My love is blocked by my father's blessing
Part 1 Me

"Sir please help mom!"shouted the mother from inside the kitchen.Akupun immediately moved from my bed and rushed to the kitchen, it turns out when I reached the kitchen mom was cooking so surely mom would tell me to wash clothes.

This is my fate I was thirteen years old but had to quit school because of my family's economic factors and I also had to do almost all household chores from sweeping to washing the clothes of all my family members.Sometimes I was embarrassed seeing a kid my age go to school while I have to be at home.But, why should I be concerned with my parents, even though I'm banned from going to school I should stay as obedient as my name "Dewi Anggraini" yes that's the name given by my father, the,as I know Dewi Anggraini is the name of one of the puppet characters in the Mahabarata story that is the wife of Prabu Ekalaya who has a beautiful face not only that she also has a good attitude, generous heart, and a beautiful attitude,and being loyal to her husband is probably why my father gave me that name to be loyal to my family.

"Now, I dream!It's a washed-up cepet!" snapped the mother scatter my banquet, I rushed to wash all the dirty clothes and sun it after everything was done I went to the living room there I saw my father and brother were having breakfast because they were about to leave for work,every day my father and brother worked as farm laborers in Pak RT's rice fields

"The grandfather here eats!"I sat down next to them and I saw only rice, rice, and tempeh no problem I was still grateful to be able to eat breakfast today because you knew I wouldn't be able to buy more than this.

"Dad kangmas want to work?" I break the silence."Yes, no work, no eating!" replied my father, who was immediately avenged by my brother's laughter, but my brother thought my father's answer was funny.

In the middle of breakfast I saw my father and brother sipping a glass of water and going to work and I kissed the back of their hands

It is like this that my fate was born from a family that is less able in terms of economics.In my life I have always lost people who I care about like my grandfather,where only on his lap I can fall asleep and from him also I used to hear stories of puppet characters such as Goddess Fergarini whose name is tucked in my name.Kakekku is indeed a puppeteer whose name is already famous but dear to my father not inheriting the ability of my grandfather is not like my pakdheku who can clearly understand and secure his life.

If my day is tormented like this it feels like I want to go with my grandfather to heaven there so that I can be happy but honestly I also love my family I can not be far from them because that's why I still survive in the bitterness of this life.But I always pray to God that someday my patience will bear sweet fruit.I just want in the day of old father and mother they will not be busy working anymore.I just want to see a smile of happiness it emanated when their bodies were no longer as strong as steel.

"God extended the age of my parents, my brother, and me.Make me and my brother the children who can make both my parents happy"

I don't feel my tears falling down my cheeks