MARRY ME, USTADZ !
MARRY ME, USTADZ !

#SemesterOandid

Six months after the meeting of aneukeu and noufal. The feelings between them are getting stronger. However, the miss seemed to hit.

Aneukeu was still struggling with the profession as an honorary teacher. Meanwhile, noufal in view of every story whatsapp is preoccupied with all forms of religious activities.

After that meeting. Aneukeu did not say hello through private chat, more silence while observing the progress of the man he liked. Not ! Not just worldly likes. But, the real love.

Notification Request message on social media blue likes of earth creature Aneukeu ignored. Because, lazy to see one by one messages that flock to wait for approval.

Often messages from unknown people to invite acquaintances and then usually go on to online dating without violence.

Afraid that he would be sedated by the smells of unreality, Aneukeu always tried to limit every move in the fantasy world.

A friend suggestion comes in, adds length to a friend request that has never been confirmed.

"Syamsir Lubis"

Aneukeu started dictating the name that appeared on the screen. No stranger, seemed to have recognized the name of the owner of the account.

Then, without compiling every shimmering piece of memory. I don't know where intuition is coming from. Aneukeu approved the friend request suggested by the noufal account.

"Hi, aneukeu ?"

Aneukeu was still trying to put together a random puzzle in his mind, as soon as aneukeu clearly remembered who the shamsir lubis was.

Happy of course. Syamsir Lubis is the man who aneukeu wanted to be in first grade High School, the man who made aneukeu a reliable stalker, the man who filled every page of his diary.

Suddenly greeting through social media. In fact, never once did the man give an opportunity for aneukeu to enter his life.

Of course aneukeu cheered cheerfully ! Seems like winning. But, honey. The man was too late to make his heart crumble.

Now, his heart was already full by the noufal as well as his mind had been seized by the enchanting ustadz charm of pujaaan.

" A sham huh ?" So did aneukeu's reply

"Yes, I'm a sham. How's it going ?"

"Aneu, alhamdullilah good a. How about a ?"

"It's also healthy, don't you want to ask something ?"

"You ask what a ? So be it."

"Aneu, are you married ?"

"Not a."

"If aa to aneu's house, meet aneu's parents. Can you not ?"

"What's a ?"

"Well to marry aneu."

How can ? A shamsir lubis easily invites aneukeu to marry. In fact, aneukeu knew for sure that the character of a shamsir was very shy and unpredictable.

"Don't joke a."

"No, this is serious. This year is also aa ready if aneu is ready."

"Can I be sure about that ?"

"It used to be that I liked it aa. So, if now aa directly invite aneukeu marriage must be aneu immediately want, it used to be aneu also chasing aa."

Ah . . . Maybe a shamsir forgot that now it is 2019. It's been 10 years since that time.

Aneuku where might forget the tragedy in front of the school during the scout exkul. Because, his bold and silly actions made him the laughingstock of one school.

The event EXPRESSES FEELINGS to a shamsir lubis get NO answer alias rejected outright in front of hundreds of pairs of eyes.

Aneukeu had indeed forgotten who all said Cupu, junior deckil, and others. But, aneukeu will never forget it feels ignored by the man who aneukeu wants.

To this day. It is difficult to let go of all the disappointments caused by the pujaaan.

May a shamsir invite her to marry after dozens of full moon aneukeu regret the incident.

If only 10 years ago aneukeu did not accept the senior brother challenge for the graduation requirements of members of the ambassador. Perhaps, today any aneukeu reunion will not be an object to bully.

"Where is neu ?"

The incoming message repeatedly membuyar daydreaman aneukeu

"Give aneu a time"

"One month. One month aa give me a time to think."

I am glad to read that reply. But, there was a strange feeling radiating in every blood rush in the veins.

Aneukeu should be proud of a man like a sham still choose him to be a wife in spite of mass events that rave blue.

I'm 26 years old anyway. The demands of the family are also increasingly stabbing let alone chattering neighbors who always judge.

But, NO ! instead of 6 months ago aneukeu had promised to have committed with a pen on a piece of paper that would wait for the proposal noufal, will not precede noufal married, aneukeu wanted to make sure with whom noufal mate if not with him.

What kind of commitment is that ? The written agreement is binding. It's about self-worth. The price of a promise to be kept.

A shamsir is a test. A test from god to test how much desire aneukeu to be with noufal ? The power of aneukeu awaits the propulsion of noufal ! Also in the depths of the heart aneukeu wants to marry noufal just want noufal.

And consciously though. Aneukeu knows who a shamsir is ! Who is noufal ! A shamsir is definitely better in any respect than a noufal. A shamsir is still superior if in the lyrics from any side. However, now the heart of aneukeu unmoved still remains imprinted on the noufal.

A man who works as an ustadz in the city of tangerang ! The man who rarely greeted her ! A man who has difficulty replying to his messages ! The man who never picks up his phone ! A man who for a lot of reasons just answers a video call ! The man who started to give real distance.

Then, why aneukeu still selfish want to maintain the age of the relationship is still as long as corn ? Because, whether you can get the power from anywhere as sure as his faith aneukeu waiting without certainty.

Waiting until where aneukeu can be defeated by conditions, distance and basicity. Let romance a sham evaporate into space and the earnestness of aneukeu towards noufal is embedded in the earth until later.