
Letting go of love is not easy for everyone, so the Light feels.
One day Light saw Hafin in front of my police station with his girlfriend. While the Light watched their intimacy from inside the car. Hafin smiled loosely at his beloved Maula, stroking her long black hair.
“ It hurts to see their affection which makes my heart even more broken, ”
“ Why should love hurt each other in my heart? ” tanya Light then shed tears.
The red shirt he always brought for Hafin made him even sadder. The light can only hug the shirt
“ I can only hug this shirt, because only this shirt reminds me of you, ” Say Light then sad.
So sincere and great is the love of Light to Hafin but all that sense is only capable of him pendam in the heart. The light went to the Great Mosque of Slawi where he first saw Hafin praying.
“ Here I am and you look at each other here too I must shed tears of sorrow, "
“ I don't know until when this wound will heal?” light in the heart and then shed tears.
The light sat down and wrote a beautiful rhyme about heart and love.
“ I believe women are created to be loved not hurt. Two-word love that is united and meaningful in the heart because of simple speech love becomes special, because the love that is far away so close
Because the love of an open heart becomes closed, because the love of a beautiful day is full of color, because of love also we are hurt and even cry. It is not easy for me to let you go, but I realize that true love does not have to have I will always engrave your name in my heart I will paste your name in my every prayer, “ Say Light in his writing and then cry.
“ So the name of Hafin's future wife is Maula, a good name I hope Hafin happy, “ said Light then sad.
In the mall they are always friendly laugh together and spend time together with shopping at the Mall. The light saw all that then was sad and shattered
“ The man I love so much now has a partner, his stupid I save a taste for his. “ said Light in heart then shed tears.
A reality so bitter for the Light, the heart cannot accept all these realities. The light returned to his contract shed tears until in front of the door of the house Light saw Rangga.
“ Mamu why Light ?” rangga asked curiously, Light did not heed Rangga's question he went to his room.
“ Often Light cries, but I don't know what makes him cry? ” said Rangga in his heart.
The light sobbed in remembrance of such a deep love waiting for Hafin.
“ Hafin should I let you go? the pain if I take you off? ”
“ Stupid her I love a guy who never loved me, what is this feeling? ” tanya Light in heart.
The light always blames itself for the taste that never arrived. Light poured out all of his heart through writing
“ I'm just a fake love I didn't think I'd been fooled by my own taste. The one I love turns out to belong to another woman, how should I deal with this deep sense? only tears and wounds could be felt at this moment. Love Show me the way that I can forget you.” wrote Light in his diary.