Our World is Different
The mess of Zidan

"Mother please, you stop dealing with Zidan, you must not do anything that is not with him, this mother is already ashamed of Airin because the mother's ears continue to hear gosib-gosib about you and Zidan, mother does not want our family's good name to be polluted, mother beg your cooperation!"

"Mom asks now, you are happy to be in this position, you are happy when everyone calls you an actor, are you happy everyone, both in the village and outside the village insulted you, are you happy?"

Airin shook his head, he didn't like it when people called him an actor, he really didn't.

"When you don't want to be called an actor, you don't take someone's husband, I beg you to let Zidan go, let him be happy with Kamila, there are still a lot of good men out there, unlike Zidan and the only one is Yasha, he's a good man, I beg you not to refuse Yasha, if you don't want me to be more disappointed in you!"

"Sorry Airin ma'am, Airin won't worry mom again, Airin promised"

"Mother will hold your words, if you break, mother will be disappointed with you, mother also does not hesitate to drive you from here, if you do something you don't like anymore!"

"Well ma'am, Airin is ready to accept the consequences, but Airin promised ma'am, Airin won't be like that anymore, mother please forgive Airin" Airin said with tears continuing to flow.

"Well, I'll excuse you, the opportunity you gave me don't waste it, remember you never get close again to a man named Zidan, he said, whatever the case is you don't get close to him anymore, you get it!"

Airin nodded, this time he accepted that if he had to part with Zidan, he did not want to lose his family just because of Zidan.

"Yes ma'am, Airin won't be near again Zidan, Airin promised mommy"

"Good, you never get close to her again, if you know you're still in touch with her, I'll be mad at you and won't hesitate to push you out of here!" ratna Ancam.

Airin nodded, he would not disappoint his mother again.

"Mother go out first, you stay home no matter what, you can't go out, remember it's fine"

Airin nodded, Ratna then came out from inside Airin's room.

Airin wiped away her tears, she stared at the ceiling.

"God why Airin became like this, why Airin was so hard to say no when Zidan took Airin out at night, Airin's heart said no, but why Airin's mouth said yes" Airin was confused with himself, realizing that he could not control himself.

"What happened to me, why I became like this, I was not like this, but why I became like this, what happened to me, why is it so hard to stay away from Zidan, what makes me want to stay with him"

"I know he's Kamila's husband, I didn't want to get close at all let alone get to this point because of him"

"The more days I feel that if I lose myself, I lose it all because I can't control myself, I can't seem to refuse every invitation, what he's done to me, why can I melt with him"

Airin is now aware that he cannot say no to Zidan, he cannot control himself, he does not know why it all happened.

Airin kept thinking about why he could change, he never thought that this would happen, he was half unaware of what he had been doing with Zidan.

As Airin stared at the ceiling of the room, slowly closing his eyes, he had many more thoughts entering the dreamland with ease.

The night is getting late.

A confused Zidan must do what to stop Yasha and Airin's marriage of only 20 days to continue riding his motorcycle without a clear purpose.

A confused Zidan stopped his motorbike at his friend's house.

"Why are you and why are you confused?" Dion looked at the confused Zidan, it was clearly visible from his face.

Zidan did not answer, instead sitting next to Dion who was drinking liquor.

Dion is a friend of Zidan High School, from the first he was famous for being naughty, no wonder that Dion drank such illicit goods.

"How can I stop the marriage of Airin and Yasha, 20 days, they will get married in 20 days, can I stop their marriage, I just fear I can't, I don't want to lose Airin, I won't be able to see him happy with other people, I can't, I can't" the chaotic inner Zidan.

Dion saw the chaotic Zidan, he let the young man be messed up, he calmly enjoyed the liquor with his friends who were there too.

Zidan who was confused opened wa, he wanted to see his wa, suddenly the status of someone made Zidan's heart seem to stop beating.

Zidan gets choked up when Yasha posts her wedding invitation with Airin.

It felt like Zidan's heart was broken when he saw Yasha's post that really made his world even more chaotic.

"No way, it's impossible, they can't get married!" Shaken Zidan dropped his phone, he kept repeating the sentence a few times.

Dion who found Zidan shaken when he saw something on hp immediately took Zidan's downed phone.

Dion smiled when he knew the reason why his friend could be messed up.

"No way, they can't get married, they can't get married, I can't let them be together, I can't let that happen" Zidan continued to concoct, he really felt the loss of Airin even though Airin and Yasha were still unmarried.

"Here" Dion gave the cup of illicit drink to Zidan who was again in disarray.

"You won't be confused again, drink it" asked Dion.

Zidan, who was in a mess without thinking about drinking the liquor, forgot the land and could not control himself.

Although Zidan's condition began to be chaotic, he did not stop drinking, he continued to drink the khamar until he finished one bottle and it all happened because he could not afford to lose Airin, he said, he will not be able to see the person he loves happy with the others.

The cunning Dion smiled, he knew everything about Zidan, he also knew who Zidan loved, he now saw that Zidan was completely destroyed and it was all because of a woman.