Sympony
Part 3 (Depression?)

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Upon his return from the Melodi campus, Symponi was silent and did not respond to anything said by his sister.

Worried that something would happen that was not desirable, Melodi reported to her about the incident that had just happened.

With great affection Fuad and Salamah invited Symponi to speak but the result was still nil. Symponi remained silent and his gaze was blank.

Salamah cried in Fuad's arms, "bi, this is why? Symponi why, bi?"

With the same heart ached, Fuad stroked Salamah's back so that his wife would be calmer, "we'll take Symponi to the master, mi"

"But Symponi is okay, bi?"

"God, our Symponi must be strong" Salamah nodded in Fuad's arms. The melody that heard it from behind the door cried.

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"So what's wrong with our son, doc?" Fuad asked with a worried face. Today they took Symponi to a mental doctor, dr. Rudy

dr. Rudi looked at Fuad and Salamah in turn. After several tests, the results are known. " Symponi is depressed, ma'am, sir and we have to take care of Symponi immediately" replied dr. Rudi concerned.

Salamah's body leaning against the chair stiffened as her finger clasped tightly onto Fuad's shirt, "dock depression?"

dr. Rudi nodded, "depression can occur due to several factors bu and Symponi experienced it because he felt a loss so great in his life, making him unable to accept the reality" explained dr. Rudy.

Salamah's tense body became weakened and her back leaned back on the chair. Hearing her daughter was depressed made her heart break. Salamah did not expect that Symponi's love for Azzam was so great that it made his mind malfunction.

Both of Fuad's hands were firmly linked, if he was faced with Azzam again, maybe with many times the hit on the man's face would not be able to cover the pain felt by the family, he said, even Symponi's daughter.

He regretted that he had been so confident in giving his daughter's heart to Azzam who turned out to be such a jerk. No parent will be able to see the fall of his child because of the irresponsible man like Azzam.

"Do your best, doc, I trust my daughter to you"

dr. Rudi nodded, "starting tomorrow we can already start treatment for Symponi"

Salamah advanced her body, "make my daughter back doc, I beg you" she asked with tears beginning to pile up at both corners of her eyes.

"Sign up ma'am, we'll do our best. Do not forget to pray, for everything comes from Him and only Himself will heal again" Salamah nodded in agreement.

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After coming from the doctor's office, Salamah again led Symponi to lay his body in bed. Carefully the mother of two put Symponi's feet on the bed and covered her to her waist.

Salamah's heart always hurts when she does this, she feels Symponi like an undead doing everything without passion at all.

If he recalls the words dr. Rudi earlier, his heart felt sick. Her beautiful daughter was depressed just because she could not afford to lose an Azzam.

Three years is not a short time for them to love. Even Salamah knows how Azzam loves Symponi. The handsome man was always there for Symponi and vice versa. Symponi was always there for Azzam.

If he remembered that, Salamah could not believe that Azzam had left his daughter. Especially for the reason Azzam who has been in love with Melati, his own nephew. Melati who was polite turned out to be able to betray her own cousin.

It was beyond reason Salamah, when he learned that Melati also dared to oppose her parents to be with Azzam.

What's up with all this? Why this complex problem can occur in the middle of his family and involve people he loves.

Had time been turned back, Salamah would have chosen to keep Symponi away from Azzam if she had known the effect would have been this great on her eldest daughter's life.

Again Salamah cried and she also saw tears coming out of the corner of Symponi's eyes.

Only tears, noiseless but profusely soaked Symponi's two white cheeks. Salamah hugged Symponi's body tightly. He wants Symponi to know that there is still him, Fuad and Melodi who love him more than anything.

december 22, Salamah passed without saying 'good mother' day' from Symponi. Precisely on this date, he was given by God a great test to return to care for his daughter until she was healed.

"Don't cry anymore baby, Umi is with you. We're all with you. Forget him and return to be our Dhuha Light Symponi"

"Symponi Cahaya Dhuha is a beautiful sound that is heard when the sun shines at Dhuha, it is your first cry, son. When Umi first saw you born into the world."

"Go back to be our cheerful Symponi, please ask" Salamah said as she continued to hug Symponi's body tightly.

The melody that was behind the door, was finally powerless to hold back her tears. Exposing his face to the sky, he tried to resist the pace of these tears but could not.

He never saw his umi in this state, in his cries he kept begging for Symponi to come back to his senses from the empty daydreams and rise from his pain.

Melody stared at Salamah who still faithfully wrapped her hands on Symponi's body that did not respond to anything other than tears that flowed just as fast.

Melody was sure that if the elder sister could hear everything their Umi had said, only that she still insisted on her endless pain.

Azzam and Melati were the two people he hated right now. The two heartless people were always in the Melodic prayer, praying that one day they would come to their senses when they got their karma.

If that time comes, Melodi wants her to be the first to laugh in front of those who are crying.

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*Understanding depression according to psychology is the condition of the somber day such as pleasure, care and blurry feelings that are pathological. Depression is caused by deep heartache, psychological trauma, guilt, and inferiority. (Cartono:2002)

Source: Google*

So I personally think this depression can be experienced by anyone and even because of things that we think are not big things. We cannot compare our situation with others. 😊