My love is blocked by my father's blessing
Part 3 Mondok Ideas

It was getting late in the afternoon that I was waiting for my father, mother and sister to finally come home from work,I greeted them enthusiastically because I thought I only imagined what Kang Ahmad really wanted to say to my family.

Dinner everyone was in the same place.

"Sir!Buk up!Kak was Kang Ahmad came here to bring mangoes for us, then he said there is something to talk to the father of the same mother"

Not yet complete I finished my words arrived suddenly the sound of knocking on the door.I immediately left my place and ran towards the door.I hope the person behind the door is Kang Ahmad and the news.

Gluey!door open!it turns out that my guess is right behind the door is Kang Ahmad.Akupun immediately let him enter, after that I finish dinner style my family is either finished or not eat it I have to keep cleaning it, I have to keep cleaning it,because that's where Kang Ahmad sits, this house is very narrow until the living room, family room, and dining room become one.

While I was in the kitchen preparing a drink for Kang Ahmad I tried to hear what they were talking about but it turned out to be nil.

After serving the drink, I really wanted to sit with them to hear what Kang Ahmad would talk about, but unfortunately my father even gave a view that hinted for me to leave!aahhh is so annoying!but I couldn't turn it down so I decided to go to the room but...

"In" Kang Ahmad called me.

What's the matter?is this about something you want to talk about?or does he just want me to listen to the stale talk of their longing?so confusing!

"Falme!"with a soft voice due to my body shaking from the call, I tried to turn around and sit with them right at the sibling.

Come on Kang quickly say!what exactly do you want to say!My brain is tired of expecting it.

What exactly does he want to talk about?why did I neglect my education?does he know I quit school?or does he just want to insult me?

"May I continue?"He asked like that maybe because he saw everyone was surprised.Everything including me nodded my head because I was still confused by the direction of Kang Ahmad's conversation.

"Actually in the boarding school where I studied was doing the activities of receiving santriwan/new santriwati dann..." The word stopped and hung right in the sentence really makes people more confused.See he breathed slowly like he was gathering strength.

"And the committee held a free program for students/santriwati who are less able, but also remembered Ain, so what might pakdhe or budhe be interested!I'll take care of everything!"

Everyone looked at each other only I was bowed down with sadness, why did I suddenly feel so weak when I was the most curious about what Kang Ahmad would discuss,but now I became the first person who was fed up with what Kang Ahmad wanted to say.Akupun ran towards my room without looking or asking anyone.I locked myself in the room and my tears broke just so slowly what I put out so no one heard it was Dad!mama!brother! or Kang Ahmad though.

I kept crying until I didn't realize Kang Ahmad had come home and the three people I saw were already at the door knocking repeatedly hoping I would come out but not come out to answer their calls just no.

Let me be an ungodly child this time, I'm tired of continuing to be loyal to them, maybe this is the reward of loyalty.Entah that thought came from where but I immediately slapped myself,because regret has been thinking wrong.Setia to the family is an obligation not a job.

"Sir, Buk, just go first Ain now really want to be alone!"Finally one sentence came out of my lips that made everyone move from their place and towards their respective rooms.

While I was still alone along with my sadness and tears.Tangisku brought me to the world of my dreams.Akupun sleep until tomorrow morning.