Sympony
Part 9 (Talk with the Heart)

*I'm sorry if there's a typo

"The heavy word Dilan misses but if the heavy word me forgets you*"

After playing the violin, Symponi was relieved. All of his emotions were reflected in the music. His soul is at one with the music he plays.

The diva who had been at the end of the park had now chosen to approach. He did not expect that Symponi violin games were so beautiful, as beautiful as the ones playing them.

"I like to hear your game, good" Diva said honestly.

Symponi smiled and patted the side next to him, allowing the Diva to sit down, "please sit down, doc"

"Still call doc? I told you to call Diva. We are friends"

"Alright, Diva" Symponi chuckled. I don't know since when but now Symponi is more comfortable when chatting with Diva.

"So it's more comfortable to hear" said Diva.

Symponi said nothing more. They kept quiet for a few minutes.

Diva does not know what to start with, silence Symponi makes Diva confused.

"Do you feel better now?" The diva starts the conversation. Not looking at each other, they both stared at the garden in front of him.

"Hmm" Symponi nodded his head.

"Thank God. It will be more convenient if you share it with others. It could be your brother, father or mother. Whichever one you think you can trust" Diva looked at Symponi from the side.

I heard a heavy breath.

"I used to keep everything to myself, even though sometimes my sister Melodi could understand my feelings" Symponi bowed her head.

"It's obviously different Symponi, all you need is to get everything out of your heart"

"I know Diva, but it's hard" Symponi looked at Diva at a glance and then looked back to the front.

"It's not hard if you try. If you want, I can listen. Yes, although I do not believe that I actually already know your problem in outline from your family. I'm sorry I'm not so presumptuous but because I need to know what can make you like this" he admitted.

Symponi smiled faintly, "what no Diva. I understand"

"You know, your condition is much better now than it was a week ago when you first came here. You want to talk like this. It's good progress"

Diva and Symponi looked back at the park in front of them.

"You know what, the woman in front of us right now, who was being led by the nurse.2 months ago she tried to kill herself 5 times"

Symponi looked at Diva now, "she's my father's patient and said father, she cheated on her husband with her own best friend who she accommodated at home after her best friend divorced. It's amazing, isn't it? He got here with his hands tied for trying to kill himself. I'm looking at it. Her soul was completely shaken back then until she forgot her children."

"Then how is he doing now?" Ask Symponi.

"Is it just because of that?"

"No, that's only a small part of the healing process. We gave him medicine and other therapies as well. After he was able to talk to us, we called an ustadz to guide him back to the way of the Lord. All he needs is not only us but also the Lord where he complains and surrenders. Let him know that his deeds are a great sin that God hates. If we lose man as a foothold then we must not forget that there is still a God who is always with us."

Symponi suddenly cried, "i feel ashamed of Diva" Symponi said, sobbing.

Diva gives Symponi her handkerchief, "why shame?"

"I once thought that my life would end if Azzam left me. I forgot that I have God."

Diva changed her sitting position to face Symponi, "everyone got it wrong but God gave us time to improve ourselves instead of eliminating ourselves"

"At that time my world was centered only on Azzam. He's everything to me, I love him more than I love myself. I didn't expect that my feelings would be a bombardment for me eventually"

"Human the place is Symponi"

Symponi nodded, "i feel really embarrassed now" Symponi again sobbed.

"I've never been in love, but that doesn't mean I've never loved, but what I do know is that losing hurts." Speak Diva trying to feel the pain felt Symponi.

"Do I still have a chance to fix everything?"

Diva hops, "of course. As long as this breath is still blowing, the opportunity will always be there"

"Diva-" Symponi looked back at Diva. "I thank you for our conversation, so I realized that what I did was wrong"

Diva smiled, "that's what I'm here for. I'm also happy to be able to talk to your heart"

"The pain of being betrayed by my fiancee and cousins is indeed a pain but I am sure it will be even more painful if I decide my life just to think of them"

"Yes right. It's possible that they're laughing out there" Diva replied with a smile.

Symponi chuckled, "right too. I just wasted my time crying here" Symponi replied.

"Well, it looks like my patient is cured" Diva said, jokingly.

"If it's true, I want to go home soon" Symponi smiled at Diva.

Suddenly Diva's face turned a little grim. If Symponi recovers, is there a chance for them to meet again? Seeing Symponi in the morning is a fun activity for Diva but maybe Diva must learn from now on, Symponi will soon return to the middle of his family. And Symponi's recovery is his priority now.

"You'll be home soon, Symponi"

Maybe I will miss you though. Connect the Diva in the heart.

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