My prayer My Miracle
Lala's Feelings

A few hours later they arrived at the boarding house Indi, while Khumay and Rendra had arrived first and were having dinner together. Upon seeing Indi , Lala and Bram enter Indi's boarding room, Khumay is surprised by the state of Indi's bandages on his left hand and knee.

"Heaven ? La ? Indi why are his feet in that bandage? Why is Mr Bram all here ? Where's your bike ?" Khumay asked curious and many questions made Indi confused to answer the question which he should answer.

"Kak Khumay this morning we had an accident because there were mothers - mothers who sen left turn to the right, while it can not be avoided as Kak Indi , finally, the accident happened.. And because of the panic, Lala called Mr. Bram. Because he's the only one who can be asked for help. That's the story. We finally got home together. Khumay is calm. Indi chick strong. So a small wound for him was not a fatal problem. Lala's in dullu yeah. So tired." Clearly making Indi just stand still and take a sitting position on his sofa in the follow with Khumay who forced to see the elbow Indi hand on the bandage.

"There is no need to be a hotshot, play to Bogor all use the bike so, indeed you are strong enough to drive it alone. It's finally this." Khumay said while checking other parts of the wound that were not visible to the doctor.

Bram and Rendra just smiled at the behavior of these 2 very familiar girls.

Bram said goodbye and Rendra had returned to Khumay's room since then when he had seen the state of Indi. Shortly after, Khumay said goodbye to his room because Rendra had been waiting for him.

"Yes already Ndi, if I go home first yes, I want to take care of the motor loe first. May I come back first." Bram said goodbye to go home.

"Yes, I'm going to go back too. Rendra had been waiting for it from earlier was not good at all. Ati - Ati yes Mr. Bram. Makasiih already want to bother because of my wayward friend." Reply Khumay while scrambling Indi's neat hair.

"You guys are." Reply Indi briefly while smiling angrily looking at Khumay and Bram.

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"Sir Indi ? Bram's brother is back ?" Lala asked when she saw Indi enter the room to replace the clothes she was wearing.

"Yes, he wants to take care of my bike first. I want to sleep I'm tired. Don't worry, don't be bucin." Indi said to his back to Lala who was playing her gadget.

"Whoever is pregnant, do you know myself I do not have a boyfriend. Indi sister, I miss Mba Yamah. Why is he there again."

"Where I know, will you not tell me there or not. The point is do not get mamah same papah know if I was in an accident. I want to sleep." Reply Indi without looking towards Lala.

"Yeah." Yeah." Reply Lala. "Hallo Mba Jayah's. How are you doing ? Lala Kangen with Mba Yamah. Kangen at Lala's favorite food masakin". Said Lala to his babysitter Yamah.

"Non Lala is healthy ? Yes, Mba Yamah also misses Non Lala. Later if Non Lala comes home Mba Yesah masakin whatever Non want ya." Sayah dampens the atmosphere of haru because it is missed by the child of his master.

"Mba Jayah , Lala was to Bandung at 8 o'clock mallm, safely. The atmosphere is very cold Mba Jayah. We have to go there with Mba Yaah." Take Lala.

"Sorry Non, but Mba Jayah can not, Mba Jayah there is work at home with Madam. Who will take care of the house."

"It's an easy affair, anyway Lala will take it to a place that Lala likes ya Mba Yaah. Oh yes Mba Yamah, Lala has got a new meeting on campus. He is a native of Yogyakarta loh Mba Yamah. She's really good with Lala. Though he knew Lala was his introverted son, but he still tried to get into the life of Lala.. Lala finally wants to meet him."

"What girl is a Non guy ?"

"She's a girl Mba Yamah, her name is Nara. Now he again returned to Yogyakarta Mba Yamah, so Lala joined Indi to the top deh. later if there is another semester holiday Lala wants to go to Yogyakarta. Lala wants to travel around Indonesia like a trevelling presenter on tv. But same Mba Yaya ya."

"Non, Mba Yaah is married, and it is not easy Mba Jayah can go easily without the permission of Mba's husband Yamah. And Mba Jayah is pregnant with Mba's first child Yamah Non. Sorry Non , not Mba Yamah evil same Non Lala, but Mba Yaah can not like Non first. Please understand it Non."

"Yayah MBA ? Mba Hayah is pregnant ? Trus if Mba Jayah goes, Lala is the same who is at home when everyone is busy with his work - each Mba Jayah. Lala's gonna be quiet dong."

"Non has found a new friend, Non can be with them. Don't shut yourself up for others. Mba Yamah believes Non can be independent like Non Indi. Mba Yaah Darling Non Lala."

his heart was broken when he heard the words of Jayah who began to limit him because he was pregnant also limited to pampering him again. He feels right now - right himself. When Papah is busy with his work abroad , His mother is busy with her work that is all over Indonesia and also Indi who is busy with her heart anger over the attitude of her parents makes her attitude cold with everyone including with her younger sister Lala.

Making her cry even more and more bemoan her grief and fearing to know the world, she chooses to be happy alone without anyone else in her life. And will continue alone until he really finds a man who is able to break the silence of his life.

*****

"Which ?" Call Rendra mesra. Khumay who heard it felt Rendra was wanting to be spoiled by it.

"Why Mas ? Is there anything else she wants ?" Reply Khumay sat next to Rendra.

Suddenly Rendra leaned his head on Khumay's shoulder and wrapped his hands around Khumay's waist. Khumay returned the hug, a position like this was their favorite position when they missed.

"Don't ever stay in Mas ya, Mas very dear to you Yang." Rendra's remarks made Khumay surprised that Rendra rarely spoke seriously about their relationship.

"Yes dear, mas also do not ever bosen the same me, even though I am fierce, selfish, chatty the same mas. I love the same mas. I honestly don't know if I'm not the same as you." Reply Khumay tightened his embrace.

After hugging each other long enough, Rendra asked to go home because it was already night.

"Yes, baby, go home first. Take good care of yourself - yes. Love you." Said Rendra peeping Khumay's cheek.

Khumay just smiled a shy smile and hugged him again, "Don't be skinny, let's keep good at hugging kayak gini. Especially her stomach. Hehehe." Ledek Khumay to Rendra.

Rendra smiled and prepared to go home. Followed by Khumay drove him to the gate of his boarding. "heart - heart is always dear, news is yes if it has arrived" Khumay's message to Rendra.

" Hello dear ? It's nyampe."

"Alhhamdulilah if so. Yes, we slept. It's malem."

"OK baby. Good night."

"Good night dear." 

Thanks God, you've given me the most beautiful gift of the year, if you're gonna give us a ride to the wedding. I want only him to be my husband, but if not, suffice it only in the world. Find in Your Heaven. And make us as good as you want.

Hihihi I miss you mas Rendra. 

Our relationship is not as special as people who have lovers in general. Not be a couple of lovers with hobbies Traveling, culinary, or whatever it is. Our world is all about us, in my boarding house and the streets of this area that are not too far away from home. But living the days he was able to change me and my day, also everything happened 180° from before.

*Understanding means sincere, pity, affection, love and longing. He was able to teach me everything I had never felt before. Never trust in the presence of sincere also faithful.

And he was able to turn that thought into reality. I love him

_Khumayrah Zahra*_