MARRY ME, USTADZ !
MARRY ME, USTADZ !
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(Pov aneukeu)
Aneukeu Puspa Purna S.E
Bachelor of Economics in IESP (economic science development study). Passed on time though not with cumlaude value. The most important thing is to be able to finish strata-1 at an age that is no longer young. At the age of 28 years, it is not a benchmark for a human being to demand noble knowledge.
A lively graduation event was held at the central campus. Only graduates/ti are eligible and selected to be able to feel graduation at the central campus. The 45th university in Indonesia is the only university that has a legal license to develop distance learning programs.
Eight semesters for 4 years. I will not tell you of the tiredness and tiredness of the struggle. After all, our public has been successful and has achieved all desires.
The scorn of the neighbors who immediately labeled this woman "old maiden" was silenced by the achievements I showed.
Doesn't every woman have a chance to glorify herself ? With or without a husband by her side ! Women need to have the ambition to improve their quality.
There is nothing wrong with a career and berserang with men who always monopolize the level of success on earth earth. Even so the well, mattress, and kitchen is the price of a dead woman Sundawi.
Behind a point of success that can be achieved aneukeu there is a goal that still hangs endless. The marriage invitation that aneukeu proposed to a noufal is still disputed.
Meanwhile, the preparation to continue S2 abroad just finished. Thanks to the do'a and the financial support of the greatest mother in the world. Finally, aneukeu was able to achieve the next dream despite being armed with determination and mediocre values.
Not the path of achievement. But, the way of God is always lengthened for those who are confident and hard working and do'a-do'a that is not broken through the door of the sky. Make me enabled and launched continue the S2 independent line in the country of Europe.
Alhamdillilah . . . Entering semester 8. I've resigned from the elementary school where I teach on the grounds of taking a fashion job in the capital.
It's not right, after all, if S.E teaches in elementary school. There are still many S.PD who are more in control of their fields. All of them already have their own portion and potential.
Thanks to the headmaster who appreciated the performance for 1.5 years of teaching children. I was given SK teaching so that later it can be used to facilitate all the conditions of empowerment if one day I am interested in becoming a teacher.
It's true what people say. If education and career dart higher romance will get down to the bottom. My love still has a groove that drains emotions and tears. But ragasanga is common.
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In a cafe in jakarta area old town. I don't know what menu is in front of us. I ordered it just like a heart that was starting to get impatient.
This is my second time visiting a neteherland cafe. First, with the king's brother the most meritorious person in my career in the capital. We know when climbing mahameru because, joined in the same group. He is now 36 years old. With the help of the king, I can also work in BUMN companies that specifically deal with the wealth of the country.
Second, with noufal. This 3-year-old man is with me without a bond. Today, I want to clarify the relationship. So that when I leave everything becomes firm and not burdensome.
"Fal, how are you ?" Much
"Good, neu. Tumben what's up ?"
"Fal, what's the answer to my question the other day ?"
"Which question is neu ?"
"My time question is semester 8. Kan, I said, if you have already graduated, you can not give clarity in our relationship."
"Neu, I can't give you an answer right now. You see, I still have a lot of dependents."
"Fal, you don't have to marry me fast. I just need, status. Like a date or maybe a fiancee."
Noufal shifted his coffee glass slowly. Beberapakali sighed doubtfully and exhaled cigarette smoke to the ceiling of cafe verile.
I'm still waiting in silence. In accompanied by a sip of coffe which is exactly what its name is that must taste bitter a little bitter like a rolling atmosphere.
"Neu, I'm still not sure where our relationship is going. Because, I didn't dare tie a woman when I still had a lot of dependents."
While his sister just entered the 10th grade High School ! try, how many more years do I need to wait and be patient for this kind of thing ?
"Fal, it's okay if you're not ready. But, if I were to marry someone else how would ?"
Of course it's a lie, just a trap. The questions are not real. Where might I willingly marry another man even though I have been longing for a noufal.
There are promises and commitments that must be kept until death. Commitment is written in the diary and heart books. Indirect promises that bind up to now. If I'm not a match, I won't get married before the noufal gets married first. I will make sure that noufal is happy with his choice.
What kind of promise is this ? Yeah, that's the truth. I crave myself over him. For the love I want to have.
This was indeed a very foolish act bin nekad. It is as if you are looking for yourself not to want to be loved by others. In fact, out there many are expecting the figure of aneukeu puspa full.
What kind of charisma dikikikiki noufal prambumi so as to make aneukeu bernadzar until life is lost.
"Neu, you have the right to marry a handsome and wealthy man, not a man like me. You deserve a man who surpasses me."
"Fal, don't you love me ? You easily say that ?"
Where are the tears that should be a weapon for me to use so that noufal can melt and make peace with his selfishness.
"Okayah fal, I say goodbye. For a long time. This may be our last meeting. Maybe if our soul mate will be rediscovered, thanks for 3 years,"
"Neu, I'm sorry."
I hope the rain falls on the earth with a thunderous fall and lightning strikes. For this man to know how much my heart hurts is immeasurable. Let me cry as much as I know, screaming as much as racing with thundering death and mourning as much as possible along with the gripping lightning.
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What are we then ? Adrift each other for 3 years. No relationship, no status, just a commitment to stay together.
Not that you know. The law and all the hadiths that say this kind of relationship is a sin are unforgivable ? All this time we have combined love with each other is not it the biggest sin ? But, just to ask for me, you are still hesitating.
Why don't you just let me go ? Throw me away so I can leave without coming back. Why keep hanging ? Playing every feeling ?
Am I for you ?
Marry me, ustadz !
Marry me, ustadz !
Marry me, ustadz !
Noufal is not flinching. Watching the woman who had been accompanying him on the bed passed away without looking back.
Not not dear. It's just, aneukeu woman who is far from the expectations of umi and abi. Aneukeu was too free so his character as a woman could not be recognized.
Umi and abi want a daughter-in-law who is shari, has a melodious voice and is ethical. Motherhood and of course home women.
I, noufal want a woman like aneukeu. But, umi and abi have brought candidates according to their wishes.
It is impossible for noufal to have aneukeu change his personality as Umi and abi expected. Because, for noufal aneukeu has become a dream woman.
Let aneukeu, yunya noufal have dependents. In fact, it is matchmaking that becomes an obstacle.
"I'm sorry I lied, for your own good. I don't want to hurt you, see you cry, let me get hurt. And you don't hate the world".
