Our World is Different
In the grove of sadness

Goodbye, that word is the word that Airin hated the most, since the departure of Yasha on that night he turned into Airin who was shrouded in sadness.

There was no smile on her face since Yasha left.

Before Yasha left she said she would call Airin, but unfortunately she did not contact Airin at all, Airin continued to try to contact Yasha but her number was not active.

Bad thoughts come to Airin, every day Airin cries because there is no news from Yasha, but even so Airin continues to try to think positively, although sometimes he overthinks.

Airin thought that Yasha must be busy so that she could not bring it up, she kept trying to say that if Yasha was okay, nothing would happen to her even though it had been 1 month Yasha left without any news.

After her departure that night there was not the slightest news that Airin received, that made Airin down, his face continued to look sad because he continued to think about the situation of her husband who did not know what.

With a blank look Airin sat staring out of the window of his room.

"Yasha where you go, are you too busy to forget me, you said you'd know me when you got there, but the proof is you didn't know me at all, I want to know Yasha you got there what no, I'm afraid something happened to you"

Clear threads flowed as Airin again remembered Yasha who did not know where.

Airin glanced at the clock that showed 4 o'clock.

"Hour 4, I'm trying to call him again, hopefully he'll pick up my call"

Airin dialed Yasha's number in hopes that her husband would pick up the call, really longing for Yasha's voice that woke her up every morning but no longer.

"The number you are going to cannot be reached, try a few more moments" the operator answered the call.

Airin's crying broke out when Yasha found it hard to get in touch, wanting her to come to the city where Yasha lived, she wanted to see firsthand that her husband was okay, but unfortunately he does not have the money to be able to catch Yasha

into town.

"Yasha where are you, why is it so hard to call, I miss you Yasha, please pick up the phone I'm hiks hyks"

The young man named Yasha disappeared as if in the swallow of the earth, Airin had tried to contact him but still could not.

Airin misses Yasha who has always been by his side, but now the young man is not known of her existence.

"Yasha you go home, you don't go, I beg you to come back here, I want to see if you're okay or not"

Airin for 1 month was crying for Yasha, since his departure that night he no longer heard the voice of Yasha that he missed.

Airin was still very hopeful that the young man came back to see him, he always thought that Yasha must be busy so he could not bring it up.

Airin glanced at the money Yasha had given her before she left.

"My money is 300, how can this money be added, what should I do, I can not just wait for Yasha, I have to try to get money"

"But what should I do, in my two-month gestational age, I won't be able to do much, if I'm just a city to work, I can't do much, but whichever one wants to receive me who is two, I also do not have a diploma, it will be difficult for me to get a job"

Airin began to be confused, he could not just keep waiting for Yasha who is not in the know how he is, he wanted to try to find money to the cost of his daily needs from his own efforts.

"Am I selling just piscok, the capital is also not much, the rest of this money is enough for capital"

"Yes, I sell it, I will travel around the village to sell my sales to everyone, hopefully someone buys it"

Airin smiled when he had a way to earn money.

Airin tried to make piscok with the main ingredients of bananas, chocolate milk, lumpia skin and sugar.

Early Airin failed to make it, but he did not despair, he continued to try it until finally he could make the piscok even though the results were not as good as the professional ones.

"Mbk for what?" Nana approached Airin who was in the kitchen.

"Mbk make piscok, mbk story want this sale to meet the needs of daily mbk, maybe later mbk will stop selling when husband mbk come home, he will say will go home once 6 months, maybe, now it's 5 months away"

Nana nodded happily because in the next few months Airin will try to seek sustenance by selling chocolate bananas.

"In this village, hopefully there are people who want to buy sales mbk"

Nana nodded, hoping that this effort would make her money even if not how much.

After finishing making the piscok, Airin put it on a tray and started going around to sell to people who live around him.

"Piscok, piscok" cried Airin as he went around.

"Airin" call someone who is not far from Airin's position.

Airin approached the mothers in the gazebo.

"What are you selling, how did we just hear?" curious miss Juleha.

"Piscok ma'am, I'm also selling now"

"Your husband where you go, how you make your own money" juleha wondered.

"There's in town ma'am"

"What works Airin" wants to know Madu'a.

"Sailor ma'am"

"Oh sailor, he did not send money, so you still sell this piscok" curious bu Juleha by continuing to eat Airin merchandise.

"Not ma'am, maybe he's still on the ship, I can't call" sad Airin because for 1 month he no longer heard Yasha's soft voice.

"At the very least he's got another wife there, but he doesn't remember you" Juleha guessed.

"No way ma'am, my husband must be so busy that he can't get to me"

"You believe me, mother, she must have married again, you better find a husband again, don't wait for her to come home" said Ms. Juleha.

Airin smiled bitterly, he could not find a new person when Yasha left the child still in the womb.

"Sorry mom, I want to sell again"

Airin left after Juleha's mother, Rukayah's mother and Sadu'a's mother paid for what they had eaten.

With the spirit of Airin continued to walk around peddling his merchandise, he continued to hear words that hurt his heart, but he ignored all of it and continued to trade with in the company of Nana.

Her night.

Airin calculated her trading results today with Nana beside her.

"10, 15, 25, today mbk 25 trading results, enough for our daily costs" pleased Airin.

Nana also followed up happy to see the older sister who was left by her husband and until this moment there was no news of his whereabouts.

"This is for you because it has helped mbk sales" Airin gave a little money to Nana Jajan.

"No need to mbk, mbk save the money for labor mbk later, we will still not buy clothes for baby grandpa" refused Nana.

Airin smiled, he had to raise money for labor, as well as control to the pack, he could not expect Yasha to give him money because until now the existence of the man was not Airin known.

"Tomorrow Nana will try to sell mbk merchandise at school, hopefully there are many friends who buy Nana"

"Thank you for helping me"

"Same-sama" mbk"

Nana hugs Airin's body, she knows that Airin is currently in the shade of sadness because there is no news about Yasha's whereabouts.