan eyes).

"May ngrokok right mas.." an astrid voice came from my room talking to my husband in the middle room..

*** At 06.00

"Morning, have you wake up yet..? " message of aryangga

"It's just that my head hurts so much, my sleeping hours are fucked up.."

Om aryangga always knew that I was severe insomnia, but this time the guess was wrong

this is not a problem of severe insomnia as usual.I just want to sleep comfortably today.to replace my sleep hours are really messy since last night.

"Go to my apartment, let me go home to your mom's house

you can sleep until later tonight or stay for a few days can kok, your luck is important you rest" om arya let me stay in his apartment.

*Please before I leave.I took the time to talk to my husband.without I can condition my true feelings are not good*

"Oh so you did not have time to open Whats app yes.do not hold HP and did not have time to notify me because you are busy packing? ask for intimidation

"Yes, you know.I just got a cell phone when you called me at 01.00 in the morning...". Defend her..

(Why the hell, you're wrong, you're lying and insistent again.

"I text you at 00:00 just to ngetest... What time will you be online, do you reply to my message or you call me..?

at 00:37 you are online. but you are not informed of me..you do not reply to my message or just read... am I not important to you??

I guess I stripped you with my statement

"Okay.I ngaku, I was last online.at 00.41 and just read a message from a friend of mine.."

**fix.it means I'm not important in your life... Why am I holding on??