My prayer My Miracle

My prayer My Miracle
lala and indi


"i better get out of that place than I have to feel the wound" he said softly as he stepped into his room waiting for the arrival of rendra.


"assalamualaikum" said rendra.


"walaikumsalam mas." reply khumay without moving from his bed.


in kiss khumay forehead and sit next to khumay while looking at khumay face, "you why baby ? how is that spirit ?"


"i'm not papa mas, just sad again, today I resigned and I'm sad." reply khumay


"yes already, that's what I love to , why should be sad. later can also get a good job again, and cool temen - temen again." replied rendra


"ih, mas mah does not understand." continued khumay with a slightly upset tone.


"iya mas tau , but what else..this is not the dear one will, right?" reply rendra with a soft tone. but khumay still with his regret let rendra just like that. but rendra did not run out of sense, "who has eaten yet ? eat out yuk laper nih. do you want to pesen grabfood aja ?" invite rendra to seduce khumay who is sad and moody.


"no laper mas."


"sad has to eat .. mas do not want to love sick.later if it hurts mas sad." sahut rendra began to issue the style of his mother.


"there will be a mas later that I will be here." replied khumay


"hayuk." in his arms khumay to get out of bed and go to eat. "you are so heavy who. hahaha. how much do you weigh ?" ledek rendra to Khumay who began to smile at the words of rendra.


"60kg mas. hahaha." she replied with a laugh.


"it's ready - ready to wait."


"i want to wear a mas hijab." chirps khumay, making rendra hear it surprised. Because all this time while being outside the house khmay never wear hijab. but this time he chose to wear his hijab.


"really true darling ?"


"yes, really, I now want to wear a hijab if I go out" she replied with her sweetest smile.


"mas seneng dengernya." he continued while hugging khumay from behind when khumay was wearing his hijab, rendra was happy when he heard what was said khumay. because most of his extended family use hijab. and rendra also hopes khumay wearing a hijab like his family, but he does not force his will, let the guidance of God come to him.


"yes yes, off first, it's hard for me to wear the hijab" said Khumay trying to escape from rendra's embrace.


"you are beautiful wearing that color veil, especially if you wear the item.perfect clothes" said rendra praising the appearance of khumay who was then wearing a cream hijab and long-sleeved black T-shirt hers.


"hem, ngrayu." reply khumay with a smile to hear rendra's words.


"seriously dear." replied rendra as he hugged her again and kissed khumay's cheek.


"yes, it's hayuk." invite khumay to rendra stop the kiss.


"okay baby."


when going out of his boarding house, Khumay saw giko and nara were in front of the Indian costs to say goodbye , then Khumay continued his steps following a rendra that was ready with his motorbike ready to carry khumay wherever khumay wanted.


giko sees khumay with rendra riding his motorcycle out the gate, and tries to shift his gaze when indi slaps his shoulder. "ati - ati loe on the way. may you be happy with your wife, you may see khumay for the last time, because she resigned, I hope you bury all your memories." whispered and returned to approach Lala and also nara who was busy taking pictures to capture the moment.


"thanks la , I turned back first yes. bye la , bye ndi" said Nara approached giko who was ready with his motorbike that would take them out of the cost.


*****


"i want to talk to you" said Indi with a flat face.


"why indi ?"


"ngapain si loe invite him people to kosan we all. loe know if I do not like many people come to my boarding. I do not like la. I do not like." he said with a loud tone.


lala was surprised by the Indian revelations that were so harsh on her. "sister indi? how are you angry ? what's my fault ?"


"loe still asks ? you know who they are? huh !" continued again.


"how do I know, I know my new nara temen, and giko is her husband. The rest I do not understand." reply lala with a shout.just this time there was a fight between them.


"giko is a person who has ruined khumay by dying khumay for the crazy girl.loe know how it feels to be khumay pas lo meet the three of them in this 1 room ? I also don't like to bring your friends here. I don't like strangers ! do you understand ?"


"khumay is also a stranger."


"enough la."


