My name is Miss
Longing Condition

A girl on top of a gurney d shoved by some nurses, the smell of drugs is clearly visible in the sense of smell. On the back of Bu Inggit, Mr. Budi, Nek Danur and his grandson Tejo accompanied him to the room that read ER.

"Sorry, the family can only drive here. We will take care of the patients soon." said a nurse.

"Sir, how is this sir? y Allah is Missing.." Ms. Inggit shed tears.

"Let's remember Mom, we just pray that Miss is okay." Budi tried to calm his wife.

"Relax, Ms. RT, we should pray first and then pray for the health of the neng." Nek Danur asked for prayer.

" yes Ma'am, Nek Danur is right. we just replace her prayer. first mom sm Nek Danur, after that dad sm nak Tejo. if we are both, afraid there is a nurse looking for." advice Pak Budi.

"Yowis sir, mother first Yo." Bu Inggit said.

"Let's Nek, we pray first." invited Bu Inggit to Nek Danur.

"Mangga Bu RT." said Nek Danur.they also headed to the hospital mushala. after taking ablution, they immediately performed prayers.

"Assalamualaikum warahmatullah, assalamualaikum warahmatullah..." Bu Inggit said his greetings on the last rakaat of his prayer.

"O Allah, I beg you to heal. Lift up the pain, replace it with health, healing and happiness y God. Have mercy on Allah. If I could, I'd be willing to exchange his recovery for my life. Servant beg y Allah." said Bu Inggit as he cried.

finished praying, Bu Inggit was still silent on the prayer mat, tears kept pouring down his face. Seeing that, Nek Danur approached him.

" Already Ms. RT, do not be too prolonged in sadness. We can only pray that the Neng Rindu will soon recover" said Nek Danur to calm Bu Inggit.

"Of Nek, it was so painful, it was painful to see her condition as if she was my own daughter." said Bu Inggit shaking.

" maybe because of the age of the deceased peer with the neng Bu RT, it's Bu RT feel that way, punten Bu RT 🙏." Nek Danur.

"Come on, Grandma" said Bu Inggit with a blank look.

They also went from the mushala to the ER room when they arrived at the front of the ER room, saw Mr. Budi who was pacing back and forth while occasionally holding his forehead. There was also Tejo who was sitting on a long white chair while reciting the Qur'an from the small mushaf in his hand.

"Sir." call Bu Inggit.

"Mom's been praying?"ask Mr. Budi.

"already Sir. Sir, what's the longing? is there any news?" ask Bu Inggit.

" There's no Mom yet. You are also worried, ma'am." said Mr. Budi.

" Y Allah, you should pray first yes. invite also son Tejo all. let the mother who guards here." said Bu Inggit.

" Good Mom, you pray first." said Mr. Budi.

" Kid Tejo, let's pray first." invite Mr. Budi.

" Okay sir, come on." Tejo nodded. The two men of different generations went to Mushala.

Besari Residence in Jakarta

prank.. (the sound of broken objects falling and shattering instantly).

"Hindu.." said Besari when accidentally his hand dropped a glass from the top of his bed nightstand.

"Astaghfirullah, what's wrong?" asked Dharmi who came because he heard the sound of a broken glass.

"Ah this I accidentally nudged a mbok glass. I'm sorry, could you please clean up mbok?" sahut Besari's.

"Both ndoro." mbok Dharmi also cleaned the glass shard. While cleaning the shard, Dharmi notices the face of the master, gathering courage he carefully asks his master.

"Nyuwun sewu Ndoro, looks like someone is disturbing Ndoro's heart?" ask mbok Dharmi.

"Come away, my chest immediately felt pain. I miss my soul mate mbok, Missing "answer Besari lirih.

"Did Ndoro not yet get a bright spot where Ndoro ayu brought with him den ayu and den dis nice went 12 years ago?" ask mbok Dharmi.

Tomorrow just shakes. Netra stared far from the window, her mind drifting in an indeterminate direction.

"Erna, why would you leave me. Tega you brought along Miss. hmm" Besari took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.

"sing patience Ndoro. Surely now she has grown into a beautiful girl. I remember when Ndoro Bei (Dad Besari) fondled her first granddaughter who was very awey, cute adorable. I am sure that ayu is a strong woman. I always pray that Ndoro can soon meet and gather with Ndoro ayu and den ayu and den nice." mbk Dharmi sincerely, then leave Besari in his room.

"Cemplon, where are you Nduk? Daddy misses you Nduk? how's your life been for 12 years? Don't you miss dad ? Already almost all parts of Surabaya, Malang, Pacitan father traced, but there is no trace of you. y Allah Er, where are you hiding?" I cry next to the bed.

"Mbok, where's papa?" ask Nara.

"Eh den Nara's. Ndoro is in his room." said mbok Dharmi while pointing towards the room with his thumb.

"What else is mbok? so why the glass?" ask Nara curiously.

"It looks like Ndoro's condition is not okay. Young Ndoro misses his family. Nyuwun Ngapunten den, I mean the young Ndoro mbok miss den ayu" explained mbok Dharmi.

" So Ndoro accidentally nudged a glass until it fell and broke." continued the woman who had entered old age.

