NOT VIRGIN BLOOD
The Mind to Escape

It was difficult for Saga to pretend to be a good husband during their time in the hospital. The man was barely allowed to go home by Mama Nora.

It felt like three days was like three years because it had to be one room with Namira constantly. It was like endless torture.

There was only one thing Saga feared when in this kind of position. Saga is afraid that his defense will collapse and end up forgiving Namira's mistakes before his goal is achieved.

"I hope that after we get home you can take good care of your womb. Don't torture yourself by not eating all day" Saga murmured.

"If I had money, I would have bought food, Mas. Did you forget that as long as we did you never give me money? All the food I prepared, which I once delivered to your office, that was my savings. Now I don't have any more savings."

Stunned saga. He completely forgot about the birth income that he had never fulfilled until this moment. The man then pulled two cards from his wallet. One debit card to take cash, and another credit card without limit.

"Use those two cards for your home needs and needs. Even though I don't consider you a wife, but I'm still merciful not to let you starve.

"Thank you, Mum." Namira had to accept that with a heavy heart. At the same time the mother entered with her husband and father-in-law.

"Namira how are you doing, is it better?" Namira's father approached. It felt like Namira wanted to cry in his father's arms right now.

He wanted to tell me a lot of things like when he was a kid. But baby, his married condition makes him have to silence the tight-knit vibrating mouth. He could not tell the father even though his household problems were quite serious.

Not only seriously, maybe the household was already on the verge of destruction. All just wait for time then the bomb will explode by itself.

"I'm fine Dad. All this time Mas Saga always took care of me, I don't have to worry." Namira smiles. It made Saga glance a little while snorting in silence.

No need to praise me with lies. You think all that would make my heart melt what, the inner Saga is upset.

"Saga, I hope this is the last time Namira gets into the hospital. In the future you should be better able to take care of your wife. Especially the eating pattern. Even though Namira isn't naffsu eating, try to persuade him to."

"All right." Saga nodded. 

Finally the day full of pretenses was over. They returned home after the doctor gave them permission to go home.

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Days pass. Thanks to the debit and credit cards that Saga Namira gives no longer lack of food. All the needs of his house are always met with a breed. It's just that now Saga often comes home drunk.

Surely all the promises Saga made in front of her in-laws and parents were just lies. Until this moment Saga still does not want to take care of Namira let alone take her to check the contents. Namira always does all that on her own without anyone's help.

Dog .. Dog .. Dog!

The sound of knocking on the door ripped Namira out of her sleep. He saw the clock on the wall, it was only ten in the night. Namira hurriedly got up and opened the door.

"Drunk again?" One eyebrow Namira frowned. This view was no stranger to him.

Namira rushes to the kitchen to make a warm drink. Want to drink or not Namira always routinely make it.

"Awkk!" The woman screamed as she poured hot water into the glass. Namira's hand was hit by water and it felt quite sore.

"This is how it works while daydreaming," Namira annoyed. He put his finger under the water. It slightly treats the feeling of heat even though the heat in the heart still continues to nest.

"You know when I'm living this model household" Namira murmured. His mind began to drift inexplicably.

"I can't be like this. I have to think of a way to get away from Mas Saga. Sooner or later this household will be over. So I need to move quickly. But how is it going?"

The woman rolled her eyes upwards. Two lizards were chasing on the ceiling of the room. Suddenly an idea of diamonds popped into the head.

"Did I just run away?"

Namira pecked for a moment. There was only the sound of water pouring Namira into his reverie.

"It seems like a good idea to run off if Mas Saga hasn't divorced me yet. I want to wait until whenever this relationship will not last. I'd better leave before Mas Saga's life gets messed up."

The woman began to strengthen her heart. At first he had to find a place to live and cash funds for temporary living. After all that was ready, he was only able to escape with a hint of calmness.

"From now on I have to withdraw cash every day." Namira took a deep breath while looking at the cup of warm drink in hand. Luckily Saga is not the type of guy who cares about spending. So Namira can take money at any ATM without having to be interrogated.

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Namira walks into Saga's room with a cup of warm drink in hand. He put the drink on the nightstand and woke up Saga in a slow motion.

"Wake, Mas. You have to drink this first so that the hangover subsides" said Namira.

There was no response from Saga. The man only snored softly while occasionally pulling his incense stick loose. Namira then patted slowly on Saga's cheek, until slowly the man opened his eyes, but the radiance of his face tonight was very different.

"Why, Mas?" He nodded a few times. Saga was looking at her with a sweet face and looked full of love. Is this really love?

Namira's shock hasn't been lost. Suddenly the man brought his face closer. He kissed Namira's lips and sipped slowly.

Especially this?

Namira was no longer able to think clearly. Especially when Saga rolled his body to the side. He's not like a crazy Saga who's been cold all along. The man returns to being a gentle Saga, who used to love Namira wholeheartedly.

Then something that shouldn't have happened started to happen. Namira let Saga plunder his body just like that. He himself also drifted into sins that they should not do again.

Either this is due to the effects of alcohol, or this is because Saga is already very curious how it feels to taste the body of a woman.

 The first night that happened some time ago has not made Saga to feel it. Maybe now is the right time for Saga to replace that first night that passed.