
Nathan was silent at his wife's confession. Did Dara just say she wanted to love him? Seriously? For what?
"What did you say?" nathan asked, afraid of mishearing, it was not funny if he had hoped, but it turned out to be misunderstood.
"Ckk ... you're young, but why are you so dumb?" ketus Dara's.
"No! I just want to make sure my hearing, fearing I turned out to be misheard," said Nathan who has now used my word again.
"What did you hear?" asked Dara whose voice still sounded faint.
"I want to love you!" Nathan repeated his wife's words.
"Yes! I want to love you too!" reply Dara while chuckling. She deliberately wanted to joke with her husband.
"Well? I'm just repeating your words, Dar! Not that I want to love you!" Nathan just understood the meaning of his wife immediately did not take it for granted.
"Well? Do you not want to love me? Okay, fine! I took my words!" ketus Dara whose lips are now forward. He felt a little upset to hear Nathan saying he didn't want to love him, when clearly the man had just said that he still loved himself at this moment.
"Eh, eh? Not really, Dar! I mean that's not it! I mean, did you seriously say that?" Nathan hastily corrected his words. He did not mean to say that he did not want to love his wife. How could he not want to love his wife, while she had just expressed her feelings earlier?
"Eum .. Is it serious?" Dara tapped her finger on her chin, as if she was thinking.
"I'm serious, Dar!" nathan urged, he was already impatient to hear those words spoken back by his wife.
"Yes, I love you!" Dara said the word she said.
Feeling very happy, Nathan reflexively hugged his wife, then gave a soft kiss on the woman's forehead. Dara herself just kept quiet, enjoying her husband's embrace with a happy feeling.
Realizing that he was hugging his wife, Nathan immediately let go of the hug. "Why do you love me?" nathan asked as he looked into the eyes of the woman he loved.
"Well? Can't I love that?" Dara was surprised by her husband's strange question. Doesn't Nathan want to be loved by him?
"No, Dar. I mean what makes you love me? Though your attitude seems to hate me." Nathan makes it clear to Dara to understand. Though he was pessimistic if Dara did not have any feelings for him, considering the nature of Dara as hating him.
"Gue never hated you, Than! I have ever been angry with you, I have been irritated with you, I have been angry with you, I have been disappointed with your nature. But believe me, I've never hated lo!" dara meant it. "Gue never hated the same lo even though I was very disappointed when you sentin me for no reason, even went to live alone there, I was alone, even though you yourself have promised that we will go to college together in America! I am very disappointed, Than! I cry every day because I suddenly mutusin, but I myself do not know what mistakes I have made. First you don't go to school for three days on the grounds there's a family event, I'm sad, Than! I'm lonely there. I miss the same you! Moreover, when you do not reply to my message at all! I'M SICK, THAN! I even went to your house to get information, but what did I get? Nyokap you said that you've moved! Lo shadowin, I have absolutely no idea that you want to change schools! At that time I was really disappointed! Butwhat? I still hope that you will definitely find me and will definitely explain why you moved abroad. When you chatted me, and asked me to come to the cafe, I was so happy, Than! I am happy because I can squirm lo again after a few days not squirm lo at all. But what do I get? You just sent me off for no apparent reason! You leave me without giving me a chance to talk, make me clear! YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVE I'M NOT THE SAME?" Dara continued to take out all the uneg-uneg that she had been keeping for nine years. Actually he did not intend to say it all, but somehow his mouth did not want to stop talking.
Nathan himself remained silent, hearing every story his wife told him.
"Gue's down, Than! I was depressed at that time, every day I hung myself in the room, crying was not clear. Till what? Until I was sick and needed to be infused for three days. I don't know what the reason is for you killing me, and I can't guess either! Every day I think about what really makes you killusin me, but still I do not know the answer! Until there was a tenth-grader who explained everything, and finally I know what the real reason is you mutusin me. Since then I was disappointed with you, very disappointed with you! Lo too quickly sum it all up, without giving me a chance to explain what really happened. From that moment on I realized that you were just in love, but did not fully believe in me. How can the relationship we built almost three years, it's not enough for you to trust me! You've been misunderstanding all this time, Than!" Dara began to cry, she was sitting limp on the sofa as she recalled what happened nine years ago.
Nathan tried to digest every word his wife said. "So, you mean what I see is wrong? What I see isn't true?" nathan asked who still could not fully understand the words of his wife.
Dara did not answer. Immediately she wiped away her tears that kept dripping. He then got up, talked too much to make him thirsty now, he planned to drink first, after that just explained about all the misunderstandings that had occurred between them all along. Yes, everything must be clear, so that the husband does not consider him low and cheap women again.
Nathan himself was just silent, maybe his wife does need water at this time, considering he had just made a lot of noise.
Fortunately in the room there was water that Nathan had prepared, because at any time he could thirst after overtime, and of course there was no one he could tell, so he took the initiative to provide a place of water in his room, so as not to bother anymore.
Dara immediately sipped a glass of water quickly. His throat was completely dry now, probably from talking too much earlier, let alone him talking without pause.
After feeling enough, Dara immediately put the glass back. Just as he was walking a step, suddenly his vision fell on the envelope beside the water.
Dara then took the envelope, opened it, and it turned out that there was a piece of paper inside. Soon Dara opened the paper, then read it. Jeez, this is the first time he's really been made curious, but only on paper.
Dara's forehead shriveled slightly as the first word she read was 'Hospital'
His brain began to think, who really is sick? Did Nathan? Remembering the paper was inside the man's room.
Dara then read it carefully, not even a single word that she passed by.
Like being struck by lightning, Dara's body freezes when reading if there is the name of her husband there, namely 'Nathan Geovanni Adijaya' and more to her surprise half dead when reading the sentence 'From the explanation obtained, the possibility of the Patient suffering from severe depression, there may be trauma that is very difficult to remove so that the mental condition of the Patient is slightly disturbed, so that is what makes the Patient, even fainted. From what I have seen, the patient has been experiencing this depression for a long time, and is unable to fight it, so that when there are words or events that are wrong heard and his vision, then his body will begin to tremble, he said, feeling a tremendous tightness, until finally fainting. My advice is that the Patient should immediately be taken to a Psychologist, because if it is too late, the Patient may not be able to fight the trauma, and it will be fatal to the mental health of the Patient.'
Dara held her chest that felt tight. Why is Nathan depressed? What had actually happened to the man all along, thus causing him to experience a mental disorder? All this time he saw Nathan was in good health, never even found the man slumped. Does this have anything to do with what happened nine years ago?
Dara's knee felt very weak, making him unable to hold his weight. Let alone looking at the date the letter was made, which turned out to be the letter had just. Automatically, Nathan has just come back to that trauma, right?
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Dara fell there, along with feeling the tightness experienced by her husband.
Nathan, who was daydreaming, digesting his wife's story, was shocked to hear the sound of falling objects.
Nathan's eyes widened to see his wife fall. Nathan immediately got up, then ran a little towards his wife.
"Dar, what's wrong with you?" nathan panicked.
"Th–Than, go to–why? A–what's bu–make you up to great depression?" dara asked with a disjointed breath.
Nathan froze at his wife's question, slowly staring at the paper in Dara's grasp. Damnit damnit! He forgot to throw the paper away. After he came home from the hospital, he did indeed drink water before going to the basement, and to the point of aggravation he put the letter on the edge of the drinking water, but he forgot to take the paper again after drinking. And because of his carelessness, now his wife reads it.
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