"Den Nara is funny, where does the mbok know the existence of den ayu? if the mbok knows, since the first mbok will tell the young Ndoro." replied mbok Dharmi smiled.

"Eh yes mbok, hehehe" Nara chuckled.

"Wis den , preferably den Nara well-behaved, well-mannered, study earnestly, do not forget to pray den ayu and den good so that they are all in the protection of God. Hopefully they can soon meet and gather again with his father." said mbok Dharmi who did not feel shed tears.

" Nara will always pray mbok, Nara will also behave well so that papa is also proud of Nara. yes even though Nara already knows that papa is not the birth father of Nara, Nara, but what Nara knows is that papa is always on Nara's side under any circumstances. Nara loves papa Besari." said Naratama sincerely.

Nara decides to leave the kitchen and wants to see her father. Not yet arrived at the papa's room, Nara actually passed Besari in front of the family room.

"Hai boy." said Besari.

"Hi pa, papa what's the news?" ask Nara. Indeed, after 10 years of marriage with Lidya, Besari finally found out that the last Lidya came to the Dockside mansion before Erna finally left. But at that time, Besari did not want to discuss it because he thought of Naratama. However, Besari chose to end her marriage with Lidya, since then Lidya invited Naratama back to the house of Gunawan. While the house occupied with Besari and then sold, the money and deposit input for the cost of education Nara. And Besari chose to live in one of his parents' houses.

"Thank God, good papa, how are you, son?" ask Besari.

"Alhamdulillah as you see. Oh yeah, hmm papa have some free time?" nara asked carefully.

"Of course, what's up boy?" ask Besari.

"Gk nothing, Nara just kangen want to chat sm papa aja." said Nara again be careful.

"Come on, you're like anyone. yausudah let's go to the family room." invite the papa.

"Oke pa." said Nara, they both went to the family room.Seeing her master to the family room, mbok Dharmi also made drinks and snacks her employer's favorite.

Arriving at the family room, Nara sat opposite the father. Before long Dharmi mbok served drinks and snacks. After that, mbok Dharmi also left both of his employers.

"Pa." call Nara.

"Hmm.." said Besari who was sipping ginger wedang made by mbok Dharmi.

"Are you okay?" nara asked carefully.

"Of course boy, why?" sahut Besari's.

"Don't you hate mommy and Nara?" back Nara asked very carefully.his gaze was also fixed to pay attention to the facial water of the man she respected very much.

"Nara, whatever has happened between papa, papa's family, mommy, Yanda and also all of us it is destiny boy.no one can run away from destiny. we humans are only able to plan and then try and pray that the plan is carried out. Problem realized or not, it's all prerogative Gusti Allah. We humans are only able to rely and believe that everything He gives has meaning and wisdom. There is no one thing in this world for nothing boy.so don't you think that papa hates you. Because you are another valuable part of your life, because Yanda has left you to papa." said Besari softly, in each word there is sincerity that makes the chest of a teenager responsibility swish. I don't know what that feeling is. There is clearly a great sense of his heart for the man who since he was born always accompanied it.

"Papa, you are my Hero. love you pa" Nara slammed into Besari's arms and cried.

"Hey, come on. don't cry. everything will be fine ok, papa will forever remain your papa. and you will still be the little boy you are always proud of." said Besari sincerely while scrambling the top of the head of his best friend's son.

"Pa, can Nara ask?"

"Of course"

"Pa, what's Papa Nara's face like?" ask Nara.

As he got up from his seat, he stepped into a closet. When he opened it, he took out a photo album. Besari sat down again and began to open the album near Nara.

"This is a photo of a young papa with 2 papa friends, this one is Gustav Mawardi, and this one is Gunawan Frederick." Besari pointed to a photo showing three young men laughing facing each other using a graduation toga.

"Master? Just like my name, is this a picture of Nara pa's birth papa?" nara asked, looking at the photo.

A moment later Besari nodded.

"If Gun were still there, you wouldn't call mommy that name, but mother. And you're gonna call your dad Yanda. But as you say, God wants something else. Yanda mu died in an accident that previously Yanda mu was in a coma for several days boy" said Besari.

"Boy, will you visit your Yanda?" ask Besari.

"Of course pa, Nara wants to see him."

"All right, come with me tomorrow."

"Seriously pa? thank you papa, Nara dear papa." Nara sparkled to hear her papa's words.

Bina Sehati Hospital

"The patient's family is homesick" (a person's voice)

" Oh, doctor, I'm his family. How's my son doc?" exclaimed Bu Inggit worriedly.

"His head was hit several times so that there was a clot wound inside his head, but so, actually the wound will not have this bad impact on the mother's daughter. There seems to be a psychic wound that makes her soul not okay, Mom. And I'm sorry for the moment my daughter is in a coma" explained the doctor.

"What ?" the voice of Mr. Budi who just arrived from the mushala with Tejo.

"Astaghfirullah." Bu Inggit's hysterical.

" we can see the doc?" ask Nek Danur.

" of course after the patient is moved to the ward. Please be patient and mother. Do not break up praying to God that He gives a miracle so that the father's daughter and mother soon realize "said the doctor who then passed away leaving those who were crying in a state of longing.