
Love is full of mystery and enigmatic, but full of colors and flavors that will always exist in life. There is always something waiting and waiting. That is what the Light of today is feeling that is waiting for Hafin. So did Rangga who was waiting for the Light open his heart to her.
The sadness of the Light made Ridwan ask Tanya. What makes the light so sad today? Not that he should be happy because there is a man who proposed to him, or maybe he was moved because of all these surprises Rangga. Does the Light love Rangga? All Ridwan's questions are answered by the Light
“ I'm not ready to marry brother, I still want to be with brother, “ replied Light who still hugs Ridwan.
“ Light you also deserve to be happy just like brother, if you are happy you will also be happy, “ said Ridwan advised his sister.
“ Do you not mind if I cannot accept Rangga's proposal? ” tanya Light.
Ridwan released his sister's embrace and looked at her
“ Sister can not force love to attend, “ replied Ridwan while wiping the tears of Light.
The light hugged Ridwan.
“ Sister is the best sister for me, thanks brother, “ words Light.
Ridwan released Light and looked at her lovingly
“ And you are the only sister that big brother has, then what about the surprise party from Rangga? aren't you going to come there again? “ ask Ridwan.
Finally Light returned to the surprise party even though Rangga did not see the presence after that. Rangga prefers to go back to work and forget the incident like there was never one.
The Light pondered at the thought of Hafin and Rangga. He sat down at his study desk thinking about two men in his life
“ I wait for Hafin who will propose to me, but why even Rangga? though I do not love Rangga even though we have known each other for a long time. But this love never grew in me for Rangga. Precisely he who is far away there has managed to make me fall in love. “ said Light in the heart of Light and looked at the bedside.
He stood up and stepped towards the bed and picked up the diary under the pillow. The light sat back down at the study table and opened the diary. The light began to string words
***Hafin where are you? are you still in Bahari Tegal city? I'm here waiting for you, Hafin. Looking forward to your coming with love and dreams with you.
Do you know if this wait torments me so much? I waited 2 years for you. 2 Long years without you.
It is a very hard wait for me, waiting for love from you and I hope that my love will not be in vain.
So tormented is this heart holding back longing for you. Ever since I met you in the town of Bahari, I couldn't love anyone but you. Stay in my heart and wait for the time that will welcome my miss with you***
The next day Light sat alone in a park near the campus. The light looked at the photo of my police station as it felt the photo, where Hafin was working . The place where they first met. Without realizing the Light turns out there is a Rangga far behind the Light.
With Rangga slowly approaching the Light, from behind the back of the Light looks a photo of the police station. Along with handwriting Light that can clearly be read
“ Who are you looking forward to? “ ask Rangga.
The Light was startled and immediately turned to the direction where the voice came from. The light was so stunned to see Rangga who was behind him. Likewise Rangga was surprised to see the Light that was covered in tears. Then the Light immediately wiped away his tears.
“ Since when have you been behind me? “ tanya Light
“ Since when do you cry over police station photos? what's with that photo? who was there? ” said Rangga
“ That's none of your business, ” replied Light. Then the Light was about to leave, but Rangga immediately held the Light's hand.
“ Who are you going to Light? you rejected me for waiting for someone else, right? who's the guy? ” ask Rangga firmly.
“ I don't wait for anyone, ” Answer Light still lowered his face.
Rangga held both hands of Light tightly and looked at it clearly Light eyes still glazed –glass.
“ You lied Light, I love you so much Light but why you.” have not finished Rangga talk, but Light has released the grip of Rangga's hand.
“ I can not love you, you are right I am waiting for someone else but it is not you. “ said Light then ran away leaving Rangga.
Rangga's heart was so broken because of the anticipation of his love during this vain –sia. The light that had been waiting for was expecting others not him. So does the Light who is troubled and worried because it misses the figure of Hafin. The light was so eager to see and meet Hafin.
When will the Light express that taste?
How much longer can Light endure its longing for Hafin?
And what about Rangga? Will Rangga still force his love for the Light?
I'm sorry I forgot there was a part left behind, again I'm sorry to the readers of my novel.