Sympony
Part 2 (Letter of Azzam)

Sorry if there is a typo

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"Love yourself before you love anyone else. Because no one else will love you as much as you do"

Dear my little owl...

Sorry, if with the arrival of this letter, it means mas will not come to our event.

Sorry for the sudden and obvious decision to hurt you.

Sorry if you can not keep the promise that we have been trying to realize for the last 3 years.

Sorry about my little owl...

If you ask why did you do this?

The answer is because they follow their hearts. I don't want to if I'll regret it later. Mas loves Melati, yes jasmine your cousin.

It has been since the last 1 year mas establish a relationship with Melati behind you, pardon mas.

Mas can not control the feelings that grow in the heart of the mas. Mas also asked for help not to hate Melati because of this. I just want to be happy and it's not with you.

With jasmine, I felt different. He can make your heart beat. And it turns out that Melati also feels the same way with mas.

If you think it's easy to make this decision, the answer is no. I thought about this for months. They want you to be happy. Because I know, if we keep pushing to stay together, it's gonna hurt you even more.

I don't want to make it harder to take you off when we're tied to the wedding rope.

I hope you can find your own happiness even without it. Like mas found happiness mas with jasmine.

Forgive this evil one.

In your heart, you still have your own place. I will not forget all my memories, I love you.

Goodbye and hope you can be happy.

Greetings

Your azzam

Again Symponi rebuked in silence, he memorized the contents of the letter from Azzam out of his head. Every night he checked the contents of the letter, even Symponi put the letter under his pillow.

From the first time he read the letter, his life suddenly felt empty and empty. He was so used to the presence of Azzam every day but from that moment on his life had to change. He had to live without Azzam and all his affection. Symponi felt part of him being forcibly taken away. He was empty and lost.

Tonight he read it again, repeating every word of Azzam like a sharp knife and slashing his heart. Because all of that made him unable to speak even though in his heart he shouted.

How can, a cousin as well as a good sabahat it has stolen the heart of his Big Monkey. The handsome man with his hobby of eating bananas had ensnared Symponi's heart from the beginning of their meeting 3 years ago. Recalling the beginning of their meeting, Symponi smiled in tears.

Symponi met with Azzam when he had just finished filling in a charity event held by a foundation. Azzam, who worked as a lecturer, was also a volunteer at the foundation. They met and then fell in love.

Azzam's courteous, calm and loving care was very easy to love. Especially with an established job and a handsome face, who does not easily fall in love with him. As well as Symponi, he fell to Azzam.

During their three-year relationship, Symponi never caught Azzam's suspicious attitude. Even their relationship seemed to be fine. What made Azzam turn away from him, until this moment Symponi did not know.

If you recall it immediately the cavity in his heart again feels full, full of pain and unbearable disappointment.

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This morning Melodi was preparing to go to the campus but before that, as usual she stopped by the room of the older sister who recently looked dark and lonely.

"Good morning, brother" said Melodi.

Their gazes met, after more than a week Symponi ignored everyone but this time the eyes were now staring at him. Melody excitedly approached Symponi on her bed.

"How are you, brother?" Melodi asked with a relieved smile.

Symponi did not answer, he just moved slowly and handed Azzam's letter to Melodi.

"Sister still keeps it? Let me burn this letter, brother!" Said Melodi with a slightly raised voice. He held an overwhelming sense of annoyance in his heart. Lucky in front of Symponi, Melodi can still control a little of his emotions.

Symponi shook his head, "don't you, please find out in the campus what Mas Azzam went to teach? If I see you, would you ask her if she's happy now?" Say Symponi with a wistful face.

Melodi knows that her sister must have been crying all night.

"Sister, please forget him. Melody begs" said Melodi while holding the brother's hand.

Melodi quickly held Symponi's arm and shook her head. Symponi insisted on smiling, "sister will drive you" he said stubbornly.

Once again Melodi held the arm even tighter, "want to meet that jerk guy?!"

Symponi sat down on the edge of his bed.

"Sister, listen to Melodi this time. Don't hurt your sister more than this. Forget them, brother can"

"I don't want to see Mas Azzam, deck" said Symponi increasingly stubborn.

Melody lowered her head, she let out a rough sigh. This time he had to give up. Perhaps by meeting, her brother could solve the problem, "alright but don't talk, just look at it from afar and go home"

Symponi quickly darted towards the bathroom to take a shower and prepare.

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Lambung Mangkurat University,

Melody removed her seatbelt and looked at Symponi sitting quietly beside her.

"Aren't you waiting here?"

Symponi.

Melodi knows very well that her brother memorized the schedule of Azzam's teaching. So it can be ascertained that about 5 minutes Azzam will come and park his car in this place.

Ten minutes went by and sure enough, the white jazz honda car used to be driven by Azzam stopped right next to their car.

Symponi who had been waiting for this immediately came down and followed Azzam. The melody forbids it but Symponi keeps going.

"Mas, wait"

Azzam turned around and he could see the man's face was shocked instead of playing.

"Symponi" he said slowly.

"Mas, I'm asking for clarity on all this" Symponi said.

Azzam looked around, then took Symponi to sit down and talk in his car.

"I'm sorry, I don't have much time"

Symponi held back her tears as she looked at Azzam's different attitude towards her.

"Mas, I asked for an explanation" he said softly.

Azzam sighed, "what do you not understand from the contents of the letter? Which part don't you understand, Symponi?"

Symponi flinched, his Azzam completely changed. But why so fast??

"Why are you doing this to me?"

"Because I want to follow my heart, sorry Symponi mas has long stopped feeling the same way with you"

A single tear escaped from Symponi's eye patch.

"Why new now? Why not from before? Why is it right on our wedding day, Mom? Wh why? Why, mas?" Say Symponi while beating Azzam's chest.

Azzam closed his eyes, for him this was also a difficult decision, even he was willing to fight his family for the sake of Melati, "excuse me Symponi mas, mas love Melati"

Symponi returned to the real world, his hope to change Azzam's decision turned out to be in vain. Obviously Azzam said that he loved Melati, not her. What else does Symponi expect? The answer is, clearly nothing.

This fact hit Symponi even harder. His heart and mind could not accept all the unilateral decisions of Azzam. It was all painful and Symponi fell silent again. He opted out of the car without listening to Azzam's call.

With a flickering step, Symponi returned to the car and Melodi was able to see Symponi's attitude change.

"Sir, what's wrong? What are you guys talking about? Brother ... brother" called Melodi but Symponi seemed to care for his ears and his eyes were empty.

Melody grabbed her sister's body and hugged her tightly, "sister, say something! Melody knows this won't be good for you. Forgive Melodi who didn't prevent you from meeting her. Speak brother, Melodi please" said Melodi lirih.

Symponi did not reach anything, not even a hug from Melodi was reciprocated. He was just silent and drifting in his own thoughts and pain.

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