
The longing felt by the Light is so deep and so sincere in love with Hafin. Often she cried when she remembered her memories with Hafin. Every look at the photo of the police force tears The light always drips. Remembering the place where he first met Hafin.
The light shed all its longing in the diary
***Hafine do you feel what I feel? do you miss me too, Hafin? every time I miss you, these tears just keep dripping I can't stand. I miss you, Hafin. So tormented this heart holds back the longing for you.
How long shall I endure this longing? I miss your cold attitude, I miss your love eye. I miss the time with you. This longing always makes me sad and tormented Deliver these longing tears can I bear***?
Quotes written in the book of Light diary. Every time you write down the words Light tears always mennetes and falls on the Light diary. The more the day of Light's longing the greater to Hafin, to make him not passionate to work or to go to campus.
Light also often shuts itself in his room without eating or drinking. Ridwan was surprised by the attitude of his sister who always locked himself in the room. Moreover, already 2 days Light confine himself in the room and Ridwan did not see the Light coming out of his room.
That night Ridwan came to the Light Room
“ Light, please open! brother wants to talk to you, “ said Ridwan in front of the door of the Light room, but there was no sound from inside his room.
“ Light please open his door! ” said Ridwan, neat still no answer. Finally Ridwan decided to break down the locked door of the Light room from the inside. After being broken down, Light was on his bed with bruised eyes and a lot of tissue scattered.
Ridwan frantically looked at the Light body that was so weak. Many times Ridwan called out to Light and shook his body, but Light still kept his eyes closed . Finally Light was immediately taken to the hospital by Ridwan, after being examined by the Doctor said that the Light was severely dehydrated and there was also a slight disruption in his kidneys.
Ridwan was so devastated to hear all this. In his sleep Cahya also shed tears and sometimes called the name Hafin.
“ Hafin? who is Hafin? ” said Ridwan heard Cahya who gave a bite.
The news of the Light falling ill was directly heard to the ears of Rangga and Sahila. Both of them immediately visited the light. By the time Sahila came the Light was still unconscious
“ Your light why the hell? how can you get sick like this? ” asked Sahila who sat beside the Light glumly.
“ aware dong Light, it's me Sahila, “ said Sahila. But the Light is not yet conscious, Sahila saw the Light shed tears and said it “ Hafin, “ said Cahaya lirih.
“ Hafin? who is Hafin? ” said the confused Sahila.
Shortly afterwards Rangga came with Ridwan. Rangga came with a fruit parcel in his hand.
“ Sahila? you seem to be here? “ asked Rangga and then put a parcel next to the bed table.
“ Yes Rangga, Sahila is here from earlier. Good thing there is Sahila so I can go out to buy something, “ said Ridwan calmly.
Rangga looked at the pretty face of Light, but pale and looked weak. Rangga sat in the chair beside the Light and looked at his face sadly.
“ Face Light usually look beautiful and always cheerful her smile always make me want to smile, “
“ But now this face looks sad especially when I saw her last time in the park, so full of tears of sadness. What happened to the light? ”
“ Even though he has rejected me, but it is heartless to see his sick and weak lying like this, “ said Rangga in his heart.
Unknowingly Rangga's hand touched the pale cheek of Light
“ Rangga, “ call Ridwan.
Rangga was surprised to hear his name called and immediately pulled his hand from the cheek of Light.
“ Yes brother what is it? ” ask Rangga
“ I want to deliver Sahila to the front, he said he wanted to go home, “
“ big brother titip Light for a moment, ” said Ridwan smiled
After the two came out Rangga held the Light hand with both hands
“ Light can you hear my voice? what the hell is going on? why can you be like this? why is your face so sad Light? “
“ I miss the old Light, the cheerful Light, which has always been a ray for me? “
“ I miss you Light, I miss you who used to be with me, “ said Rangga sadly and shed tears.
Rangga kissed Light's hand and Rangga's tears fell in the Light's hand. A moment later the fingers of Light began to move and Rangga saw it, immediately Rangga came out of the room to call the Doctor.
But when it's outside, Ridwan will enter. Hearing Rangga's words made Ridwan very happy and immediately called the Doctor. The doctor immediately checked the condition of the newly conscious Light from his stings. The doctor said the light had improved.
“ Light has improved sir, I recommend once a week Light should wash the blood, “ said Doctor then leave.
The light was shocked to hear the words of the Doctor
“ I hurt what sister? why did the doctor advise me to wash my blood? ” tanya Light.
Ridwan only fell silent, he was confused and afraid that the Light would be syock with his illness.
“ Answer me brother, what am I sick with? ” tanya Light force
“ You are sick kidney Light one of your kidneys is having problems and you have to do the dialysis once a week, “ replied Ridwan sadly.
Hearing that the light shed tears
“ So I'm sick? ” say Light then cry.
“ Calm Light I'm sure you're cured, “ said Rangga calming Light.
Ridwan was sad to see the condition of the light that hurts the kidneys. During the hospital Light always thought about his pain, until he did not want to eat and take medicine.
“ Light you eat huh? ” ask Rangga attention
“ I don't want to eat any more time I will die, “ replied Light desperate.
“ You should not talk like that, if you leave there must be someone who feels sad, “ said Rangga gently.
“ What do you mean ? “ ask Light then look at Rangga.
“ If you go there must be a very sad person to lose you, “
“ You have to fight this disease spirit, there are still many dreams and love that you have not been able to, “ said Rangga then held the hand of Light.
“ Light I love you so much and I will be the most sad man if you leave my life, “ said Rangga then looked at him. The light only went silent and then remembered Hafin.
“ Rangga is right if I go Hafin will definitely feel sad, me and Hafin have not had time to knit love together. “ said Light in heart and then shed tears.
Romantically Rangga wiped the tears of Light that fell on his cheeks.
“ Do not be sad Light you have to endure for the sake of dreams and love, “ said Rangga and smiled.
After hearing the words of Rangga made Light become a spirit to pursue his love with Hafin.
How does Light pursue the love of Hafin ?