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Not felt already in the second week, the fourteenth day of fasting in the month of Ramadan.
There are so many traditions that are always done and always the most awaited moment.
One of them is breaking the fast with friends who have not met for a long time and make it a reunion event.
This is what Rianti is waiting for. Two days ago, the notification from WA group of his high school friends did not stop sounding. Greeting each other, asking news of each other, until finally proposed to hold an iftar together to re-establish the friendship rope, which was among them had long broken.
Rianti, who now works as a teacher, welcomed the enthusiasm and without hesitation stated that he would be present at the event.
But the unexpected happened. Just as he was about to leave, the lover called. He said he was on his way to pick her up.
Keep in mind, it has been three years Rianti established a long distance relationship with a man named Andi.
'' Sorry, sweetie. We'll meet tomorrow.
I can't.. Not good because uda promise my friends '' said Rianti in a clear tone in a phone call.
There's no sound. Andi must be angry. Her thought. Ah, the bodo time. Who told me not to come. Rianti was indifferent and remained on his plan .
That night, even though his heart was not calm because it kept thinking of Andi , Rianti still came to the open event together even until the event was finished.
At 11 pm, Rianti arrived home and how shocked he was because his parents welcomed him to the door with a look of unfriendly face.
Rianti's feeling became uncomfortable . Feeling said something had happened .
And it turned out to be true.
After the maghrib, shortly after he arrived at the venue to open together, Andi came to his house. But Andi didn't come alone. Andi came with his parents who turned out to be specifically wanted to surprise him. They came to propose to Rianti.
But everything became in vain because Rianti prefers to stay to the group event with his alumni friends.
And that night Rianti also had to receive lectures from both parents. He was scolded all out by his two taunya who felt uncomfortable for Andi and his two taunya people.
Next morning.
Rianti came to the hotel where Andi and her parents were staying.
Thankful both of Andi's parents were very kind and friendly. They are happy to forgive and understand . After all they think Rianti is not intentionally because it does not know if it turns out they also came yesterday.
But things are inversely proportional Andi.
The handsome man with his burly body shape looked very upset and angry at Rianti.
" Dear, Sorry "Say Rianti for the umpteenth time .
That'sallthatis. That's the only word that came out of his mouth. Can't you persuade or what ?
Andi was still silent with an expression as if showing how fatal Rianti's mistake was.
The 25-year-old turned his eyes away . She was disappointed in the woman who had been her lover for three years.
Rianti sighed. This is how Andi gets angry. Will not speak and be indifferent .It makes him feel uncomfortable and can't take it anymore. His heart is sick.
Rianti looked at Andi who had been reluctant to look at him. What a big mistake until Andi ignored him like this.
Alright. Rianti jerked his breath. Patience has its limits . He has apologized, even many times and still Andi flinch, not willing to respond.
Rianti suddenly stood up . Making the man sitting opposite her instantly look over.
'' I came home Pamit Rianti flat.
'' Kam-kamu.. '' Said Andi restrained. I don't know what he really wanted to say until he didn't.
Now the upset Rianti . It's always like this. Whenever there was a problem, Andi always kept quiet as if waiting for him to admit wrong and apologize.
'' Yang - Andi stood up when he saw Rianti grabbing the bag and hanging it on his shoulder.
'' I know I was wrong. I admit it and I apologize too.
But because it is not enough for you to be satisfied. So I better go.
As usual, An. I'll wait till you apologize ''
Andi. ' An ' ? Rianti said 'An ' ? Did he not hear wrong ? Just now Rianti called it by name ?
'' Yank '' Andi tried to hold and hold Rianti's arm . But Rianti immediately brushed it off.
''From first.. Whenever there's a problem, it's always me who's wrong. And yesterday. How do I know you want a surprise ? But you don't want to know. As if I was intentional.
Your parents didn't mind it, but you.. Ye.. ''
Stuffy. Feels claustrophobic. Rianti's tears are shed. He looked at Andi's face. Who wouldn't fall for this near-perfect looking guy ?
Is correct. Rianti used to be crazy about Andi. Chasing after him was like a person with no self-respect. It was he who expressed love for Andi. Fortunately, he was not rejected until they finally dated.
All of this is now spinning in his head. Really am. Rianti regrets. Why is it so millionth by love. Love a man who never even once told her love. Always 'every day, every message he sends or at the end of the conversation on the phone, Rianti is the one who always says 'I love you ' and also ' I miss 'yank. Can't wait to see you '
Rianti jerked his breath. Staring fixedly at Andi while wiping away her tears .
'' I'm blush, An. I'm tired of you Cetus Rianti, and then it passes.
' Deg' Andi choked. What does it mean 'snarly ' ? What does it mean 'fatigued ' ?
Andi shakes. This is beyond suspicion. Never did he imagine Rianti would say a sentence meaning to break up.
'' Yank.. Yankees.. '' Call Andi who follows his lover's steps.
But Rianti did not budge and instead accelerated the pace. Until finally Rianti managed to leave after stopping a taxi and get into it. In the blink of an eye, Rianti was already nowhere to be seen.
The next day, Rianti receives a call from Andi's parents.
They asked Andi to pick up the phone and meet because Rianti had ignored dozens of calls and messages from Andi since last night.
'' Sorry, Tan. Andi and I broke up.
I am sorry if uda ngecewain Aunt same om '' Rianti said at the end of his chat with Andi's mother.
Next day.
A message came in. From Andi'' Yank, I'm the same my parents came home . Flight at 3pm.
I hope you can come.
Later after my business affairs run, I will leave and come again to design our problems ''
Rianti's heart throbbed pain. Honestly she loves, loves Andi very much. But his heart has also been sick of Andi's ego. He could not stand it and no longer wanted to face someone like Andi. Especially putting hope in the future with him. He is now conscious. Love will not be able to make him able to survive against someone with an attitude like Andi.
'' Sora, An .I can't send. And don't come back for me anymore. Because our relationship is over.
Plis too ! Don't call or text me anymore. Better yet, if you delete my number. Because even after this, your number will I black list ''
Is correct. This is how it should be.
A healthy relationship is not just based on feelings. But it also requires logic.