Love Shadow
Setu Babakan's

Aulias.

It was like waiting for a storm to shake. My feelings are really not because of. I was afraid, between the fear of losing the one I love, the fear of losing the sister I love. Hopefully Vika can understand.

God, let me be happy.

All the work in the office I leave to Farah, and I choose to walk to the edge of the lake in Jagakarsa South Jakarta. The lake is quite large. His name is Setu Babakan. I saw some men fishing. There are also children with their mothers on a duck boat. There are guards watching the visitors. I chose to sit at the lake's edge, looking at all this beauty.

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Atma.

I had guessed, what kind of reaction Vika had to my words.

"So, you just think of me as a sister?" vika asked me with a sad looking face.

Why do I have to face a situation like this.

I took a deep breath in and then I exhaled slowly.

"From the beginning I knew you, that's just how I felt about you Vi. Can't be forced any more" I tried to keep making it clear so he could understand.

Vika was silent and seemed to shed tears. I tried hard by not leaving her like that time.

I grabbed her hair, and then I hugged her shoulder. "Stay be Vika, my beloved sister. We will stay like this, I can accompany you when you are sad. We can laugh when we are happy. Or we can tell each other about everything" I asked Vika to look at the vast ocean.

"You promise you'll stay like this to me?" ask Vika with a still marine gaze.

"Yes, I promise Vika" I replied trying to convince her.

"Has anyone filled your heart, Atma ?" ask Vika later.

I knew I had to be honest, but would Vika be able to accept all of this if she knew that Lia was the woman who had filled my heart with thousands of love and happiness.

"Vika, do you know the attitude of me and your sister when you invited me to meet her?" I try to start this story.

Vika just looked at me without answering.

"Before I know you, we've been dating" I said trying to lie.

"Who's the guy?" ask Vika curiously.

"Just like a girl named Aulia Viaandra" I replied doubtfully.

"What?" Vika doesn't believe it.

"We've been dating for 6 months" I'm still trying to lie.

"lih!!" his words surprised me.

"What's lying?" I still defend my lies.

"How could you date my sister, while my sister has not been able to open her heart to others. I know who my sister is. My brother's too sick with Ryan" at length he explained making me almost speechless.

How'this? what am I supposed to say?

"Do you really know who your sister is? Are you thinking about her happiness? You know his heartache is so deep, can't you make him a little happy?" the words were finally thrown out.

"What do you mean Atma?" Vika asked me back.

"I know everything, even the disgrace I know Vi. How Ryan hurt her, how traumatized she felt whenever anyone would want to be close to her. I know Vi" I was downcast and almost cried because I imagined for myself how Lia was dealing with all this.

I handed my phone to Vika which contained my private chat with Lia.

"How can you?" ask Vika after reading everything.

"Let me please your sister Vi. I promise I will never leave him. I'll take care of her too" I hope Vika will accept everything.

Vika walked near the sea.

"I love and love you Atma" Vika's words made me limp.

My mind is not good . In what other way should I make him understand.

"But I love and love my sister more. If you are his happiness, I sincerely you are with him" he said all of that with his eyes still staring at the sea.

"Thank you Vika" didn't realize I was holding her.

"Okay, my beautiful sister. Uh, my beautiful little sister-to-be "my word is full of happiness. And Vika just smiled.

"Hopefully you can get a good man like you who is always good" I pray for you Vika.

I'll get Vika home. He invited me to come down, meet his mother and father. But for some reason, right now I just want to see my girlfriend. I want to spend time with him.

"Let me drive your sister home, Vi, and I'll meet your parents. You should be there too Vi" I told him and then left him.

I pulled my phone, and then I called my Aulia.

"Hallo" he replied as if uninspired.

"Hallo baby, where else?" ask me who can't wait to see him.

"Outside dear "the answer is still not excited.

"Well, baby, I'll pick you up".

"I brought a car" he replied as if he didn't want me to see him.

"Say where? I'll be there" said I'm impatient.

"I was in the water of Setu Babakan" he replied, which made me run my car immediately.

Oh God, thank you for this opportunity.

I want to pick her up soon. But what about Lia's car, it's also impossible to be left there.

I called Farah, hoping she could pick up my call.

"Hallo Farah, this is Atma. Where else is Far? ask me when the call is raised.

"Still in At's office, what's up?" hesitated answer.

"I ask you to come with me to pick up Lia, Lia's car you'll take home first" I hope Farah will agree.

"What's wrong with Lia? He's okaywhat's it?" tanyanya panic.

"There is nothing - what koq Far" I replied reassuring him .

"Well, just pick me up at the office" she finally agreed.

I eagerly picked up Farah. On the road with Farah, I told her everything. Farah was happy with her best friend's happiness.

Then I shall be in the dana as babakan

My heart beats so fast. I can't wait to meet my girlfriend.

Farah hugged Lia when she met him. They tell a little story. I don't know if I'm not focused there. I just focused on seeing my heart's lover. I also have to be patient waiting for Farah to leave.

After receiving Lia's car keys, Farah decides to go home.

Without speaking, I hugged my girlfriend. Stroked her hair, and kissed her forehead.

"What's Atma?" he said full of question marks.

I smiled and asked him to get in the car. Lia can only obey me. I will intentionally give this surprise to her .

I was at my lover's house.

"Atma, don't come in. I'm not ready" he said, holding my hand.

"I'm ready, baby" I smiled and held her hand.

"Don't Atma, I beg you" his face was full of doubt and sorrow.

"Trust me dear" I took my step into the family home of my future wife.

Yuli welcomed our arrival. Then let me sit. Lia was sitting on my right. Our heart may be beating very fast. To be honest I'm groggy, but I have to do it, in order to be with my girlfriend forever.

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