Our World is Different

Our World is Different
Sourly


Not long after that Yasha arrived at Airin's house.


"Assynogaic"


Inside Airin who heard the voice of the one who said the greeting instantly opened the curtain and saw from the window of his room who was coming.


"Geez he's actually coming, I don't think he's coming here, how is this, I'm meeting him if I let him in there, but pity if I ignore him like this, I'm out, anyway he won't mention the macem-macem to the father of the same mother"


Airin opened the door of her room and went out to meet Yasha.


Yasha smiled as she looked at Airin coming out from inside her room.


"What are you here for?"


"There's nothing, I just want to take care of you, oh yeah what about your answer, yes what?"


"I don't know yet"


Yasha smiled wryly, she knew that Airin must be confused to accept what life is with the person she loves.


Airin's gaze was fixed on something that was worn by Yasha, a necklace that he really remembered who the owner was.


"That's not the necklace of the man who helped me when I was a child" Airin's inner self was choked.


"Is it possible that Yasha is the one who helped me first, but it is impossible, it must be just a coincidence" Airin's inner self rejected the facts.


Yasha saw that Airin kept staring at the necklace she was wearing.


"Why this necklace?" Yasha pulled out the necklace, she felt Airin remember her.


"No, I just feel familiar with the necklace"


A smile rises on Yasha's handsome face as Airin begins to remember the events that happened in the past.


"You don't remember a boy helping you when a kid took your doll"


Airin was surprised when Yasha could know the moment that had happened a few years ago.


"Where do you know about it?"


"Because I'm that boy"


Airin shut up in disbelief."J-so you're the boy who promised to come again, right?"


Yasha nodded."Yeah, I made a promise like that, and now I'm really back"


"Why are you back now, I've been waiting for you"


"I was in the city, at first I didn't know if you were Farhan's son, just that time I accidentally saw a photo of your childhood, only then did I know the person I am raising was the little boy I used to help"


"But it turns out my offer until now is still not answered" a little insinuated Yasha.


"Not that I don't want to answer, but I still haven't found the right answer, you're patient with your napa" Airin looked the other way, he didn't want to look at Yasha's face anymore.


"Don't Airin for a long time, I'll soon be back in town, I can't stay here long"


"Yes, I'll answer as soon as possible, you wait for me to be ready, later if I find the answer, I'll say the same to you"


"I'll wait as soon as possible, remember not for long"


"We're going to stay married, but I'm not going to touch you until you say you're ready"


Airin felt a little relieved, he now had nothing to worry about anymore.


"Why did you come back here again, instead of you having been living in the city all this time?"


"I came back because I wanted to find you, I tried to find you in medsos no, and in the end I gave up looking for you, but it turns out we were even met in this matchmaking, this matchmaking, at first I broke up with your nyari, but thank God we can meet again after 10 years apart"


"Why don't you just look for someone else?"


"I promised I'd come back, so now I'm coming to keep that promise, why, do you mind this matchmaking, if my objection is to leave, then, I don't want you to be depressed living with me" Yasha's voice sounded sad, Airin immediately felt bad when he saw the change of Yasha.


"It's not like that, you don't misunderstand me first" Airin panicked as Yasha's face changed as she asked the question.


"You don't get mad, I don't mean, I just don't want to get married this fast, I hope you understand"


Yasha exhaled, she stared at Airin with her sour face.


"I'm sorry"


"The more I come here I know that you actually want to reject this marriage"


When Airin was silent, he did not know what to answer, but he also did not want to make Yasha disappointed.


"If you don't like me, frankly, let it all be clear, I don't always expect you to"


"Yasha isn't like that, you don't get angry, I really don't mean to ask you to leave my life"


"Keep if you don't tell me to go, what do you mean?"


Airin was silent, he lowered his face, he did not know what to answer, he was afraid of answering wrongly.


"I'm just not ready, you know not I still haven't forgotten the man who took my crown"


Yasha furrowed an eyebrow."You mean how?"


"Look, at that time I often dreamed of having sex with a foreign man, I did not know that the man was not human, I just thought that the dream was just a sleeping flower, just like that, I don't think he took the crown"


"Continuously"


"After I found out, I hated her, I tried to forget her, but there was a person whose exact same face came into my life, so it was difficult to forget her after that person came"


"Who is that guy?" curious about Yasha, he wanted to know who the person Airin meant.


"Zidan, that person is Zidan, Bima's face is the same as Zidan's, so I'm difficult to make up Bima because I keep seeing Zidan's face like Bima's, even though until now I still have not answered your proposal, I just do not want to marry you in my state that still can not forget Bima"


"Oh so that's why you haven't answered my application"


"Yes, I am confused how, on the one hand I want to answer the proposal immediately let everything be clear, but here another I still can not forget Bima, so I beg you to be patient, be patient, I'm currently trying to make the right decision, which is if no heart is hurt"


"Alright, I'll wait for you, but please don't take too long, because I'm not here for long"


"Yes, as soon as I will answer, later if I am ready to marry you, I will tell you immediately"


Yasha smiled at the statement, she really wanted to make Airin happy for the person who had been her own reason all along.