"enough ndi . enough loe believe that loe's best friend.loe aja can not ngrasain fall in love, why do you take care of the feelings of others.loe rasain just anger and anger. can't love in the heart, so I teach enough to know other people's problems. I know it's good with me. I don't care what problems there are between you."


"loe is so selfish."


"loe is also selfish. I will not be able to be a loe who can not accept strangers in life loe. papah equally mamah we never taught to limit ourselves to be friends with anyone. inget it."


"and inget also la . mamah sama papah can never be a good parent because their life is always about money. their affection which part can make you happy ? happy lo just lo dapetin from yayah. not mamah same papah. never be proud of them in front of me. because I never rasain it one bit."


"non lala why cry ?"


"mama sama papah sama indi nefarious mba yayah. mba yayah will not leave lala alone right ?"


"engak non , non lala strong ya. kan yayah often tell non lala. however they are , they are not family, they are not, while mba yayah can one day go and live with the family mba yayah. non lala must be able to adapt to them as well as the nature - nature papah , mamah and non indi kan non and also the new non lala environment. non lala just need to understand it and certainly non lala can compensate.mba yayah sure non lala is a strong woman. cheerful, tough and beautiful Wanit. non lala is not a spoiled child , whiny and naughty. correct the word mba yayah ?"


"iya mba yayah, but lala wants to go back to jkarta."


"don't , non lala will lose with the situation if non lala run away. now apologize, regardless of who is wrong. because apologizing does not make us contempt , giving forgiveness does not make us proud, but it will make our lives calm and peaceful.okay non?"


"iya mba yayah. ya already lala lala close the phone, lala want to sleep." pembutnya because her heart was a little calm after hearing the voice of the babysitter.


"yes non, always happy ya." continued yayah and closed the telephone connection


*****


"thanks who has stepped out , mas ati - ati on the road ya. kabarin if already nyampe." khumay told rendra when rendra to extend his journey back home because it was already night.


"same - same that. assalamualaikum." he said while kissing the forehead khumay.


"thanks is a man who is ready for all things for me, your love, your patience, your strength, your strength, your airy chest, your shoulder and all your life that might only make me. may God allow us to be lovers in the world and in the afterlife.good night dear." he said in his heart as he looked at the departure of rendra that was increasingly invisible from his view.


while unlocking her door, Indi calls her from behind. "mi."


"uh ndi ? how do your eyes swell ? you cry ?" khumay replied when he found his best friend had not yet slept and was surprised to see the state of the indi so sad.


"yes already here khumay hugs. why does the indi become fragile gini ? what's up ?"


"are you okay mi ?" tanya indi arrived - arrived.


"i'm good ndi , will always be good.you why ?"


"sorry mi , I don't know about nara jiko. This is lala's plan."


"i already know before , just I don't know if it turns out that nara is meant by giko's wife. I'm not papa, rendra already nenanginnya."


"thank God mi , I'm worried about you feeling the same."


"ih lebay deh indi mah, why worry all ? I'm not papa, seriously."


"that's why I'm back, I want to sleep .. good night mi." he said then left khumay alone on the terrace kos.


"good night ndi" replied khumay smiling as he watched India return to her boarding house


khumay sat for a while on his boarding terrace and picked up the phone from rendra to tell him that he had reached his brother's house.


"hallo dear, I'm already nyampe." 


"oh yeah ? thank goodness it's a good night, baby."


"mas don't want to sleep yet, want to be in the same old me love."


"ouhhh, spoiled ya. ya here."


"sad is still out ? what's ?"


"yes, that's the Indian dateng nanyain me where. maybe he nyriin was right we out."


"ouh yes yes yes yang.yang, tomorrow mas want to go home first yes, about 2 days."


"kok come home ? why ?"


"just the same mom."


"i ammpun. hahaa."


until late at night they took off the riindu even though they had just met and spent the night together outside to comfort khumay who was in the thick of sadness. rendra's great affection makes Khumay forget the wound for a moment and laugh loosely again with rendra. because only rendra filler life that can give color without hurting it.


 


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the hope used to be to always be together and have good intentions between us, but the test of seriousness is real.we are also being tested, if this is our test, hopefully we can get through it.


 


wait for the next story guys, happy for reading..