My name is Miss
will of Gunawan 2

"the other mother was talking about Dedek Kasa yah. earlier the mother who told me to miss picking up the phone. If you want to talk tomorrow morning well.kasian mother tired, all day Dedek Kasa fussy well." said Miss Little.

"Yaudah klo gtu, Miss also bobok ya. titip hugged kiss for Dedek Kasa also yaa Rin's mother.." said Besari.

"Dadaah father, father also rest yaa. assalamualaikum." Missed ending the phone.

Three days already Gunawan and his wife in the hospital. Besari waited for them at the hospital.

"Doctor, can I see my husband?" lidya said when the doctor was checking her condition.

"May ma'am, it just so happens to be the mother's husband's room next door" the doctor replied.

Lidya was also helped by a nurse to a nursing ward in a wheelchair. He was surprised when he entered the room, there was someone sitting at the side of the gurney, while the husband lay unconscious with several medical devices attached to his body. Realizing that someone had entered the room, the man by the side of the gurney got up from his seat.

"They? Why are you here? Has your condition improved?" ask Besari.

"Oh yes, Amin. The doctor let me look at Gunawan. Since when is Amen here?" Lidya.

"Since the accident that befell you. The RS contacted me and that day I was in Jakarta." said Besari.

"Hmm, it's been three days since Gunawan fell into a coma" Besari continued.

"If I hadn't forced Gun mas that night, this wouldn't have happened" Lidya sobbed.

"What actually happened back then?" ask Besari.

"All my fault. I'm the one who selfishly forced mas Gun to go to Mega overcast. But then my journey was like a contraction. So that makes the concentration of mas Gun scum. And there was that collision." Lidya recalls the accident that put her husband in a coma.

"bund..bund.." there was a husky hoarse voice.

"Yanda.." cried Lidya who realized it was her husband's voice.

"Gun .." cried Besari.

The nurse pushing Lidya's wheelchair out called the doctor.

"Mother, mother is okay, right? how's our son doing?" gunawan voice raucous.

"I'm not papa Yanda, pampam is fine. He's a strong boy.He's waiting for Yanda d in here." said Lidya shriek.

"Bund, Yanda is already a strong bundle. Papi had come to pick Yanda up." Gunawan's voice was getting raucous.

"You said what Gun is, don't bother. You must be strong for your champion, for your wife's sake. Soon the doctor will come, strong yes Gun."Besari gave support, while now Lidya can only cry while holding her husband's hand.

"Sar, mate.. Please take care of Lidya and my son. Replace me to protect them. Help me Sar.. I'm not gonna be long, Papi's here to pick me up." Gunawan is getting weaker.

"Don't be crazy you're Gun.." Besari raised her tone, not believing the request of her best friend.

"Sar, marry Lidya. Take care of her as well as my son. Think of him as your own son. Promise me Sar... Aarrgghhh..." Gunawan.

Instantly the doctor came and checked Gunawan's condition, soon the doctor retreated and said that Gunawan's time was soon. Lidya's cry broke, Besari bowed lethargic, then approached Gunawan who was dying. Besari tried to guide Gunawan to say Divine Kalam.

tut.tuuutttt.....

(Electrocardiograph shows no more Gunawan heart activity. Just a straight line and a long Tut voice as the giver of news that someone has been facing the Creator.)

"Innalilahi wa innailaihi roji'un" said Besari lirih.

"Tydaaakkk.... Yandaaaa, don't leave me Yandaaa..." Lidya is hysterical, gets up from her wheelchair and shakes the lifeless body of her husband.

Instantly the body of the two-bodied woman was limp and seemed to float. Luckily Besari was by her side, and swiftly captured the body of the woman who had just been in staying away for good by her husband.Some nurses came and took Lidya to the ward of care, and, while Besari directly takes care of the administration and funeral process Gunawan.

TPU Rubber Bivak

Some people left mounds of land that had just finished sprinkling flowers. Yes, this is the funeral of Gunawan Frederick, Besari's best friend. Besari and Lidya live in front of Gunawan's tomb. Lidya still hugged her husband's headstone, unable to believe that the man she loved was dead and buried in a mound of red earth.

Hearing this, Besari finally made a sound.

"After your son was born, and after your id. As per Gunawan's will, I will marry you. So don't worry about how you guys are going. I promise to look after you, just like my best friend Gun asked." Tomorrow he breathed heavily. He was doubtful as to what he should do. And how the fate of his household. While he was also confused how to help his late friend's wife and child.

"Are you sure Amin's mom?"Tanya Lidya.

"What I have said, I will not take any more" said Besari.

"It's late in the afternoon, let's go home, it looks like the overcast sky is going to rain." Besari opens the door and guides Lidya to leave the funeral.

Two days later a son was born, Besari waiting for him. And finally with berkaca² yes menzani the baby boy.

And according to his promise, after Lidya's idah period was over, Besari also married Lidya. Besari treated Lidya and the baby very well. However, never once did Besari touch Lidya like a husband.Because his intention was only to protect and save the wife and child of his late friend.

flashback off

School bus

"Dec, deck. wake up" someone built a girl leaning against the window of the bus.

"hmph, where is this?" his voice was hoarse, slowly opening his eyes.A shocked step he when realized had been passed away from his destination stop.

"Gara-gara overslept so far gini deh."grutu Longs.

He finally took a bus to his house. Just past a few stops, her netra rounded seeing someone she knew.

"Kasa, why is it here?" ask her in your heart. Without a second thought, Miss went down and ran towards her sister. Sure enough, it was Kasa and his comrades d cafe.

"Kasa.." call Miss.

unfortunately the boy went into the cafe, not hearing the call of Miss. Finally miss running after Kasa into the cafe.

After passing several tables, Miss finally managed to find her sister.

"Figures.." Reprimand Misses.

"Mrs, what are you doing here? I'm following you?" kasa replied surprised.

Hearing his sister's words, Miss was very sad, even her sister no longer had any respect for him. Before long I finally miss taking a breath and throwing it away slowly.

"Should I ask, what is Kasa here? Why not school? if you know how?" soft miss.

"Well, why me Lo? mo ngaduin gw to mom? please be brave. I'm gonna believe in you! Anyway don't be pretentious deh SM Iw, Lo it's not kk gw. Lo that fucking carrier know!" Kasa snapped and shouted at Miss.

" Go Lo, don't fuck me!!" Kasa expels Miss.

Miss finally ran away from her sister, free to talk, there she will be more humiliating.

Missing to run to a park, he also sat in a garden chair. Before long his tears spilled, the cry he had been holding back from earlier broke. He cried out, blasting all the flavors of the d in the chest.

" O God, why is my fate like this? why is it God?? My father left me, my mother and my sister hated me. I never asked to be born into this world, but why does this world feel so cruel to me." Longing to cry so much, spilling all the fatigue in his chest, There was no one where he leaned or complained. Nestapa, that's what he's feeling right now.

"Dad, where's dad?? why do you miss me? Mom, why do you hate being missed? What's wrong Miss Ma?? Kasa, what's wrong with you, so you're being rude to kk? whyaaa!" shouts Miss.

Suddenly Miss was stunned, when someone touched her left shoulder. And how surprised he was when he looked.

"You.." said Miss with the face of the flood of tears and puffy eyes.

"Here, wipe your tears. Don't cry anymore. Your tears are too precious to cry over something I don't think means anything" the man said

" what do you mean?" ask Miss.

" there's me, you're not alone. If there's anything you want to complain about, talk to me. I'm ready to hear all your complaints." she said as she wiped Miss's tears with a handkerchief.